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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    Someone stranger flirts with Akutagawa, and Atsushi doesn't like it one bit.

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    23 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    Saliva gathers in Atsushi’s mouth. He swallows it down—that familiar, fundamental feeling within his stomach like he wants to… touch.

    He wonders how he could make Akutagawa cry like that.

    The thought sparks through his body like thin-wire electricity, about to explode.

    or: atsushi makes an unfortunate discovery about his increasingly-more-personal relationship with akutagawa. (ft. a bit of self-hate, an internet porn cafe, and a considerable amount of akutagawa crying)

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    22 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Orpheus is the softer one of the relationship, who had been through a lot of childhood trauma (abuse?). He is triggered in the tavern into a panic attack while bussing tables and Eurydice is the only one who can calm him down.

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    22 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Atsushi Nakajima is a cop that works under his father figure, Doppo Kunikida.

    He is assigned a mission, which is to go undercover and infiltrate a large organisation led by Ryūnosuke Akutagawa.

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    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cop Atsushi infiltrating Akitagawa organization

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    At some point the line between love and hate blurred. It confused Atsushi but it terrified Akutagawa.

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    21 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Atsushi, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It wasn't you! I was scared! I don't know what happiness means so when you showed me it I was terrified! I cared too much! I'm so scared, Atsushi, I'm so sorry! You're worth too much! I shouldn't be near you! I'm not normal, I know, I'm sorry! I'm not a person! I'm not even a human! I fucked up again like I always do! I can't do anything right! I shouldn't be alive! I know I'm supposed to hurt but please, I can't! Please, please, please, it wasn't you! Please, please, I'm sorry, just please stop! I can't, I can't, I can't, please! I know, I know, I know, I'm worthless, I'm sorry I'm alive!"