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    Shane finds a new family in Ottawa. It just takes him a bit.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Their waitress is kind enough to let Shane practice his clumsy Spanish with her. He pointedly does not look at Ilya after ordering, but he's known him long enough to know when he's laughing at Shane's expense.

    “I hate you,” he says.

    “No,” Ilya says. He looks unfairly handsome in a linen beach shirt and his flamingo-patterned board shorts Shane bought him last summer. “You do not.”

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    (it's the honeymoon fic)

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    16 Feb 2026

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    At age 46, Ilya Rozanov, retired former Captain and star forward of the Ottawa Centaurs, six time Stanley Cup Winner, and widely regarded as one of the most talented hockey players of all time, is diagnosed with dementia.

    Five years later, the legacy he leaves behind is beautiful.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Wyatt was not, like, nosy. For sure, he was interested. He was curious. He engaged with people, obviously, because most people were interesting and engaging and had cool thoughts and said neat stuff if you asked.

    So, no. Wyatt wasn’t nosy, but he wasn’t stupid, either.

    Or: A Bromance Blooms In Ottawa
    Or: The Ballad of Wyatt and Ilya

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Ilya stopped before Shane’s door and took a deep breath, holding it in until his lungs burned. Peeking through the little window on the door, his heart sank at seeing Shane lying there, hooked up to various monitors with his arm in a sling. Before he could talk himself out of it, he turned the handle slowly and slipped inside, shutting the door quietly behind him.

    Shane blinked awake, gaze sleepily settling on Ilya. Ilya lingered by the door, unsure of what to do or say.

    Clearing his throat, Shane sat up a little straighter and gave a curt nod. “Rozanov.”

    Ilya’s heart stopped.

    Rozanov.

    Not Ilya.

    Just… Rozanov.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “Feels good, right? Like the feel of your cock on mine, Rozanov?”

    Ilya’s pretty sure he’s lost the ability to breathe entirely, choking out: “You know I do,” because what else is there to fucking say? 

    Other than of course, the Shane Hollander constant of:

    “I have an idea.” Shane rocks back slightly, expression suddenly earnest. His hand continues its ministrations, so it takes Ilya a full half minute of seeking mental clarity before he can respond.

    “What?” He tries to make the question exasperated despite the swell of fondness in his chest at the little smile playing across Shane’s lips.

    “When you do cave and ask me -” Shane pauses with a little huff, “because you will! We should fuck bare.”

    And oh my god Ilya is actually going to die. He is actually going to fucking die in this cottage in Ottawa, Canada, and those weird wolf bird things are going to peck the flesh off of his body and his bones are going to slowly turn to dust when they’re through.

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    15 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 14

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    Shane turns his head to smile at him, it’s cocky and has a hint of snark in it but he can see that there’s light in his eyes. His smile is full of happiness as he glides away.

    Ilya smiles back, grin sharp and challenging. But then–

    Cliff is coming into view.

    Cliff is coming into view fast.

    And Shane can’t see it.

    Ilya is thrown back in time.

    OR: My take on Ilya's thoughts when Shane got hurt, inspired by the tweet that said, "Do you think Ilya had flashbacks of finding his mom when he saw Shane not moving on the ice?"

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    15 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 23

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    “I am just here to give you what you want,” he says, making his tone lower, slower, like he’s licking each syllable to perfect completion.

    The perk of having to learn a second language? One must practice it, very much akin to an instrument, and in that practice - one may learn to manipulate it in ways unfathomable to a native speaker. And while Ilya may not be as confident in his pronunciation of certain words or executing particular turns of phrase?

    He has at least mastered the ability of making them hot. And specifically when it comes to Hollander, Ilya's also perfected the right balance of teasing and deadpan sarcasm, a combination that never fails to rile Hollander up while simultaneously getting him going like a rocket shooting off to the moon.

    In this particular version of a sexy Space Race, Ilya is happy to let Canada have the lead.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    The road to the Stanley Cup is fraught with expectations, injuries, and worst of all, conversations about feelings.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    They had so many years of love and joy, so many tender, vulnerable moments that they were never allowed to capture - never allowed to keep.

    “We don’t have any pictures together, Ilya,” Shane repeats, his voice frantic and desperate and almost pleading. “We’ve loved each other for a decade and all we have to show for it is-“

    “-us, Shane. We have us to show for it. Our life, our love, our home that we have built together.”

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane wanted to hold Ilya’s hand. He wanted to touch something that wasn’t the edge of the exam table, which he currently had in a white-knuckled grip, fingers curled around the edge. Ilya was worried, and Shane had made a mistake in banishing him, and he felt bad about that, and about the oddly sympathetic way the doctor was looking at him. Shane had never felt comfortable being pitied.

    “My knee’s fucked,” Shane continued, a little more flatly; under control. It’s what he’d suspected deep down, after all. “And so I can’t play hockey. I’m done.”

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane has never belonged to himself.

    Raised by the Yakuza to kill without hesitation, he knows only loyalty, discipline, and control. When a political wedding threatens to expose the cracks in the underworld, Shane is ordered to attend not as a groom, but as a warning.

    Ilya Rozanov is a rumor with teeth.

    A Bratva ghost, feared even among his own, he sees Shane not as an enemy, but as something far more dangerous. Something he wants.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

    ---

    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Every single example online of the love languages could fit Ilya to some degree – Shane had never thought about it before, but now that he knew, it was a problem that he didn’t know Ilya’s. He already wasn’t fluent in Russian, despite his attempt at learning, and he refused to be behind on another of Ilya’s languages.

    Shane looked down at Ilya, still passed out asleep in his arms, and nodded to himself, ready to run a series of experiments until he found what worked for Ilya.

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    15 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 68

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    Shane is a hopeless romantic trapped in a hookup culture, desperately wishing a one-night stand would turn into a love story. Ilya is a Russian hockey player on a scholarship, carrying the weight of his family's expectations and a future that feels like a house of cards.

    When a mutual friend sets them up, an instant, electric connection sparks - and then sputters. For an entire agonizing year, they orbit each other through house parties, weddings, and chance campus encounters. Every conversation is a minefield of words they don't say; every moment alone is haunted by things they don't do.

    Shane, certain his feelings are unrequited, tries to move on. Ilya, terrified of jeopardizing his tightly controlled world, holds himself back. It's a dance of exquisite frustration, where the greatest risk isn't rejection, but finally telling the truth.

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    15 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 24

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    Shane tries to get his work done early so he can spend the rest of the day with his husband Ilya. Ilya however, is a pouty little baby in the morning, apparently.

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    13 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 85

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    “Fuck off, Hollander”, Barrett said harshly, that playful tone in his voice all gone. Then Barrett won the face-off and set off with the puck toward Montreal’s side of the ice.
    Shane set after him, irritation sizzling inside. His only thought was that it kind of sucked that from now on he would have to deal with two assholes playing on the same team. Not in the same way of course.

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    "Troy kicked off his shoes furiously as he simultaneously pulled the toque off his head and threw it on the floor. One of the shoes hit the wall, leaving a dirty slushy mark. He criss-crossed between boxes and suitcases as the rest of his outerwear ended up on the floor. He didn’t have a hanger yet, and if he was in charge, he wouldn’t need to buy one anyway because he would be the fuck out of Boston as soon as possible."

    Or; What if tuna melt never happens? What if Shane and Ilya's relationship is based on communication? What if Troy Barrett gets traded to Boston?

    A story about friendship, love and care and how to come to terms with all your flaws and mistakes. It's also a story about books and what they can teach us.

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    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    136
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    294
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    86
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    8,138

    13 Feb 2026

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