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All of You and More by Postalcupcakes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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A Hollanov retirement fic in which Shane has an eating disorder, autism, and wildly complex emotions around weight.
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Shane’s heart dropped out of his chest when he saw that his abs were covered in a layer of soft fat. He couldn’t believe that he hadn’t noticed just how chubby he had gotten. The subtle tightness of his clothing was completely foreign to him, despite knowing that this problem must have been mounting for months. Since they retired and started coaching, they had both been busy, less strict about exercise, although they both still worked out pretty regularly. His eating habits had gotten less strict since he wasn’t a professional athlete anymore, but he hadn’t been eating unhealthily. At least he hadn’t thought so.Still staring at himself shirtless in the mirror, Shane had an even more horrifying thought. Ilya had seen him like this, had been seeing him like this, for God knows how long. He’d watched Shane’s abs disappear. He’d fucked him like this. He had judged every inch of his body and never said a word. Shane could barely breathe as he put his shirt on, changing his plans for the day and heading for the gym.
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Dating someone new is always a gamble for someone with my preferences. When you enjoy watching someone grow fatter and fatter with no limit, you tend to scare away more casual dates. Finding a submissive feedee with a high sex drive locally is a difficult task. Finding a feedee that you are also attracted to on an emotional and romantic level is nearly impossible. A feeder that believes in true love is damned to get their heart broken more than once.