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“Does it distress you?”
“Does what distress me?” Will asks.
“The idea of being taken care of.”
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17 Feb 2026
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If I Wanna Stay Alive, You Should Never Cross My Mind by LonnieMcMillin
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
30 Nov 2025
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“So, what? You just expected me to go up to you at some point and go ‘Cut me open please please please please please’?”
“I mean, not necessarily. I just figured that was the most logical next step.”“The ‘cut me open’ part?”
Ray laughs and shakes his head. It was demeaning, like Frank was just a little stupid for reading it that way, and God was that super hot. “No, not that. I mean the part about wanting to be surgically sterilized.”
Or: Frankie gets vivisected for his own sexual gratification.
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15 Feb 2026
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corner of the world by berrycluv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.
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a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism
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13 Feb 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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08 Feb 2026
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Alien AU by ThistleOnions
Fandom Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys (Album), Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys - My Chemical Romance (Album), The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys (Comic)
28 Jul 2020
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07 Feb 2026
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It’s the week before Christmas and Pete is still settling in to Mikey’s apartment.
Mikey returns from work and is now greeted by Pete burning their pasta dinner, or sorting through his DVD collection, or writing pages full of lyrics on the living room floor. Somehow, it all feels like home.
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02 Feb 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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27 Jan 2026
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hollanov 5+1 by londonfoglatte (nimbus2003)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Jan 2026
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25 Jan 2026
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good boy, that's right by enamored_pat01
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Arlo watches Rozanov catch the small gesture their boss gives him and grab the black coat off his shoulders, draping it over one arm with his black leather gloved hands. It freaks Arlo out a little, the wordless communication that Boss has with his bodyguard. The way they move like a single being, with Hollander always a step ahead but never more than that step far. Rozanov walks if Boss walks, like there’s an invisible leash latched to some collar that only Hollander can tug at.
It must be so humiliating, he thinks just as Boss climbs the long flare of stairs that lead to the main entrance and Rozanov follows behind him like an obedient dog. He wonders if he burns with the shame of subduing himself like that. Of reducing his entire existence to a single man out of obligation.
Or, italian mafia boss shane hollander and his guard dog through the eyes of an employee. and then through shane's own eyes.
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25 Jan 2026
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25 Jan 2026
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shane hollander vs. the world by galehautstomb
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Nov 2025
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PopBase ☑️ @PopBase
People Magazine has named Ilya Rozanov the Sexiest Man Alive of 2025.
(2.1k replies 21k retweets 138k likes)
[Photo: Ilya on the cover of People Magazine’s November 2025 issue. He’s wearing an Ottawa Centaurs t-shirt with the sleeves cut off, and holding his 6-year-old rescue dog Anya.]
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25 Jan 2026
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It wasn’t fair, because Shane didn’t even do it on purpose. His ignorance was a product of years of repression. They’ve been together for more than a decade, and they’ve fucked, fought, and everything in between — but somehow Shane was still oblivious to the warning signs of his heat. In the days before it came, Shane would pace about the house in a huff; sweat on his brow, gnawing on a candy bar, complaining about a headache, befuddled as to his own state of dysfunction.
He always smelled like absolute fucking sin too. It took all Ilya had not to drop to Shane’s feet, mouth open, tongue at the ready, and offer his enthusiastic services. Ilya tried to do so, early on in their relationship, but Shane kicked him away like he was a nosy terrier, tsked at and scolded for its eagerness to serve.
Finicky little omega. Ilya would die for him, truly.
(Or, the trials and tribulations of Shane Hollander's heat cycle).
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25 Jan 2026
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Ilya is going to have a heat and Shane is going to knot him as many times as Ilya asks. He can do this. It can't be worse than the combine.
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24 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov Gets Railed by GlitterCity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Apr 2023
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“You didn’t like it the last time we tried it,” Shane said.
Ilya gave a one-shouldered shrug. “Was years ago. Maybe it is an acquired taste, like licorice.”
“You also don’t like licorice,” Shane pointed out.
“Yes, but I keep trying it because Luca likes it so much.”
“And then you make a face and tell him how awful it is.”
“When have I ever told you your dick is awful?” Ilya said, looking mildly offended. “I am its number one fan.”
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23 Jan 2026
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21 Jan 2026
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The romantic escapades of single dad Frank and elementary school teacher Gerard, told one holiday at a time.
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12 Jan 2026
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Frank and Gerard are Americans from Jersey who meet for the first time in 1976 as expats in London. Frank has fallen in with a group of London punks whose noise and rage offer more than the study-abroad year he abandoned. Music has always touched him deeply, but he's reluctant to dredge up the complicated past. Gerard is a struggling photographer and a hanger-on from the art school crowd. He possibly takes too many pills. He may be losing track of where to go next with his art.
1970s Brit punk AU. Remix of Giovanni’s Room, by James Baldwin.
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12 Jan 2026
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The Fabulous Killjoys Win at Halloween by Cedarwood_Groves
Fandoms: Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys - My Chemical Romance (Album), The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys: California (Comics)
11 Oct 2025
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Party Poison tries the make the best costume for Grace from the world's most obscure show
Kobra Kid beats Korse at the office desk-decorating contest
Jet Star is a baking god
Fun Ghoul decorates for the holidays
and Grace is there and also awesome.
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10 Jan 2026
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Werewolves in space by annemari, annemaris (annemari)
Fandom Bandom, My Chemical Romance, Panic At The Disco
03 Jul 2012
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31 Dec 2025
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They always help each other out. (Four times a member of MCR cried and what happened afterward.)
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24 Dec 2025