Suchagayhumanbeing
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- Criminal Minds (US TV) (5)
- Haikyuu!! (2)
- Gotham (TV) (1)
- The Avengers (Marvel Movies) (1)
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He shifts as Hinata looks at him, truly looks at him, and he feels his skin heating.
Oh, Hinata had said. Oh. Oh. Oh. The word echoes in his mind.
And when Hinata’s lips twist into a thoughtful smile, and when his muscles shift underneath his sweaty shirt, and when his hair falls into his eyes and he shakes it to the side, his collarbones moving with his neck-
O-
No.
Or: Kageyama's never been much of a coward. But love makes him one.
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“Really?” Hajime questions. He reaches a hand out, and Oikawa flinches away out of reflex. The color of Iwaizumi’s arm reminds him of merciless pain. “Then why can’t I touch you, Tooru?”
Oikawa feels his hands burn. He flexes them to stop the shaking, ignoring the pain.
“Why won’t you look at me like you used to?” Hajime asks.
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“Don’t.” Hajime’s voice is sharp, and it digs into Oikawa’s skin like a thousand needles. He thinks he may be collapsing, but he’s not sure. “Don’t do that with me. Not right now.”
Or, Oikawa loves Iwaizumi. And he's never been more ruined.
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do we simply stare at what is horrible and forgive it? by Suchagayhumanbeing
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
27 Jan 2021
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spencer reid is caught on the ledge of a bridge and now must confront who he is facing the consequences of what he almost did. (not a stand-alone, conclusion to a series)
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- Part 3 of you want a better story. who wouldn’t?
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forget the dragon, leave the gun on the table. this has nothing to do with happiness. by Suchagayhumanbeing
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
23 Dec 2020
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spencer is used to saving himself. he’s 36 years old and if he’s learned one thing it’s this: he’s the only one who can.
but:
it is 2017 and spencer reid has saved himself too many times for even a genius to count and he’s exhausted. he’s done.or
5 times spencer reid saved himself, and the one time he didn’t bother
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- Part 2 of you want a better story. who wouldn’t?
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here is the repeated image of a lover destroyed by Suchagayhumanbeing
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
24 Oct 2020
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spencer reid can't escape tragedy. his whole life's been riddled with it. he wishes he could forget.
(one-shots about reid and his endless tragedies over the years)
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- Part 1 of you want a better story. who wouldn’t?
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you want a better story. who wouldn’t? by Suchagayhumanbeing
Fandom Criminal Minds (US TV)
27 Jan 2021
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(series formerly known as “i wasn’t beautiful anymore. now i looked like what i was: a raw wound.)
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It doesn’t matter what Shane looks like because he’s got a jersey and pads and a helmet on. It doesn’t matter what languages he speaks because he’s got a mouthguard clamped between his teeth and too many plays to chew on to even think about talking. It doesn’t matter who his parents are or where people think he should be from because he’s here to play hockey and he’s here to win.
Shane Hollander is very good at hockey.
He’s even better at winning.
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Everything is harder when you don't know where you fit in. Shane Hollander can attest to that.
Bookmarked by Suchagayhumanbeing
13 Jan 2026
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ohhh my god such a good character study of shane
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Argentina is stretching out before him, an opportunity, a challenge. He is reminded of his losses, his insecurities, his disappointments; sees them form a tall, tall wall blocking his path to success. He takes a deep breath and knows he is going to shatter it.
In which Oikawa's whole life is spent longing for the horizon — in the form of a dream, a home, and a boy.
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Bookmarked by Suchagayhumanbeing
23 Mar 2021
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SOOOO GOOD LITERALLY ONE OF THE BEST IWAOI FICS EVER EVER EVER!!!!!! the oikawa character study goes so hard oh my goddddd
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Hajime returned to him knowing nothing. Feeling, only. A bird that flies north.
(Hajime comes to Argentina eight years late. But mercy is perennial.)- Language:
- English
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by Suchagayhumanbeing
19 Feb 2021
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LITERALLY THE IWAOI FIC OF ALL TIME!!!!!
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It takes Yahaba thirteen years to realize he's different from the other kids, one to figure out how to hide it, and two more to learn to be happy just the way he is. Yahaba's journey ft. an extremely annoyed Kyoutani, best friend in the world Watari, and loads and loads of good senpai Oikawa.
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- Part 1 of CttC & related
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- English
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- 61,185
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- 10/10
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Bookmarked by Suchagayhumanbeing
18 Nov 2025
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i looooove oikawa’s character here omg it’s so much like his canon personality
(also chapter 6 is the funniest thing ive ever read) -
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"A yellow card? How do you manage to get a yellow card in international competition? I didn’t know refs even carried them around anymore."
Team Argentina starting setter Tohru Oikawa is known to fight with Team Japan's athletic trainer Hajime Iwaizumi during matches, but no one can figure out why.
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- Part 1 of Lovers' Quarrel
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Bookmarked by Suchagayhumanbeing
16 Nov 2025
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op ur so funny for this, this is canon to me