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Dr. Castiel Novak has a protocol for everything. As the head of Cardiothoracic surgery, he is a man of precision. He likes his coffee at exactly 180 degrees, his office silent and his life sterile. He is known as the “Ice King” and he has no intention of melting.
Dr. Dean Winchester is a disaster waiting to happen. The head of trauma is Cas’ exact opposite. A former combat surgeon who drives a 1967 Chevy Impala, listens to classic rock in the OR, and treats rules as mild suggestions. To Dean, medicine is warfare and he’s the “Trauma Cowboy” leading the charge.
So, oil meets water. When a hospital merger forces their departments together, Dean and Cas are shoved into a shared office. A single strip of blue painters tape on the floor is the only thing separating Cas’ pristine order from Dean’s chaos.
Cas wants him gone ASAP. Dean wants to see just how far he can push him before he breaks.
But as the pressure of the hospital mounts, the friction between them sparks into something neither of them can control. Cas is realising that chaos might be the one thing his life is missing and Dean is quickly learning that the ice king burns hotter than anyone else.
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12 Mar 2026
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"The hand in the middle is just over the center, placed just so that if the angel chose to ignore it there would be no need for an awkward retreat. But Castiel has never been able to deny Dean anything easily."
Dean was afraid of storms as a kid, he tells Cas about it.
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11 Mar 2026
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After quitting his soulless corporate job, Castiel is adrift, living with his brother and trying to figure out what he’s running toward.
Dean has watched everyone around him find happiness, and even though he loves working with his uncle Bobby, he's starting to think that there has to be more to life.
A surprise collision (or two) might just push them both onto a new path.
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09 Mar 2026
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Dean's never had faith. That's always been Sammy. But he thinks if there were ever a time for divine intervention, it would be now. Gazing up at the few stars that aren't occluded by the haze and light pollution, he feels fucking stupid when he opens his mouth to speak.
"God, if you're out there," he says, "I don't know what to do. I... I don't have anybody left. I need some help. God, man, just give me a sign."
Closing his eyes, he sits there. He can hear far off sounds of traffic and the whistle of the wind, but not much else. He thinks he catches a distant fluttering of wings, but there's no reply. Not that he really expected one.
(S1/S2 Rewrite) After Sam refuses to help Dean find their father, Dean prays for guidance. He doesn't expect to find it in an awkward, amnesiac angel, but at least he's easy on the eyes.
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04 Mar 2026
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Life is nothing but a series of processes. We rise, we work, we function within the walls we’ve designed for ourselves. Dean Winchester does not deviate from this system. Heavily tattooed and a certified genius; Dean necessitates control. Relationships are a no-go. Too messy, unpredictable. And yeah, he knows having casual sex with his best friend, roommate, and business partner is a dumbass move. But Cas’ suggestion is impossible to resist.
What Dean doesn’t expect and couldn’t possibly predict is the unique way Cas manages to shut down his mile-a-minute mind, giving him a level of inner peace he’d thought to be unattainable.
What starts out of convenience morphs into a dynamic emotional slide neither of them were prepared for, forcing them to decide what they’re willing to risk.
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- 29/29
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04 Mar 2026
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"And you’re terrified that making love to a man you actually care about would feel too good to keep ignoring."
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04 Mar 2026
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Dean had held Cas’ face between his hands. There were a few times when Dean had looked at him, really looked at him, and realized the thing in front of him was holy, divine. Fucking sacred. Dean shouldn’t be touching it. But he was. Hell was yesterday’s news and Heaven was nothing for Dean to be concerned about. There was something sacred in his palms. In Dean Winchester’s palms.
or: Cas comes back, Jack is a kid (rightfully so) and they buy a cabin in Michigan.
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04 Mar 2026
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“You can tell me to stop,” Cas says quietly.
Dean swallows. His throat feels raw. “I won’t.”
Cas’s gaze sharpens. “That is not what I asked.”
