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If for the better, why does it make things worse? by Lastivkaa
Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)
08 Jan 2026
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The longer he thought about it, the less he understood why he was doing what he was doing. There was a seventy percent chance that if she really was busy, he would never bring up the subject again, ever. It felt like blowing a farce on an empty spot, because the truth was quite easy – the team was making progress.
Easy to see how much better it was for them, without pressure, but with praise for their achievements. And this?Robert seems to be deliberately trying to ruin everything.
"I think we should have a professional talk with my team," he looked at Blaze again, feeling a terrible tiredness on his face, “in a way that may include HR”
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Or a story about how Robert is trying to do his best, and how people around him should just stop being so annoying sometimes.
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They had spent so much time together, building up terrible patterns and habits, living the way people who don't want to change live.
Shackled in the comfort zones, the one that has rotted from the inside out, accustomed to the smell of rot and sometimes even enjoying the softness of moss.
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But Virgil left. Without warning, without explanation, refusing to articulate any possible reason, he had left a hole in his wake, tearing apart not only his own but also their familiar.
Surprisingly, fresh air had reached them.
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Morro forced himself to open his eyes and look at his hands. He could see them, with their old scars from rubbing calluses. Opaque, stable without his will, which have weight and carry weakness. These were his, almost alien with this human normality, hands.
***Morro wakes up alive and makes it a problem for everyone around him, only partly intentionally.
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“I’m acting like a complete idiot around him,” Prowl heard Jazz’s voice, the irritation in it was funny.
“You always act like an idiot,” he said, approaching, without taking his eyes off the screen, which, in hindsight, was a mistake.
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A collection about the interaction between Prowl and Jazz up until the moment... they will figure something out. -
Emotionally compromised by Lastivkaa
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers: Earthspark (Cartoon)
29 Oct 2024
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Maybe Ratchet was right, but emotionally compromised sounds like too mild a word for how Bumblebee feels. Completely fucked up is a better fit.
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Autonomous Systems by Gasmeros for tiredsn0w
Fandoms: The Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells
31 Jan 2026
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Rogue SecUnit maintenance is untread territory. It is much easier to keep a SecUnit functional when it has access to the infrastructure it was built to use. Without access, you must provide your own infrastructure to it.
“You didn't have to do that. I didn't ask for an update,” it grouses.
You're uncertain what it will take for your SecUnit to realize its need for this infrastructure.
In which ART is just trying to take care of Murderbot, and Murderbot is just trying not to overreact (read: panic, have a flashback, dissociate). And they get mad at each other instead of talking about it. That’s the whole fic.
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07 Feb 2026
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I'm shooting myself in the head, this is the only fic with the miscommunication trope that I accept. That's high praise.
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I didn't know ART was able to make my local feed address sound that demanding, a scream through the feed. It didn't matter because that was when my power cell failed and everything went dark.
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- Part 1 of misc unconnected FEELINGS (gross) fics
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Random Access Memories by fraternite for lunaTactics
Fandoms: The Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells
01 Feb 2024
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An accident reactivates Muderbot’s governor module. ART fixes it. Nobody has a good time.
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Remus can’t decide what expression Roman is wearing under that stupid, silly mask, but he thinks he likes it anyway. Something like horror, something like despair, something like fear and self loathing and nausea that matches the face that’s been haunting him since four years ago in a gas station mirror after he threw himself in front of an eighteen wheeler upon realizing that Roman never cared about him at all.
“Remus,” Roman croaks out.
“I have a power,” Remus says. “I have always had a power. I ruined my own life by saving yours when we were eight years old, but that’s okay. I’m going to fucking fix it right now!”
He raises the gun barrel towards Roman again, steady and simple and confident, right at that bleeding heart of his that for some reason never bled for Remus.
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aka Remus can see the future. If only someone believed him about it.Series
- Part 1 of Hero Worship
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18 Jan 2026
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THATS SO FUCKED UP. I LOVE IT.
*spoilers below*
I really like the characterisation here, how we weren't directly shown Janus's doubts until almost the last (for now) chapters, but not because they weren't there, but because Remus didn't notice them. We saw it, Remus didn't and it's so BEAUTIFUL. I also like how when I read Janus's name I'm like "what the hell is that? he didn't tell Remus" BUT AFTER THAT. REMUS IS LIKE "oh. fuck yes I knew. hmm" KILL ME. SO GOOD. -
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"Hey, are you alive?" The gun lowered slightly, and Remus let his arms fall to his sides.
He really, really wanted to bite him. Nearly every inch of him was covered in makeshift armor, or at least cloth, a pair of eyes the only thing visible between his beanie, facemask, and hood. Interestingly, one of them was brown, and the other was green.
If he wasn't so hungry, if he was still alive, Remus would've found them pretty. Instead, he found them appetizing.
"Clearly not." He muttered, raising his gun again.
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Remus thought being a zombie would be a lot cooler than it actually was. Lucky him, he retained his thoughts despite being dead, and he happened upon a survivor named Janus, who... Didn't shoot him? For some reason?
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'Double-barrel shotgun
Taking out the slow ones
Then you'd see the passion burning in my eye
And I'd keep my head'("The Zombie Song" by Stephanie Mabey)
Bookmarked by Lastivkaa
09 Jan 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
I actually really like both the idea and the fic itself. Although some of the conflicts feel a bit... stretched to say the least, it's still an interesting read. The character development is VERY good, and I like watching Remus (a character whose whole point is to say whatever's on his mind) being put in a position where he can't speak.
Janus, as a character, is a bit weaker, but that's purely because I didn't get enough of him. We as the reader don't see his actions as such, Remus is just describing what happened to them (Janus eating "problems" for example we weren't shown this, we read how Remus noticed it post factum. I hope I make sense)
This does not affect the enjoyment of reading at all tho. A VERY GOOD FIC THAT I PRAY WILL BE CONTINUED. PLEASE.