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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    05 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    In hopes to improve his English, Ilya Rozanov subscribes to the New Yorker.

    He does not expect himself to fall in love with a column, especially the author.

    Shane Hollander only knows how to write from his heart by cataloguing loneliness as his own, about the performance of public life and about wanting something that he cannot safely name.

    Ilya learns new words from him.

    Yearning. Vulnerability. Home.

    And he is practicing to say them out loud.

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    28 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    During a homestay for the World Championships in Finland, Shane catches a stomach bug that completely derails his already-disrupted routines. When sensory overload and illness combine to shut him down entirely, Ilya has to navigate protecting his secret boyfriend while advocating with team doctors who don't understand why their patient won't just eat the damn soup.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander works at a coffee shop, plays hockey, keeps his head down, and doesn’t ask questions he doesn’t need the answers to.

    So when a new regular starts showing up—quiet, watchful, Russian-accented, and conducting invitation-only meetings in the back—Shane notices. When that same man takes an unsettling interest in Shane’s closing shifts, his routines, and his safety, Shane does what feels sensible: he adjusts his behavior and keeps his mouth shut.

    Ilya Rozanov orders an Americano. He reads, but only in Russian. He worries when people work late alone.

    They are operating with very different definitions of danger.

    If he didn’t ask questions, he couldn’t be lied to.

    The rules were simple.

    1. Do not ask questions you don’t need the answer to.
    2. Do not share personal information freely.
    3. Do not be alone with Ilya Rozanov.
    4. Do not give him a reason to think you’re afraid.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is tired of being called stupid. Tired of reporters blinking at him like he’s buffering. Tired of social media deciding that an accent equals ignorance. So he decides to fix it.

    Shane lets it be a joke — until he hears Ilya sanding down the edges of himself under bright arena lights. He doesn’t interrupt interviews. Until he does.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Ilya realized that he had two choices, and neither of them was very good. He could let his teammates believe he was a controlling asshole of a husband, or he could talk to them about things that Shane would probably prefer to keep to himself. He knew how private his husband was, how much time he’d spent cultivating a very particular image of himself to the world. An image of himself that only Ilya and a few other people were ever able to see behind.

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    Wyatt Hayes and the rest of the Ottawa Centaurs find out that Shane Hollander isn’t exactly what they’d imagined.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    There was nothing standard about Shane and Ilya's relationship, so it really shouldn't have been so surprising that they had their first date over a decade after meeting each other.

    It also shouldn't be surprising that it took roughly five minutes before it turned into a competition.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?

    Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.

    +Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa

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    23 Feb 2026

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s eyes snap open. Wait a second.

    “Ilya,” Shane says, propping himself up on his elbows. “Ilya, wake up.”

    Ilya makes a pained noise, eyes still shut. “I shut curtains already.”

    “It’s not that. Ilya, hey. Don’t go back to sleep.” Ilya tries to bury back into Shane’s chest, but adrenaline knifes through Shane’s hangover long enough for him to peel Ilya off and roll him into his back. Ilya blinks blearily up at him, starfished in the sheets. Beautiful and naked and missing his mother’s cross.

     

    OR: When Ilya’s cross goes missing after the Centaurs celebrate their first Stanley Cup win, Shane is determined to get it back. And so are the Centaurs. And the rest of Ottawa.

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    21 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 71

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    “He okay really?” Rozanov whispered breathlessly in his ear.

    Scott had heard the exact same bulletin he had.

    “Uh, think so. Are you?”

    Rozanov laughed.

    He stepped back and held Scott by the shoulders. His robe remained thankfully closed. His grin split his face.

    “Not- no, at all. I think I almost alone in whole world-”

    Oh.

    Oh shit.

    A shadow passed over his eyes. Scott knew that shadow, how it felt, the dead drop in your stomach from realising you just let something slip in an unguarded moment.

    Rozanov turned away from him quickly.

    “You think they have good vodka at hotel? On room service? Have drink with me. Come. We celebrate.”

    -

    OR

    We follow Ilya's reaction to Shane's head injury during an All Star game, through Scott Hunter's POV, as it slowly dawns on Scott that his luck is worse than he thought it was, but still nowhere near as bad as Ilya's is...

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    17 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 15

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    Shane Hollander has an important realization after his break up with Rose Landry. He can't stop think about golden brown curls and ocean eyes and strong hands on his thighs. The man who he felt more seen with than anyone else. The man who had made him a tuna melt and chatted casually with him about his absolute favorite topic. The man who Shane had promptly run away from and not spoken to since.

    It's with this in mind that Shane starts to wonder how he could make up for the terrible reaction he'd had to his anxiety spiral on that awful afternoon. Shane thinks about how much effort Ilya has to put in to translating his thoughts into English all the time. How hard Ilya has to work for anyone to understand him. And yes, they had always communicated more through touches and looks than through words. But, Shane thinks, maybe it would be nice to talk to Ilya in his own language. Or, at least, to be able to tell Ilya one specific thing.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    His head ricochets off the plexiglass so hard, his helmet visor cracks and he crumples to the ice, unmoving…

    The crowd gasps as Shane heaves and the medic that was directly in front of him quickly moves aside as he vomits onto the rink. Ilya’s blood runs cold as he watches.

    It turns to ice when Shane starts convulsing.

    Or:

    The hit from Marlow was more than a concussion and a collarbone fracture. Ilya now has to learn how he can best support Shane, right under David and Yuna’s noses.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    09 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 75

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    Ilya and Shane discuss their different attitudes towards being visibly queer.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander isn’t good at understanding the unsaid, but 6 months of silence interrupted by the reminder he’s nothing but boring and fucking annoying is pretty easy to interpret.

    It’s over. He lets Ilya have him. Fuck him. And it was fun, and now it’s done. He’s lost the appeal when he gave it up. Message received, the player is done chasing.

    He’s going to throw up.

    ______

    Ilya Rozanov and his avoidant technique of “if I don’t touch or say anything, then I can’t make it worse” is used on a spiralling, self-deprecating, repressed homosexual overthinker with anxiety. It does make it worse.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.

    OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!

    Translation in Russian and Mandarin!

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    02 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    Jake Lockley learns to let go.

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    02 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 6

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    It wasn't Layla's fault, not really. It was her initial comment that set them off, but truly it wasn't her fault. If anything, it was their fault for not divulging their mass amounts of trauma to her at their earliest opportunity.

    Maybe there was no opportunity, or maybe they avoided any that came up.

    After Layla makes an unknowingly dangerous comment, Jake's left front-stuck and picking up the pieces.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    02 Feb 2026

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