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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “You are here?” Ilya practically whispers the words. This cannot be real. Shane is in Buffalo. Shane has practice in the morning and a game in two days. There is no logical way he can be in Ilya’s living room at three am.

    Shane slides his thumb soothingly over Ilya’s knee. “I’m here.”

    “How?” Ilya’s voice breaks, still not quite believing that this is real.

    “I rented a car and drove. I left as soon as we got off the phone.”

    When Ilya is badly injured on the ice, nothing will keep Shane away from him.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    When the sons of two rival crime families meet, they don't meet as equals - they meet as weapons pointed against each other. Shane Hollander, heir apparent to the Kurokawa Yakuza, must prove himself to a family that tolerates him but will never fully accept him. Ilya Rozanov, the expendable second son of one of the most prominent Russian crime families, lives for excess and chaos, hiding pain beneath charm and recklessness.

    One look, one name spoken, and their worlds shift - attraction sparks where loyalty and danger collide. As violence, legacy, and desire intertwine, they must choose each other - or risk losing everything they are bound to protect.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    “What happened to your hands?”

    Ilya pulled his hand gingerly out of Shane’s grip, planning to tuck them both under his thighs where Shane couldn’t see, but Shane caught him again despite his disorientation, as if drawn to Ilya’s skin by a magnet. He blinked his huge, dark, bottomless eyes at Ilya as a heavy silence filled the space, and Ilya felt like he was standing on the edge of a cliff, being pulled forward over the precipice with nothing to grab onto.

    “It looks like you hit someone.”

    Alternate ending for the club scene from episode 4.

    What if Shane had stayed to drink away his feelings and talk to a new friend instead of leaving with Rose? What if Ilya was the only one who could protect him from the fallout?

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Shane's accident happens in a game that is not against the Boston Raiders.

    Ilya shows up at the hospital anyway.

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    11 Mar 2026