LittleMissNihilist



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    Robby isn’t doing well after the 4th of july shift. Fortunately, Jack is there to help him back up (and to stop him from doing anything incredibly stupid).

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  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    After the PittFest shooting, Michael struggles to come to terms with the fact that he may not be ok. Over the course of nine months, he battles with the idea that both he and those around him might be better off without him around. Maybe, just maybe, buying a motorcycle and throwing yourself face-first into relationships you can’t maintain aren't healthy coping strategies.

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  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    "You're so used to surviving at a level of distress most people can't even imagine; I don't think you can even fathom not existing in it. It is killing you and you're letting it." Jack waited to catch Robby's gaze. "Are you asking me to watch you die, Misha?"

    Robby flinched and averted his gaze further; he felt a surge of all the horrible feelings inside him wash over him, and the monitor's beeping stuttered.

    Jack turned inward; he couldn't bear to look at Robby. This is the precipice; the liminal space where Before becomes After. There's no going back. It is out of his control. Robby either jumps off the roof or he doesn't. Robby either lives or doesn't. Then what? Jack relaxed his grip on reality, simply letting it all fall away with his breath.

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    Robby finally has a breakdown two months after PittFest. Jack fights like hell to keep him safe and out of hospital.

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