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    What if Rudo was a girl?

    Here's the thing, Rudo's scrawny appearance makes her look like a boy. Her short and spiky hair surely isn't helping anyone. It's not like she's actively trying to correct anyone, so what's the problem?

    or, a 4+1 of Rudo's experiences with people mistaking her gender.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    All eyes turn to Rudo.

    "Kid," Enjin starts warningly.

    The kid folds like wet cardboard. "It’s just an ankle sprain," he mumbles.

    "Just an ankle sprain?" Gris practically yelps. "Kid! What the hell?"
    — — —

    Rudo tries to hide a sprained ankle. Enjin has had plenty of practice lecturing kids.

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    16 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    “I heard rumors of a spherite being held here,” Tamsy says, letting his voice dip until it sounds like interest, like curiosity. “If the rumors I hear are true, then I would be happy to pay for an hour alone with it.”

    The room stills again.

    The three traffickers exchange looks—quick, hungry, knowing. Their shoulders hunch. Grins spread wider, uglier. Tamsy doesn’t need them to speak. The way their eyes gleam tells him everything.

    His sources are correct.

    Rudo Surebrec is here.

     

    (Or: Tamsy’s plan doesn’t go as he thought it would and bears witness to the broken angel that is Rudo Surebrec.)

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    16 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    August has always been the loud type, except around you. And you know he is because you can always here him down the halls. But the moment he turns that corner, as silent as a ghost. Maybe he has feelings for you... And maybe he doesn't (he totally does)

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    15 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    “Well…,”Gris starts, but doesn’t know how to finish. Usually, he’s never at a loss for words, but really, what is he supposed to say? ‘See you on the other side of my fever-induced sex craze’? ‘Thanks for walking me to my room, where I’ll probably jack off for 72 hours straight’? ‘Hey, maybe don’t tell anybody that my body has completely lost it and decided to present at the near decrepit age of 30’?

     

    The day after his 30th birthday, Gris gets a surprise.

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    15 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 49

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    Zanka does not think. How can he, when Enjin's body's hit the floor, when the crazed girl is toying with them. His emotions catch fire and before he can help himself, before he can stop or think, Zanka snaps.

    // A what-if Zanka's anger got the better of him in Penta, well before Rudo had the chance to.

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    15 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ever since Enjin remembered, he was always hiding his second gender to the best of his abilities.

    He used scent maskers, strong, musky colognes, told everyone that he had ruts whenever he had to hide himself for the period of his heats, and more.

    Honestly, he thought he was doing quite well! No one suspected him, and everyone thought he was an alpha like he claimed to be - other than of course Semiu and Corvus who knew the truth. Logically, he knew that being an omega wasn't anything bad. He respected omegas, many of his fellow cleaners were ones, but he simply did not want to be one. It was easier for everyone to see him as an alpha. Besides, he didn't even look like an omega - everything about him screamed alpha or at least beta.

    But let's focus on his current dilemma.

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    Or: Enjin has trouble forming a proper nest after years of neglecting his instincts and urges. Enter Tamsy who offers to help him.

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    15 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 10

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    Enjin and Tamsy have spent some time together. Enjin’s pack has been theorizing for a while that Tamsy might fully end up as the pack’s Omega. Yet, neither one of them had made it official.

    Until in the midst of a battle alongside Team Eager Tamsy’s vital Instrument ends up in Zanka’s hands and he realizes he has access to its power.

    “Since when did you two become mates?!?!”

    “Uhhhh I forgot to tell you guys?”

    So maybe they forgot to inform the rest of their pack about it. Whoops.

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    14 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 8

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    Zanka has bad handwriting, Jabber is obsessed with him...

    And he gives him a ring.

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    14 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 80

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    Jabber’s poison backfires on him while in a fight with Zanka, and is taken by the cleaners. While recovering, he gets to know his enemies, and himself, too.

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    13 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Zanka knew that carrying out a relationship with a Raider as a Cleaner would be complicated. He knew he'd have to be careful. More than careful. He'd have to be perfect- no matter what, no one could find out about the truth. Not when he knew what the consequences would be.

    Naturally, he slips up anyways, accidentally mentioning Jabber's name at HQ, and it’s all over.

    Except its not. Because there's good news and bad news.

    The good news was that Zanka hadn't actually said Jabber's name. Instead, he'd said a nickname. A nickname that nobody knew referred to Jabber.

    The bad news was that now all the Cleaners thought that Zanka had a girlfriend named Abby, and if he wanted to keep his job, his family, and his relationship with Jabber, he was going to have to keep up the charade.

    What could go wrong?

    (Spoiler Alert: Everything. Everything goes wrong.)

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Zanka's getting real sick of Jabber having the upper hand. No matter the occasion, no matter what area, the Raider always seemed to be one step ahead. And it seemed like it was going to stay that way.

    At least, until a strange encounter reveals one of Jabber's potential weaknesses. Gentle affection.

