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He Says He Is An Experimental Theologian by ErinPtah
Fandoms: Welcome to Night Vale, His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
04 Feb 2021
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Ever since Carlos was little, he and his daemon have been fans of Dr. Lyra Belacqua. Both as the most groundbreaking experimental theologian of the 20th century, and as the heroine of dozens of fantasy-adventure children's stories (based very loosely on her own mysterious childhood).
But Lyra's true legacy is still bigger than Carlos ever imagined...until he took a team of scholars to study Rusakov particles in the most theologically interesting community in Hispania Nova. Now his own day-to-day life is full of things like angels, witches, hooded spectres, portals between worlds, vague yet menacing branches of the Magisterium, and a man who walks around without his daemon and can read an alethiometer as easily as a stop sign.
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- Part 1 of Republic of Heaven Community Radio
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- English
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- 182,093
- Chapters:
- 33/33
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21 Feb 2026
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My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon by Latenightsgunfights
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
14 Feb 2026
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Jabber lives for that. Lives for the moment someone looses their footing because he pushed too hard. Lives for the moment when someone pushes back, harder, harder, harder.
Jabber loves this.
Jabber-
"I love you!"
It bursts free from his chest, hot, reckless and unfiltered. Ripping it's way free from his core like it's clawing its way into daylight. He grins when he says it. Wide and bloody.
Jabber's love is a punchline, a dare, and the best damn joke he's ever told.
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Jabber says it, says it, says it, says it-Series
- Part 19 of Janka Fics
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14 Feb 2026
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The Ineffable Force by Lintilla
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
01 Feb 2021
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“I am a Jedi. You are a Sith. We’re hereditary enemies!”
Obi-Wan becomes increasingly involved in Maul's new life after being the one to rescue him from Lotho Minor. As the two grow close, they begin to realize that when choosing between the light and the dark, they are on their own side.
Some very loose references to Good Omens thrown in for fun. You can find me on Tumblr under the name laurenlena
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- English
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- 117,399
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- 27/27
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- 1
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- 350
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10 Feb 2026
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Spoilers for Gachiakuta Manga!
“Whoda thought rage baitin’ you outta that well would mean finding the perfect sadist for myself?”
“Don’t call me that.”
“Stop denying the truth. It’s just us—and it ain’t like I’m gonna judge ya, man.”
Enjin isn’t the reason Zanka crawls out of that well he’d dropped himself into. A pain loving freak is.
Or, a what if scenario where Jabber finds Zanka first, and how it changes them both.
Edit: Russian translation for this fic is now available, done by gienamnogolikaya! Thank you for offering to translate <3
- https://ficbook.net/readfic/019aa86d-f236-7cae-a2eb-0fcec3c7f053
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- English
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- 15,411
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Comments:
- 260
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08 Feb 2026
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Memories of Water by Withercrown for StupidFatPenguin
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars Original Trilogy, Star Wars: Rebels
02 May 2023
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Having grudgingly settled on Tatooine for the foreseeable future, Maul resigns himself to the inevitability of a dull and dreary retirement as a distant neighbor to both Ben Kenobi and the supposed Chosen One. Lord Sidious is forever beyond his reach.
One day, a violent sandstorm sweeps across the desert. Unwilling to lose the last possible means of vengeance he has, Maul is forced to search for a lost Luke Skywalker at the side of his most hated rival.
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In the summer of 1960 Franklin, Tennessee, enigmatic physician Dr. Michael Robinavitch saves small-town farmhand Dennis Whitaker from heat exhaustion, beginning the most turbulent period of his life.
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- English
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- 123,924
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- 14/14
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- 2,159
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31 Jan 2026
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Harry finds out he's going to die on his 16th birthday. He embarks on a journey of self-destructive behaviour and drags Draco along for the ride. Written in, what, 2002? It was a long time ago.
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- English
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- 70,311
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- 1/1
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24 Jan 2026
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“These boys know how missions with me go, LT.” Soap is leaning forward now, a glint in his eyes.
