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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    When did Atsushi’s positivity turn from an irritant to serenity? 

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    08 Feb 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    “Y’know, you’re not nearly as ugly when there’s a pop of color,” He says offhandedly, placing another flower into Akutagawa’s hair, who does nothing but seemingly huff at him for a moment and then close his eyes to let Atsushi finish braiding the long bits of Akutagawa’s hair.

     

    The two of them are in a greenhouse alone, stopping there to pick up flowers for Gin and Kyouka respectively, somehow ending up there at the same time.

     

    It was almost intimate, their breaths almost mingling with each other as Atsushi braids flowers into Akutagawa’s hair, faces inches apart.

     

    Along with that, the small reddish flowers make Akutagawa look somewhat ethereal, at least to Atsushi.

     

    The way they frame Akutagawa’s face, the braids pulling all the loose strands of hair out of his face, showing off little parts of his rival Atsushi normally never gets to see, such as the little piercings with small Aquamarines and Amethysts lining them.

    Or, Atsushi and Akutagawa are super gay in a greenhouse.

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    03 Jan 2024

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    one of the best sskk fics

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    “I don’t know what to buy for a gift.” Atsushi told him. Ranpo let out a contemplative hum.

    “For who?”

    “...a person I have romantic feelings for.” Atsushi decided on saying. Best to not draw attention to who it was.

    “Oh, Akutagawa?” Yosano asked instantly.

    “So Akutagawa.” Ranpo said, simultaneously.

    “The guy from the vampire incident?” Poe asked immediately after.

    Atsushi wanted to slam his head into the wall.

     

    Or; Atsushi tries his best to find a gift for Akutagawa, with varying success

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    03 Jan 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 63

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    An unknown attacker hits Akutagawa with an ability that de-ages him six years back to the age he was when he first met Dazai. Dazai being the only person Akutagawa knows at this ages, is forced with the task of looking after the fourteen year old until they can find a way to get him back to normal. As Dazai cares for Akutagawa, he reflects on his past and sees how he has a second chance to do better, whilst Dazai deals with his atonement, the task of reversing Akutagawa's condition get more difficult and things don't appear so simple as it seems.

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    29 Nov 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    "'I’m fine, Toya. Just… Let’s just go, okay?' Akito couldn’t stop the snap that crept into his voice. He felt awful seeing the way his partner practically deflates. He’ll have to apologize later, for sure. Those sad, pitiful eyes always make his heart shatter.

    Toya’s eyes are fixed on his partner’s hand. Normally they hold hands while they walk. Surely he must have done something wrong, right? He should definitely comfort Akito when they’re in private. Akito pays no mind to Toya, or maybe he just doesn’t notice because of his own growing irritation."

    OR: For once, Akito gets some comfort and attention

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    21 Aug 2023

  6. Public Bookmark 26

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    "I see. It can't be helped if you aren't tired, then." Toya pauses, like he was contemplating something. But then he continues, that pretty smile still on his face. "Maybe I can help you fall asleep?" the taller boy proposed, making Akito softly laugh. "Help me..? By doing what exactly?"

    Toya shuffled his body closer to Akito's, their foreheads pressing against each other. "Kissing your face until you fall asleep," he said before moving his lips up to plant the first kiss on his forehead, which was oddly warm compared to the chill of the room and Toyas own body.

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    akitoya cuddle to keep eachother warm in the freezing winter

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    10 Jul 2023

  7. Public Bookmark 36

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    NEWS FLASH! local highschool grandma makes a scuffed groupchat for all her friends, and her friend's friends, and her friend's friend's significant other (or bother) to talk together and have fun! or... that was the intention. they end up having way more fun than anticipated.

    aka: shizuku finally gets a nightcord account, and plans to use it accordingly!
    (REMINDER: this fic is entirely slash jay so pretty much anything i say is either far from canon or a personal headcanon)

     

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    03 Jul 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 71

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    Toya delicately brought his hands to Akito’s face and brushed his bangs away with his fingers. Seeing that Akito was fully relaxed, he brought Akito into an embrace again. He gently kissed Akito’s shoulder multiple times. Each kiss, he tried to bring the other closer and closer. On the last kiss, he brought his mouth closer to Akito’s ear and smiled into his damp skin.