    This was Zanka's chance. He could finally get one over on Jabber. If it weren't for one tiny problem. Zanka's own weakness: these strange, soft feelings he's been having for Jabber.

    But it's fine. All he has to do is suppress them, squish them down. Out of sight, out of mind. He was going to get a win against Jabber, a win that counted.

    You see, in spite of everything, Zanka hasn't exactly learned to stop being arrogant.

    It'd be fine. He can do this. Jabber won't ever have to know about these feelings.

    (Spoiler Alert: It would not be fine)

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Jabber had a good handle on things. He knew what he wanted. He knew how to get it. And recently, he knew what Zanka wanted. And he knew that he really wanted him to accomplish that (beating the hell outta Jabber). So when he wants to see Zanka laughing his head off without a care in the world, he decides the new toxin he's come across is perfect for their next fight.

    But that's not exactly how it happens. Because Jabber Wonger is a scientist that doesn't like to follow all the rules.

    And when the consequence of that ends up being him having to trip sit a very clingy, overly affectionate Zanka?

    Well, he's not gonna regret it now.

    This is not gonna permenantely affect him at all. He'll be fine. He can handle it.

    (Spoiler Alert: He absolutely cannot)

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “I’m supposed to give you blood. From my hands,” Rudo bites out, and the words drip with anger - tainting the air like oil in water.

    “It’s the easiest way, ‘specially for you. Considering your uniform,”

    “I don’t want to, shithead,”

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    08 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 41

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    He doesn't remember when it started.

    But if he could go back—he would save Regto. He wouldn't have gone down that alley. He wouldn't have taken that pill.

    It's too late now.

    Now he's shaking on the cold floor, teeth chattering, body burning, and the faces of those he betrayed swim before his eyes. The voices in his head get louder with every passing minute. His hands ache so badly he wants to scream.

    But no one can know.

    There's one pill left in the pouch. And Rudo would die for it.

    The problem is, in this world, there are people who suddenly seem to want to save him. People who notice too much. People who don't leave, even when he snarls and snaps.

    Especially one golden-eyed idiot who sticks his nose where it doesn't belong, sings stupid songs, and for some reason promises not to go anywhere.

    Rudo doesn't know what's worse: the withdrawal, or the way Enjin looks at him

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    08 Mar 2026

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    "To my dear Zanka.

    Please get stronger, so you can beat the shit out of me.

    From: ya boy Jabber.

    P.S. plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspls"

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    In which Zanka receives letters from a totally unknown sender.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    The embarrassment and surprise of the whole ordeal shocks Rudo into some clarity. That weird, fuzzy, small feeling fades. And as he straightens up and the movie resumes, he stews on how he was feeling before. Rudo was definitely acting…odd, right? Cuddling with your…coworkers(?) is probably not a normal thing, even in a place as weird as the ground. And why was he feeling so weird? If Enjin and Gris knew all what he was experiencing, they’d probably be creeped out. He can most likely pass it off as being tired or something though, so it was just embarrassing. 

    These people didn’t want that kind of thing from Rudo. He needed to be a strong fighter–a protector! They didn’t want him soft or small or whatever. The only person who ever would is Regto and he’s…

    Rudo can’t quite shake off his tension for the rest of the night, and the movie doesn’t seem as magical as before. He tenses consciously, feeling like a coiled spring, and resolves to be careful and not to let the weird, ‘small’ feeling happen again. 

    It fucking happens again. 

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    07 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 21

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    Sometimes falling in love is a slow burning thing. Sometimes it’s the blood falling between one’s fingers when they realize too late. Sometimes it’s sharp and fast and desperate, all gnashing teeth and tongue.

    Enjin didn’t know when he began to fall. He knew he shouldn’t. That Tamsy was a saccharine thing that might destroy him. Yet when he sees the man injured and trapped away from the both of their teams maybe they can finally confront the fears in both of their hearts. Maybe it’s only after that Enjin can admit to himself he’d let it destroy him.

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    07 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 76

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    Enjin hummed in question playfully as he leaned looked in the rearview mirror at Rudo. “What is what?” Enjin asked. He knew exactly what Rudo was talking about but he wanted to play along.

    “That white stuff,” Rudo answered, pointing at the white mounds lining the road again. “There is so much of it.”

    “The snow?” Riyo asked, sticking her head between Rudo’s and Follo’s to look outside. “Have you never seen snow?”

    “What is snow?” Rudo asked, blinking at the girl.

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    OR:

    A mission to the North Ward gives Rudo the chance to see snow for the first time.

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    07 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 67

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    "'Dad, am I broken?'

    Enjin makes a soft ‘oh’ noise and pulls Rudo forward into a fierce hug. He leans into it, waiting a moment before slowly bringing up his arms to wrap around Enjin. Enjin keeps ahold of him as he shifts sideways to sit on the couch, bringing Rudo up to curl closer and in his lap much like a cat."

    Or, Enjin is a Dad™ and can't escape his fate. (Not that he really wants to.)

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    07 Mar 2026

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