Ghost thought that stumbling onto Sergeant MacTavish tied down and fucked in a supply warehouse was obscene. Now he’s flying out on their first mission together with a helo full of shifty US Marines, and Soap looking like a predator ready to glut himself on the kill. Obscene has nothing on what happens next.
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- Part 2 of Adrenaline Rush
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- English
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- 15,307
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- 1/1
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24 Jan 2026
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The Metros find out about "Lily" and decide she and Shane need to get back together
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- Part 1 of Jane & Lily
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24 Jan 2026
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Hannibal kisses Will goodbye when he leaves. Every time. But he's eccentric. And rich. And European. So maybe it doesn't mean anything?
But Will likes it, either way.
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- English
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- 3,523
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- 1/1
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23 Jan 2026
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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- English
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- 96,881
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- 13/13
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- 6,726
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23 Jan 2026
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“You the devil, ain'tcha?”
aka the soulmark AU I definitely didn’t need to write but did anyway.
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- Part 2 of sammick fics
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- English
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- 22,271
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- 3/3
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- 153
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- 240
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17 Jan 2026
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Stop All the Clocks (This Is the Last Time I’m Leaving Without You) by firethesound_HP_archive
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
05 Mar 2014
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Living with Draco was difficult; living without him is unbearable. But if there’s one thing Harry learned from the war, it’s that even when one life ends, the rest of the world goes right on living.
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“Don’t call me buddy,” Cas says.
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Sometime after "Stories Are Made of Mistakes"
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- Part 2 of Stories Are Made of Mistakes
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- English
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- 1,436
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- 1/1
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- 89
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04 Jan 2026
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Draco Malfoy has been missing for three years. Harry is assigned the cold case and finds himself slowly falling in love with the memories he collects.
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- Part 1 of Running on Air
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- English
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- 74,880
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- 17/17
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- 18
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- 5,546
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24 Dec 2025
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Harvey picks up Mike in the pilot instead of Miss Eat-It-Off-My-Stomach. Mike isn't easy, in any sense beyond the obvious.
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- 11,424
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- 6/6
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30 Nov 2025
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Robby turns away from the room himself, stepping half back into the hall and the darkened corridor allows the rest of the logical argument against this decision to come flashing through his head: He is a student. You are his superior. He is half your age. You do not care enough about that. If his crush on you doesn’t undo you both, your attraction to him will. He tries to filter through the thoughts, fight them back with the only rational justification he has: He needs help and I can help him. The right thing to do is help him. I need to do the right thing just once tonight.
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Or: The one where Robby finds Whitaker on the eighth floor instead of Santos. He takes him home just the same.
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23 Nov 2025
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“What, you mean like having sex? Us?”
“Is something not clicking about that?”
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22 Nov 2025
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So, Soap’s a big guy. Obviously.
He’s not overly tall, but he’s wide in the shoulders and thick in the thighs. He’s the kind of big that’s naturally built all over: training muscles on top of mission muscles on top of an innate bulk.
He’s the kind of big that makes him immovable to most guys.
The kind of big that’s always been -ger than most everyone else—if not by height, than at least by heft.
So when they’re on mission and Ghost spots a grenade before Soap does, and, with no time to warn him, grabs him by the waist and flings him back behind cover, gear and all, Soap’s really not expecting to think much about it, aside from maybe, ‘Oh, shit.’
What he thinks instead is: ‘Oh-hmm.’
And then, in rapid succession: ‘Big.’
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Or, Soap realizes that Ghost is bigger than him. His dick realizes that’s hot.
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- 1/1
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16 Nov 2025
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Signal lost by ladypolyester
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: The Original Series (Movies)
26 Oct 2025
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At the end of the five-year mission, loving Spock turns into losing him: he leaves for Gol to chase a version of perfection that won’t hurt anyone—least of all Jim. Kirk says yes to an admiral’s desk and pretends the fracture doesn’t echo.
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- Part 5 of Slow, transparent, private
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15 Nov 2025