Dean’s jaw tightens. He hates this part—hates being dragged into honesty when all he wants is relief.
“Yeah,” Dean grits out. “I can tell you to stop.”
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You don't get to love someone at the end of the world. You barely get to care. What's one more good luck ritual anyways?Bookmarked by Mshelle99
27 Feb 2026
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A few beats of silence pass, almost to the extent of worrying Dean that he’s been caught eavesdropping.
“Sam,” Castiel quietly starts, tone careful. “I’m not sure how to less boldly ask, but...is there any chance that Dean may have been avoiding short sleeves for other reasons?”.
Okay, now Dean is ready to intervene. Like, ASAP.
He plasters on a content grin and tries to pretend as if his very bones aren’t rattling from fear, marching in with an unexpectedly rough, “Mornin’,” as he makes his way into the kitchen—thoroughly interrupting Sam’s apprehensive, “What do you mean ‘other reasons’?”.
(TLDR: Castiel gets saved from the empty and comes back to an extremely depressed/grieving Dean. Jack, Sam, Eileen, and Cas do their best to figure life out together, and Dean gets help. Heavy deancas centric + recovery process from alc withdrawal & sh)
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26 Feb 2026
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A long time ago, humanity was on the brink of extinction. Having no other options to save themselves, they jumped into their last and only hope; prayers. And so, an angel named Castiel answered their cries for mercy. But his kindness and help were returned with betrayal, as he was captured by his father's creations.
Now, after 70 years in captivity, his grace is being drained little by little. The arrival of the righteous man Dean Winchester to the world, became his only hope.
Let’s just pray it wasn't too late for him.
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26 Feb 2026
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And then his hand slides down, fingers skimming over Dean’s stomach, and Dean sucks in a breath when he feels the smallest brush of grace. It’s warm, like standing under the sun during spring, and it’s reaching for something, but Dean doesn’t know what. He looks up when he hears Jack’s soft gasp, and he’s surprised to see an expression of awe on his face.
“There,” he breathes. “I feel her.”
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(Dean and Cas had a night together before he died, and it resulted in a baby. Amidst his grief and complicated feelings about his parents, Dean realizes, more than anything, that he wants to have this baby. Cas' baby. Even with the promise of death on his heels, Dean moves forward with the pregnancy.
But Jack is the only one who knows.)
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26 Feb 2026
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Castiel has been best friends with Dean for seven years. He has been in love with him for seven years. Quietly, hopelessly, and with no expectation of it ever being returned. Awkward and avoidant, Alpha Castiel has always known where he stands. And Dean, confident Omega with a complicated past, has never given any indication that there could be more than friendship between them.
That is until Dean unexpectedly goes into heat one night and asks Castiel to stay and help him through it. What begins as a night of instinctive need quickly spirals into something deeper; something tender, complicated, and impossible to ignore.Now, with boundaries blurred and feelings rising to the surface, Castiel has to navigate what it means to go from two best friends to a family of three.
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- Part 1 of Scent Me Some Lovin'
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26 Feb 2026
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When it struck Castiel, he was in mid-flight. It dropped him out of the sky like a sparrow buffeted by gale-force winds. Castiel set down the first place he could find. He ended up standing in a field in Switzerland, swaying on his feet and staring down at his body, dazed by what it had just done.
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- 2/2
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Bookmarked by Mshelle99
26 Feb 2026
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Pray to Famine by AmberXBoone, corrupt_touch (AmberXBoone)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
25 Feb 2026
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It wasn’t Castiel who had been starving. It was Jimmy Novak. Angels don’t have desires. Angels don’t need things the way humans do. Castiel doesn’t need to feel Dean against him, it’s only Dean’s body aching for something he can’t have.
“So, you, you never want anything?” Dean shoves his hands into the pockets of his jeans. “Nothing at all?”
