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   I Wanna Hold Your Hand by knotboy_dean

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   13 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Ash (Supernatural)/Dean Winchester
   • Bela Talbot/Dean Winchester
   • Crowley (Supernatural)/Dean Winchester
   • Benny Lafitte/Dean Winchester
   • Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester
   • Michael/Adam Milligan
   • Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Bela Talbot
   • Ash (Supernatural)
   • Crowley (Supernatural)
   • Adam Milligan
   • This is mostly destiel coded and the other ships are either mentioned or implied
   • Repressed Bisexual Dean Winchester
   • But not in a shame way just in a didn’t think about it way
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Dean is the major character death but he gets a better ending dw
   • Time Loop
   • Sort of? It’s like a really weird fever dream almost
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • In reference to that season 13 episode I believe it’s advanced thanatology

   Summary

   After battling a rebar and losing, Dean expects to finally rest peacefully in heaven -or, whatever it is Jack decided to do with the afterlife.

   Instead, he finds himself reliving seemingly random moments from his life in a never ending loop. Thankfully, people from his past are there to be incredibly vague and unhelpful about why this is happening and what he needs to do in order to finally find peace.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   6,666

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   3

   Kudos:

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   14 Oct 2025