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    He finds a spot. Above Hollander’s shoulder blade, the knot hard and rigid, like bone. He leans into it slightly, testing. Hollander breathes again, hard.

    “Roz—” Ilya presses his thumb into the knot on Hollander’s back, and the air leaves Hollander’s lungs in one breath.

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    "Fucking moron." Cliff mutters. "Who doesn't like eating pussy? Well. I mean." He darts a glance out of the corner of his eye.
    Rozanov chuckles into the mouth of his beer. "Marley, you know how much pussy I've eaten?"
    "I just meant--I wasn't trying to be insensitive. I know Hollander's gay."
    "Mm. True, Shane would cry." He tilts his beer into his mouth then, so Cliff almost doesn't hear him say, "Different for him with cock, though."
    Cliff laughs. "You're a fuckin' dog, Rozy."
    "Whaaat? I'm just saying, my husband? Fucking lo-o-ves to suck cock. Loves it."

    Cliff is just trying to be a good friend. He's not realizing anything about himself at all.

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    When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Do you want something, Ilya had asked. The answer was, as it always was, yes. But that had not been the question.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    They had spent a near decade as ghosts in one another's story. There was no part of himself that Shane could point to and say here. This is what he left me. This is how I knew, how I know. To ask for it would be dangerous.

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    Shane sees Ilya's sock drawer, they both get hard about it.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Ilya shrugs and tries not to smile what the internet calls his shark grin, giving the game away too early would be no fun at all.

    “Sometimes I forget to pack socks, so I get some more on the road. Just dump them in here, it’s good to have extras, yes?”

    Shane is looking at Ilya like he’s giving him the ‘ick’, as the rookies would say, Ilya kinda wants to lick him, maybe spit in his mouth.