SincerelyChaos
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“Not this again.” John’s voice shows exasperation. “We’ve been through this. I am not leaving just because you say so. If we are to repeat this whole thing again, can we please skip the parts where you’re slamming doors and disappearing for days and go straight to the part where we make out?”
And that is it, really. This is what had kept Sherlock from resorting to chemical solutions a few nights ago. This is proof that Sherlock might be as fucked up as you get, but John Watson isn’t far behind. And it isn’t that John doesn’t know what he is doing at this point. At this point, he knows enough to make any sane person leave without looking back. John, on the other hand, stays and makes black jokes about it.
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In which love is not a solution, codependency might not always be the worst option and chaos is slightly similar to 'sense of belonging'. This is perhaps a love story, but it's also a story that attempts to illustrate psychological or psychiatric terms and theories. Most of all, it's a story about how two people attempt love when they are not quite prepared for it.
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- Part 2 of Floodgates 'verse
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In which love could really be considered a chemical defect and aeroplanes are nothing but silver birds.
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The London Sherlock Location Guidebook by pennypaperbrain, SincerelyChaos
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV)
09 Dec 2019
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A comprehensive, downloadable pdf guide to every known shooting location in London for all BBC Sherlock episodes. Includes screencaps, contemporary photographs and area maps so you can visit the locations yourself.
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“So it’s inconsequential to both of us, it’d seem,” Sherlock summarises, now stretching his legs, moving over to lie on his side. “So glad that we had this talk.”
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It's the talking about it that proves to be the hardest part.
Negotiating items on The Sexual Inventory checklist - Johnlock style.
Each ficlet is stand alone.
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When someone opens the floodgates, you either learn to swim or you'll drown. When you start to experience something you never expected to feel towards someone, it might cause some turbulence. When two idiots who considers themselves a bit damaged from life starts to gets closer to each other, some previously hidden issues might surface. This is the story of those men and those issues.
A series of fics and scribbles that focuses on psychology and psychiatry, from different perspectives.
Each part of the series has an own focus, but the theme is the same; illustrating psychological and psychiatric phenomena through fiction.
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Ficlets illustrating an obscure or unusual word. Takes place in different AUs or verses and are fully independent of each other. Experiments in narratives. Tends to be slightly darker/angsty (though not the word I’d use myself) than my other works. Now posted as separate works instead of a multichapter collection.
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A series of stand alone ficlets exploring the correlation and cause and effect between mind and body.
(And then there's love to add in to it...)
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Attempts at poetic storytelling.
Warning for possible triggering themes in some works. See tags.
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John has a prostate exam and discovers something surprising about himself. Experimentation follows. Sherlock wants to help. They're in love. You know the drill.
Prompted by this reddit post from which I took the title ("I had guilty secrets, stolen from the Gods, and I was going to fuck myself with them.") and a few other details.
Now Complete!
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- Part 1 of Guilty Secrets
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Bookmarked by SincerelyChaos
02 Feb 2017
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February 2017, January 2026
(Guilty Secrets)
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A somewhat pointless experiment on Sherlock's behalf leads to John having to re-evaluate pretty much his entire life.
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30 Dec 2014
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January 2026
(Two Coffees)
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The mother was apparently poisoned, the son seems to have killed himself playing Russian roulette. It's a murder and a suicide. Or is it a suicide and a murder?
At least the case is distracting John from the fact that sex with Sherlock was probably a mistake right from the start.
John will learn to cope, one way or another.
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22 Oct 2014
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The best take on the progress of Sherlock and John's relationship post-fall I know. First time I read it the first chapters seemed so... wrong that I almost gave up, but I kept going, and yes, I am very happy for that. The relationship is from John's POV, amd it's his doubts and sexual crisis that made me both laugh and feel uncomfortable, and than, amazed.
A rereread. At least 15 times. Last January 2026
(Safe Distance)
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18 Aug 2016
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August 2016, August 2017, January 2026
(Combustion)
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“Thrice.”
“Yes.”
John blinks. Shakes his head. Blinks again. “Thhhhrice.”
“Yes.”
Is my mouth moving right n- “Thrice in your entire life?”
“Yess, John,” Sherlock growls, hissing like a snake grabbed by the tail. “Thrice, three times, twice more than once and once more than twice, a veritable triptych of onanism. Thrice.”