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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Ilya’s phone buzzes.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

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    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    19/?
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    16 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander met Ilya Rozanov when he was five years old. Everyone was surprised that Shane Hollander's closest friend was Ilya Rozanov, despite being his biggest competition on ice. Oh, and pretty much everyone thinks they're dating. Except they're really not.

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    9/?
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    11 Feb 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 75

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    Shane and Ilya arrive in Costa Rica for their honeymoon, where nobody knows them and hockey means nothing. They make friends, turn down an interesting proposition, hear about an island with incredible snorkeling, and dance like no one's watching. Because no one is.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    9/?
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    05 Feb 2026

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    Sochi Olympics, 2014.

    "MASSIVE ICLOUD HACK REVEALS PRIVATE PHOTOS, MESSAGES, VIDEOS OF HUNDREDS OF OLYMPIC ATHLETES"

    Ilya feels a trickle of unease down his spine. He shakes it off impatiently as he clicks on the article.

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    Chapters:
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    03 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Finished!

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    Shane Hollander is good at hockey.

    He knows it forgives a lot of other things, being good at hockey. You are not expected to get good grades. You are not expected to know how to dress. You are not expected to know how to make friends or talk to people.

    You are expected to be good at hockey. And Shane Hollander is very, very good at hockey.

    And maybe that’s what Shane is finding so difficult about being with Rose. She expects him to be more than hockey. Shane isn’t really sure how to do that.

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    While Shane is dating Rose, a gay sex tape of him is leaked to the public. He's the first out gay hockey player, by no choice of his own.

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    2/?
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    31 Jan 2026

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    2

  7. Public Bookmark 61

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    That woman was a man. Ilya was making out with a man. On a video. That Hayden was showing him. Well, at least it wasn’t weird that he noticed the guy’s lack of boobs in the beginning.

    “What the fuck?” Shane muttered.

    Or: Shane just wanted to watch Paul Hollywood shake some hands. Instead, he has to help Ilya survive being outed.

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    2/?
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    16
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    260
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    3,195

    29 Jan 2026

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    2

  8. Public Bookmark 59

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    The monsters still take Neil to Columbia that first time.
    Andrew still spikes Neil’s drink.
    Neil still gets drugged out of his mind.
    But Neil doesn’t pay a guy to knock him out. So when Andrew comes back for answers, Neil starts spilling some truths.

    Or: Andrew gets some answers out of Neil but he (mis)understands it for something else entirely and it changes everything.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    45
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    389
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    4,168

    26 Jan 2026

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    4

  9. Public Bookmark 21

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    After Mary's death, Neil knew he had to keep running.
    He had promised his mother.
    But what happens when Wymack goes to Millport and recruits two boys with more trauma than sense and a desperate need for contact? How will the other Foxes react?

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    4/?
    Comments:
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    26 Jan 2026

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    4

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    Hayden knew he shouldn’t do it. He knew snooping on someone’s phone is not cool at all, but Shane’s dry spell had really tanked their standing for the playoffs.

    And before, anytime he was off his game a little “hanging out” with his “good friend” Boston Lily seemed to fix him up. Set him straight.

    So, while Shane toweled off in the showers, Hayden might have grabbed Boston Lily’s number from his phone.

    {Or, Hayden keeps meddling in Shane's love life to his own detriment.}

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    25 Jan 2026

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    6

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    What if Shane and Ilya met when they were 6 years old when Ilya was visiting his aunt in Canada? The two grow up together, sharing their love for hockey, teaching each other their languages and knowing each other's family.

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    5/?
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    24 Jan 2026

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    4

  12. Public Bookmark 11

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    Fall, 1989. Far from Hawkins, Will Byers is studying art in West Philly, trying to build a life that isn’t defined by what he survived or who he had to be.
    When a quiet, magnetic boy in his drawing class begins to pull him out of his carefully constructed shell, Will starts to believe he might finally be allowed to want more.
    But the past doesn’t stay buried forever. And when a boy from Hawkins returns with truths Will isn’t ready to face, he’s forced to choose between the future he’s building and the love he never learned how to let go of.

