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    “Okay,” Dean says, shoulders squaring like they’re going into some sort of battle. “So you’d—make the cut.” 
    “Yes.”
    “And then the grace would come out of me.” 
    “Correct.”
    Dean nods. He goes to one knee, then the next, kneeling in front of Castiel. Digging a pocket knife out of his front jeans pocket, Dean opens it up and flips it around handle-first, holding it out at the same time that he tilts his head for ear to meet shoulder, his neck bared.
    Castiel’s mind suddenly goes very blank, with a ringing in his ears.
    “Well?” Dean asks, his voice only slightly shaking. “You waitin’ for a written invitation?”

     

    Or: After the possession, some of Michael's grace is still in Dean. Castiel offers to help him out.

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    18 Feb 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 73

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    Cas leans back into his space, sturdy. "I promise, I would not do anything that would put myself or our family in danger."

    Michael throws a tantrum inside Dean someplace between his feet and the top of his head, He digs into the bars of Dean's ribs and contorts Dean's soul around His Grace. Cas sees none of this, or more likely he does, and ignores it for Dean's sake. He laughs at the absurdity of it all. "So what you said, about me still be being me. It's not true then?" Cas doesn't respond. Waves of grief wash over them, it's a wonder Dean can still breathe. He inhales. "Cause then you wouldn't kiss me. You wouldn't kiss me. I wouldn't want you to kiss me."

    Cas does anyway. The darkness doesn't come.

     

    There’s an archangel in Dean’s head and strangers from another universe in his house. His kid is sick, his mother is young and aloof, and to make matters worse, his best friend is keeping secrets. Again. Only this time, Dean finds out about Castiel's deal with the Empty, and he's got a pretty solid idea about what (or who) might trigger it. Knowing full well Cas must stay miserable to stay alive, Dean makes his move.

    This is the way they can have each other. No matter how much it hurts.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Dean took a deep breath, looking up at the sky for the last time, eyes bleary from traitorous tears. But hey, he was about to be dropped to the bottom of the ocean, he was allowed to fucking cry.

    Here it was - the worst moment of his life.

    Except.

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    While desperate for a cure for the Mark of Cain, Dean wakes up in a dark alley no longer in his own skin. Now occupying Castiel's body, he has to grapple with being an angel and no longer having control over the Mark. Meanwhile, Castiel now has to learn to control the rage that comes with bearing the Mark in a body that is already at its breaking point with it. Dean can feel everything Castiel used to feel and vice versa, making the chemistry between the two of them all the more volatile.

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    When Dean sinks to the bottom of the ocean, Castiel is right there beside him.

    "Tell me," Dean said, letting the bubbles skim across his lips.

    "Tell you what?" Cas asked.

    "Everything."

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