N_Eden
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Five years. That's how long it's been since Dean Winchester left behind the desert battlefield and the Air Force Captain who enthralled him, Castiel Novak. Their paths crossed when Dean's Ranger unit was tasked with rescuing him from the enemy. After saving Novak's life, Dean's assignment ended and he went home. That was the last and only time they saw each other... but no matter how much time passed, Dean couldn't get Novak and his stupid blue eyes out of his head. Despite firmly placing Novak in the 'missed connections of the past' category, the man's face invaded his dreams and just wouldn't go away.
Dean buried himself in his work as an ER doctor at San Antonio Memorial Hospital. His life wasn't exactly happy, but it worked. Until the night he showed up for his shift and locked eyes with the newest trauma doctor...the man who haunted his dreams.
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02 Mar 2026
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There's so much pressure on Arthur to choose the right university (Oxford) and date the right girls (Mithian), but a relationship with the weird punk kid was never in Arthur's plan. When Arthur finds himself in the unfamiliar territory of keeping secrets, he begins to wonder how much of what he thinks is right actually is.
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02 Mar 2026
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Cas is sick and Dean finds a journal that Cas kept about his time alone as a human.
This fic is a retelling of first half of S9 from Cas's POV (via Cas's journal). Lots of Cas angst/loneliness and a correspondingly equal volume of Dean guilt. Sick fic, hurt/comfort, journal fic, and a Christmas fic too.
NO SLASH but the entire thing features a strong Cas/Dean friendship.
Destiel readers: This entire fic can be read as pre-Destiel (or not, as you prefer), and if you would like to read it that way, I also wrote an optional, explicit, Destiel epilogue chapter just for you guys. :)
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01 Mar 2026
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shadow puppets and the light that causes them by fleeceframe for jay
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
14 Feb 2026
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“What you do is good,” because Dean’s not so great in the words department. It doesn’t seem to matter, Cas looks touched by the sentiment either way. “And what you did- too. I mean, what you said, did you really…Ya know. Carry my burning soul?”
“You don’t remember?” Cas seems genuinely surprised. As surprised as he can, at least, with that perpetually bird-like way he has about him.
“What, you yanking me out? Nah. There’s nothing there.”
“Yes, I carried you out of Hell.”
“My burning soul.”
“Yes.”
“What was- What was that like?”
or the one where dean gets captured by demons while the apocalypse looms, and castiel rescues him from both hell and his existential crisis
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27 Feb 2026
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“As for your current predicament… there may be something I can do to help.” Cas looks hesitant even as he says it, casting his eyes sidelong at Dean.
Dean turns to him. “What d’you mean?”
Castiel’s lips press into a thin line, all of the jovial glint gone from his eyes. “PTSD and trauma can alter pathways and connections in your brain, in a very physical way. Because these changes are physical… it may be possible to… heal them, in a sense.”
“Heal my brain?” Dean shoots back incredulously.
or the one where they finally talk about what cas said before the empty took him
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