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    Chapters:
    14/?
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    23 Jan 2026

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    12

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    Nobody knows why Shane Hollander dropped out of the 2009 draft at the last second, and a year later it stuns the whole hockey world when he's signed by the Boston Raiders. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston - but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    20/25
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    21 Jan 2026

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    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

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    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

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    72,232
    Chapters:
    11/13
    Collections:
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    1,186
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    20 Jan 2026

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    11

  15. Public Bookmark 91

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    “Marlow’s death is a tragedy for the hockey community. We lost an athlete at the peak of his career, well before his time.”

    “Our hearts go out to Boston.”

    “This casts a long shadow on Raiders captain Ilya Rozanov. What really happened that night?”

    “Yes, lots of speculation about Rozanov, whose year has been nothing but casualty after casualty. Truly bizarre series of events in the hockey world.”

    Something dark is going on with Rozanov. A curse from the past that won't let him go.

    Shane has his own secrets to protect. No one can ever know what he really is. Not even Ilya.

    But if they’re going to tread dangerous water, they might as well do it together.

    (Cursed!Ilya and Folktale Creature!Shane, a ghosts and monsters AU)

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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    20 Jan 2026

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    Finished! Absolutely loved this story. I am of the personal opinion that the Heated Rivalry fandom needs more urban fantasy aus. Keep up the good work, would love a sequel.

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    a companion piece to back and forth from new york showing the in-world social media response to the events of each chapter!!

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    Chapters:
    44/?
    Collections:
    10
    Comments:
    4,748
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    1,459
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    331,149

    16 Jan 2026

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    44

  17. Public Bookmark 64

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    Pansy [pan-zee] / ˈpæn zi / adjective; slang.
    Extremely disparaging and offensive. A contemptuous term used to refer to a gay man.

     

    Or: Set fifteen years after graduation. Will is a wildly successful artist, while Mike is a struggling author, divorced, and raising a son. Haunted by the thought of what could have been if he weren't so afraid.

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    13/21
    Comments:
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    13 Jan 2026

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    12

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    198,268
    Chapters:
    45/?
    Collections:
    36
    Comments:
    8,569
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    18,540
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    7,042
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    969,649

    13 Jan 2026

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    45

  19. Public Bookmark 6

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    "Steve wanted to make some sort of romantic final gesture. More than the rose he had already left along with all the others, because Nancy was better than that. He wanted to talk to her one last time, but no words reached his mind. Having Nancy’s parents stand right next to him didn’t make matters simpler. He was almost certain that if he tried to talk, nothing would come out but Aunt Maggie’s wheezing mummy breath.

    So, instead of making a fool out of himself, he crouched down and held his palm against the earth. He closed his eyes and breathed out. He imagined Nancy in his head, as clearly as he could, without blood or lacerations or a shotgun in her hands. Just Nancy Wheeler.

    He sat in his car for two hours after that, crying until he was dizzy. He smoked, screamed, smoked some more, and considered driving his Beamer into the quarry. He went home instead and emptied his dad’s liquor cabinet."

     

    An alternate timeline where Nancy doesn't survive after setting up the trap for the Demogorgon with Jonathan, told from Steve's point of view.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
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    28
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    6
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    512

    09 Jan 2026

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    “You should probably uh…stay safe then.” Shane babbles, exhaustion driving away any common sense or rationality.

    Throwing his head back, Rozanov laughs. It grows increasingly hysterical, until Shane can see unshed tears in the corners of Rozanov’s eyes.

    “You say, ‘stay safe Rozanov.’” Rozanov pinches his nose as he says this and adopts a high-pitched tone. He crosses his arms over his chest and poses like he’s on a superhero poster, mimicking Shane’s Rolex ad. “But it’s hockey. There’s no way to stay safe.”

    “I don’t sound like that,” Shane grumbles.

    Rozanov tilts his head to the side. His pupils are dilated in the low light of Shane’s apartment and he shrugs, stuffing his hands in his pockets again. “We will test more next time. In Boston.”

    It takes a year for Shane Hollander to realize that he's somehow magically protecting his rival, Ilya Rozanov, from harm. It takes another several years, and a lot of hooking up, for him to figure out why.

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    Words:
    49,915
    Chapters:
    18/20
    Comments:
    396
    Kudos:
    1,718
    Bookmarks:
    313
    Hits:
    29,145

    08 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    18

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