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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Shane wears Ilya’s jersey....and Ilya? Ilya short-circuits so hard he nearly forgets how to stand.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Famed hockey player Shane Hollander is known for many things but his private life is not one of them. He likes to keep it that way because the league is homophobic as hell and he is deeply in the closet. But after overhearing about an escort service, Shane can't help but be curious...

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    AKA : Shane hires an escort to pop his cherry. The escort is named Ilya and Shane's heart is very much in danger.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Never have I ever wanted to make out with someone in this room.” It was the kilometric hair girl who said that one. She stared at Rozanov and took her cup to her mouth in such an obvious insinuation, it almost made Shane roll his eyes. He actually took a mouthful for that one, trying not to gag, cause nothing even mattered anymore. When he glanced at Rozanov for the tiniest second, he was also drinking. What Shane would have given up to be desired by him, he was embarrassed to even think about.

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    Or: Despite being hockey rivals, Shane and Ilya have been crushing on each other for what seems like a very long time. When they end up in the same party after a game, they discover things about the other they never imagined.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander works at a coffee shop, plays hockey, keeps his head down, and doesn’t ask questions he doesn’t need the answers to.

    So when a new regular starts showing up—quiet, watchful, Russian-accented, and conducting invitation-only meetings in the back—Shane notices. When that same man takes an unsettling interest in Shane’s closing shifts, his routines, and his safety, Shane does what feels sensible: he adjusts his behavior and keeps his mouth shut.

    Ilya Rozanov orders an Americano. He reads, but only in Russian. He worries when people work late alone.

    They are operating with very different definitions of danger.

    If he didn’t ask questions, he couldn’t be lied to.

    The rules were simple.

    1. Do not ask questions you don’t need the answer to.
    2. Do not share personal information freely.
    3. Do not be alone with Ilya Rozanov.
    4. Do not give him a reason to think you’re afraid.

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    22 Feb 2026