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“Seer-us?”
Teddy’s voice is small, even against the silence and Sirius hums in response. He wonders how long they've been laying there for, both unable to sleep.
“Are you my dad?”
He stills. He takes a shaky breath then turns to look at Teddy.
Through the darkness he can make out the faintest outline of the child, his wide eyes and puckered out lips. His round cheeks and arms wrapped tightly around his stuffed rabbit.
He looks like Remus, it's undeniable.
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Sirius never thought he'd be a parent. His pain was rarely his own. It seeped from his veins into his lungs, tainting every breath he made, angry and demanding. ‘I’m a black hole,’ he’d once whispered, his legs brought to his chest as tears spilled down his cheeks. James had clung onto him, whispering senseless promises and meaningless reassurances.
They both knew it was true, stars had few fates, and Sirius couldn’t pull a child into his orbit.
Then he met Remus Lupin and his two year old son Teddy
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23 Dec 2025
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Maybe he's come to this conclusion on his own. Maybe Remus has been dropping hints in the same way Sirius has. Maybe James has convinced Sirius of something that isn't true.
No matter what, he needs to get it off his chest. His chest aches every time Remus pulls away. He needs to tell him, even if it's just to set the boundary and keep himself from getting hurt anymore.
"I just need to find the perfect moment."
That's going to be easy, right?
They have plenty of those in a day.
Bookmarked by LookingForSneha
23 Dec 2025