“I didn’t say that.” Castiel speaks slowly, seeming to hesitate over his own words. “But those feelings, those aren’t feelings I’m supposed to allow myself. I can’t keep myself…well-fed, the way you say you do.”
[Takes place after My Bloody Valentine, Season 5, Episode 14, when Sam is detoxing from the demon blood that Famine made him hunger for. Part of a "between canon" series that imagines the relationship between Dean and Castiel going on behind what we see.]
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- Part 5 of Toward Despair
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25 Feb 2026
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Dean runs a black-market modification clinic in the shadow of Malak Corp, stitching mods into bone and breaking the law every night to keep his dying brother alive.
Castiel is one of Malak’s top agents hunting men like Dean. Instead of turning him in, he’s been trusting him with nerve, blood, and more. When Cas starts talking about replacing his impossible blue eyes, it twists Dean’s gut. What started as business has turned into something neither of them can have.
When Malak makes a move, and Dean is thrown into a situation that could ruin everything, Dean finally has to decide how much more he’s willing to sacrifice.
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- 14/14
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24 Feb 2026
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A canon-divergent series to explore the formation and progression of a romantic (for them anyway) relationship between Dean and Castiel. Set approximately within the time frame of early Season 12 with some notable exceptions. In this series the British Men of Letters do not exist. Castiel is in charge of Heaven, Crowley is in charge of Hell, and Earth is still full of monsters.
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24 Feb 2026
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Dean’s always lived by one simple rule: if a job smells fishy, don’t take it.
It’s a rule that’s kept him (mostly) out of prison and unstabbed. Sadly, it only takes you so far when the rent’s a couple months overdue and the loanshark you play a friendly game of poker with has run out of eighth and ninth chances to give you. So when a British chick calling herself “Ms. Lugosi” contacts him via one of his usual guys to say she just “needs something fetched from storage for a client,” he does it.
Or, the one where Dean steals a cursed rabbit's foot from Cas' storage unit, and hijinks ensue.
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- 20,509
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- 5/5
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Bookmarked by Mshelle99
23 Feb 2026
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What does John see when he looks at Cas?
Cas doesn’t look like a monster.
But neither does Dean.
John stands, slow. He holds out a hand. Calloused like Dean’s hands are calloused. Scarred the same way that Dean’s hands are scarred. There’s the smell of him in the air too. Earthy and dark, slightly sour around the edges. The room feels suddenly choked with it. Claustrophobic.
Cas probably smells like the fabric softener they buy in bulk at Costco, but so does Dean so he can’t tell.
John says, toneless, “I hear you’ve been driving my car.”
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The closer you are to what you want—
Dean's twenty-nine year old mother, his undefined relationship with Cas and their small family. Some kind of impossible reconciliation with John Winchester. Michael, out of his head, without destroying the world. His father's approval. To see the Grand Canyon.
—The more vulnerable you are.
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- 70,910
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- 12/12
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Bookmarked by Mshelle99
20 Feb 2026
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Castiel wished he could share Dean's joy, but he couldn’t help being bitter. Fallen and barely able to function as a human man, he was required to take on a huge, terrifying responsibility: being a parent to the last miracle he had been able to perform.
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- 19,126
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- 3/3
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20 Feb 2026
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Following the death of his wife, John Winchester became New England's most notorious Witchfinder, taking his sons up and down the land to burn out evil. Dean has always sought to follow in his father's footsteps, and rid the world of the wickedness which killed his mother.
But on returning to their hometown, John senses the corruption of magic everywhere, while Sam is fascinated by it. Dean must toil to save his brother's soul from hell, as well as from their father's wrath. To do so, he pursues the man he suspects of leading his brother astray—a man who lives alone, on the wide, dark lake which sits at the feet of the town. But Dean's pursuit turns inch by inch into obsession. As the insatiable hunger in him grows, he is followed by horrors of the town which had, secret and unspoken, lain for decades under fathoms of dark water.
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19 Feb 2026