Natiushq
Fandoms
- Käärijä (Musician) (9)
- Joker Out (Band) (4)
- Hip Hop RPF (2)
- EXO (Band) (2)
- Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) (2)
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Bojan had always been told that to be a journalist, to really be one, you have to live the story.
It isn’t enough to observe from a distance. You have to dive in. You have to understand the underbelly of it all, the raw and real side that the public can’t see.
So when he hears of the X-RAY club—one that had been whispered about among the locals for its underground dealings, its shady connections to sex trafficking and drug business, all carefully shielded under the veil of authority, Bojan’s heart skips a beat.
This is it. This is his story.
He doesn’t know what he gets himself into when he meets Jere.
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Jere has never actually sucked a dick before. Thought about it? Plenty. Dreamt of it? More times than he’d admit. But hands-on experience? That’s a gap in his résumé.
Still, the need to impress Tommy, to make him feel good, to get this right—it’s overwhelming.
After all, Tommy just won Eesti Laul. He’s going to fucking Eurovision.
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like you best when you're with me by Natiushq
Fandoms: Joker Out (Band), Käärijä (Musician)
23 Jan 2025
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And I'm kissing you lying in my room
Holding you until you fall asleep
And it's just as good as I knew it would be
Stay with me, I don't want you to leaveor
Jere finally comes to Slovenia.
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When the distance and longing become overwhelming, Jere shows Bojan the birthday gift Alessandra gave him.
It's more than Bojan could hope for.
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Jere and Bojan try to find their way back to each other in the middle of Joker Out's Finnish leg of their Nordic tour, navigating unresolved feelings and strained friendship after their impulsive actions. Despite the tension, they attempt to mend their bond amidst the band's lively activities and interactions.
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as long as you're with me, you'll be just fine by Natiushq
Fandom Joker Out (Band), Käärijä (Musician)
23 Jan 2025
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A series about Bojan and Jere's established relationship set in the same universe.
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sinking deeper, still reaching for the end of the light by Natiushq
Fandom Joker Out (Band), Käärijä (Musician), Tommy Cash - Fandom
26 Aug 2024
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Jere's journey of self-discovery through first times with Tommy that helps him realise his feelings for Bojan.
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ilya rozanov's guide to supportive intimacy by bisexualbuckley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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“I want you to remember how you felt earlier, downstairs, before it was too much,” Ilya pumps his fingers in and out now. “Remember how needy you were, yes?”
“M’not–”
“Yes, you are, Shane. Is good. Is so good. I love when you are needy. Because I love giving you what you need.”
“Yes,” Shane starts panting and grinding into the mattress as he rides the pleasure Ilya’s providing.
“Feel needy and give it all to me, Shane. Let it out. You are safe. I’m right here.” Ilya goes to kiss Shane’s cheek again but Shane turns, taking him by the lips instead.
“Fucking kiss me,” he exhales desperately right up against Ilya’s mouth.
OR; shane gets overwhelmed and ilya gives him exactly what he needs, bottom prep included
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- Part 2 of hollanov bottom prep <3
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Bookmarked by Natiushq
03 Mar 2026
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Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”
“Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”
Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.
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Bookmarked by Natiushq
03 Mar 2026
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shane hollander's guide to bottom prep by bisexualbuckley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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Ilya shrugs and runs his hand from Shane’s waist down to his ass and back up. “But you are so good at it. What is English saying? Having it with science?”
“Having it down to a science.”
“Exactly. Some things come natural to you, yes? Doing your bottom prep stuff. Taking my cock. You are perfect bottom. Made to be bottom. You love to be bottom.”
“I do. I love it.” Shane swallows, reminded of exactly where he is and what he’s doing, a cautiously confident smile on his face as he starts to ride more with his legs than his hips. “And you thought I would throw it all away for some Taco Bell.”
OR; shane hollander's foolproof bottom prep routine and how his lovely boyfriend takes care of him
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- Part 1 of hollanov bottom prep <3
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- 13,028
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Bookmarked by Natiushq
23 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.
Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.
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Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.A slice of life.
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Bookmarked by Natiushq
27 Jan 2026
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handle with care by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jan 2026
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So he’s there in the hotel room, and Ilya Rozanov has him pushed up against the door, and he’s saying all sorts of filthy things that should send Shane running and instead very much make him want to drop to his knees, which is also a relatively new feeling—and he won’t quit grabbing Shane’s face.
It's the first time Shane realizes it’s going to be something that irreparably alters him for anyone else. It feels like a betrayal, somehow, that this is happening on home soil.
Bookmarked by Natiushq
26 Jan 2026