     

    “I love you, Akito.”

     

    Akito felt his eyelids clench at the words. Everything that was happening at that moment, everything that's been happening for the time they’ve been with each other. It felt undeserved. The two had been so close as just singing partners, but as romantic partners…Akito had a stabbing feeling in his gut that it was going all wrong.

     

    It was foolish to think that Toya would leave him, but the possibility of their relationship deteriorating and coming to a stalemate was still growing in Akito’s mind. And if it did happen, it would be his fault.

     

    Each day, the feeling just became more and more painful to bear.

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    13 Jun 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh this is so cute they make me ILL

  9. This has been deleted, sorry!

    13 Jun 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 25

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    Aoyagi Toya has lived his entire life in winter, with parts of it touched by the other seasons. But he has never lived outside of this winter, it is all he has known and likely all he will ever know.

    Aoyagi Toya is used to the cold.

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    Toya has never hoped to live beyond his father's strict household, no matter how fond of him the Tenma family was. And he is okay with that, only having pieces of spring and summer before he returns to the cold Aoyagi household. But one night changes everything. Well, more like one blackout changes everything. But nothing is ever a guaranteed thing, not with his father...

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    09 Jun 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 35

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    [Yes this is another Toya gets kicked out fic. I won’t make anymore lol.]

    Toya's brothers are back in town, and his father is overjoyed. However, the only thing Toya feels is betrayal.

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    09 Jun 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 19

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    Three dates and a sleepover, all with their favorite sun, sunshine and sunflower and her abundance of animal knowledge.

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    02 May 2023

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    ITS SO CUTE WHATTT I LOVE IT SM

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Toya has always thought his own hands were nothing short of brutish, knobby in all the wrong places, bruised all over with the strain of playing the piano for so many hours of so many days of so many years, and the worst part, the part that makes Toya want to hide his hands so badly, is the way his pinkies sort of twist the wrong way, stuck from a lifetime of stretching his fingers to reach far-away keys. There isn’t a single thing Toya has ever liked about his own hands, not when their only purpose is to remind Toya of how much of his life he’s already wasted and how much he’ll continue to waste.

    Well, there wasn’t a single thing he liked about them until now.

     

    (or, Toya thinks his hands are awful and Akito gives him a Pokémon band-aid. Everything spirals from there.)

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    01 Feb 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 2

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    It was no secret how much Akito hated Rui Kamishiro. He hated everything about the man– his flamboyant attitude, his angelic voice, his height (Toya said he was taller than KAITO!), his skill with pyrotechnics, his innate ability to sense whether you were gay– Akito hated all of it. But most of all, he hated that Rui was taken, and Akito wasn’t.

    Akito doesn't like that Rui is dating Toya. As far as he knows, Tsukasa wants to date Rui. So they hatch a plan for Tsukasa to get Rui's attention.

    It doesn't go as planned.

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    31 Jan 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 12

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    To Rui loosing his hearing meant another obstacle to creating plays, a challenge for sure but nothing he couldn’t overcome.

    To Akito loosing his voice meant loosing his dream, he completely gave up, after all what was the point of chasing after Rad Weekend if he couldn’t sing?

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    30 Dec 2022

  16. Public Bookmark 4

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    Maybe he’s sinking in warm water, waiting to be drowned by himself. Maybe he can reclaim this music.

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    28 Dec 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 8

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    Trans Sekai Week Day 5: Solidarity/Past & Future

    Akito's top surgery was tomorrow. He was trying not to freak out about it.

    VBS and the Street Sekai have thrown him a party for it. They may have gone a bit overboard.

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    28 Dec 2022

  18. Public Bookmark 21

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    Toya doesn't show up for school. Akito investigates, then takes it upon himself to help.

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    28 Dec 2022

  19. This has been deleted, sorry!

    28 Dec 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 7

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    It was more than what his father said was being lazy. It was more than what his brothers said was being difficult. It was more than what his mother said was being a little sad.

    It was illness. It was horrible. It made him feel so lonely.

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    or: Toya suffers from depression, so him and Akito spend a quiet morning together

    Title from Aun no Beats by Hanyuu Maigo

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    28 Dec 2022

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