1 - 20 of 71 Bookmarks by ThatMatchie

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    when montreal is pitted against boston once again, cliff marleau finds himself knocking at shane hollander’s hotel room door with an apology for laying him out last time their teams met. only, hayden pike opens the door with a scowl on his face.

    (my dear reader, smut does, in fact, ensue.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    40,094
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    514
    Kudos:
    5,805
    Bookmarks:
    1,474
    Hits:
    91,626

    24 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Maybe you don't have to-”

    “Uh-uh. No backtracking now.” Hayden pointed a finger at him. “If you tell Shane, fantastic. Would love that, quite frankly, but until you do, I want those goddamn pictures, Rozanov. Am I clear?” Ilya wanted to make some quip about Pike trying to get a different kind of picture out of him, but given the circumstances... He just nodded. “Good. My kids tragically love the fuck out of you, so figure this out.” Ilya nodded again. “Alright then.”

    Silence followed. Ilya eventually got up, and Hayden awkwardly walked him to the door.

    “Ilya,” he said, surprising him with the first name. “I know what I say doesn’t particularly matter, and I am mainly just a fail-safe for this situation, but…” He opened the front door and clicked his tongue. “For what it’s worth, you’re a good guy and don’t deserve the shit your brain apparently puts you through.”

    "I'm a married man, Pike."

    Or

    Ilya’s depression shifts into some self-harming tendencies, despite how well he can justify most of it. An unexpected cavalry comes together.

    (AKA I found a story filled with sex and decided to hone in on my other favorite things: mental health and complex family dynamics)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,240
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    314
    Kudos:
    2,322
    Bookmarks:
    704
    Hits:
    30,709

    10 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "I can help you, you know?", Shane says, although he's already sitting on one of the highchairs at their kitchen isle.

    "Ah no, you will do nothing. I want to make disgusting smoothie for you to enjoy on the morning of our wedding day. You just sit and look pretty," Ilya counters seriously as he starts cutting up some kale. Usually Shane would quip something back, but he feels a grin form on his face at the reminder that today was, in fact, his wedding day. So instead he just says: "I love you."

    Ilya looks up at him with a smile. "I love you, too," before going back to slicing greens.

    Shane puts an elbow on the surface of the isle and rests his chin in his hand as he watches his fiance prepare his favorite smoothie, a fond smile never leaving his face.

    "We're getting married in a few hours," he says in awe.

    "Yes, I know. That is what 'wedding day' means, no?", Ilya retorts and Shane huffs a laugh. "Shut up," he says half heartedly and Ilya responds with a grin.

     

    OR: The Hollanov wedding reimagined

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,378
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    70
    Kudos:
    602
    Bookmarks:
    211
    Hits:
    7,206

    06 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    To be clear, Ilya is grateful the rookies aren’t growing up the way he did in the NHL. Ilya took the hazing to the chin – humiliation rituals, beat downs, grueling practices to prove he could “hang” with the big guns on the team.

    That being said, there’s still some part of Ilya that balks at the request by the gaggle of rookies to watch The Iron Giant, a veritable children’s movie at the team’s latest movie night.

    OR: Five times Shane and Ilya were the support system for the Centaur rookies they dreamed of having when they were younger.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,028
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    907
    Kudos:
    21,165
    Bookmarks:
    5,361
    Hits:
    160,286

    05 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Shane mentioned that he would like to try weed, he expected Ilya to disregard it. Imagine his surprise when Ilya shows up a few weeks later in a fancy car with some surprises in the glove box.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,722
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    295
    Kudos:
    9,498
    Bookmarks:
    3,107
    Hits:
    210,477

    04 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “It’s my special night, Rozanov. I want you to watch me.” Ilya looks at Shane like he can’t believe what he’s hearing. “I want… I want you to sit there and watch me touching myself,” Shane’s cheeks flush, “and I want you to be good for me and stay put.”

    or,

    Vegas, 2021. Shane wins MVP and makes Ilya watch.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,528
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    122
    Kudos:
    3,552
    Bookmarks:
    1,003
    Hits:
    36,755

    28 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    part 1: five times they're forced to be Hollander and Rozanov -- and one time they get to be Shane and Ilya.
    OR
    it took thirteen years to get to this table. to earn the right to be Shane and Ilya. it was worth every damned second.

    part 2: five times they choose to be Hollander and Rozanov -- and one time they choose to be Shane and Ilya.
    OR
    after years of hiding, it's a joy to wake up with a choice.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,893
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
    9
    Comments:
    448
    Kudos:
    12,408
    Bookmarks:
    1,581
    Hits:
    107,315

    27 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Shane collides with Cliff Marlow during the Montreal vs Boston game in April of 2017, Ilya has to get through the evening not knowing how he's doing. He eventually confides in his roommate Cliff, who subsequently invites himself onto Ilya's trip to the hospital the next morning.

     

    “Ask,” Ilya said flatly, trying not to admit to himself that he probably knew what he was about to be asked.

    “What is your relationship with Shane Hollander?” Marlow asked. 

    He didn’t ask ‘are you and Shane Hollander in a relationship?’. If he asked that, Ilya might have laughed and told him everything. As it was, he considered lying. He was pretty sure that at this point, Marlow would believe whatever Ilya told him. It was apparently clear to Marlow that something was different about Shane and Ilya, so if Ilya told him they were friends and that Shane had been reaching out to him about his father, Marlow would believe him. It technically wasn’t untrue.

    It also wasn’t covering the part where they’d been fucking since they were nineteen years old. 

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,484
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    125
    Kudos:
    2,528
    Bookmarks:
    351
    Hits:
    16,989

    27 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    If this is what Hollander is willing to give him, he will take it. It won’t be enough, not by a long shot, but if this is the little part of him he is allowed to have, by God he will take it.

    OR, Shane messages Ilya a few days after the tuna melt scene. Ilya is trying to not scare him away again. He will restrain himself. He will take what Shane gives him and never ask for more. Just please, he can’t see him walk out of his life again.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,715
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    108
    Kudos:
    2,030
    Bookmarks:
    480
    Hits:
    13,467

    27 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The one where Hayden is actually the hero of the story, because Jackie talks him into rehabilitating Ilya’s asshole image by publicly defending him, several times. The reactions to the FanMail are different this time, because of Hayden.

    (Spoiler warning for anyone not finished reading The Long Game)
    COMPLETE - fully published

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,460
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    1,862
    Kudos:
    8,836
    Bookmarks:
    1,870
    Hits:
    93,689

    23 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Aka 5 times Ilya is the good guy and the 1 time Shane is the bad guy 😈

    OR

    Ilya Rozanov’s acts of kindness and Shane Hollanders act of VIOLENCE (deserved)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,800
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    193
    Kudos:
    6,309
    Bookmarks:
    835
    Hits:
    39,972

    23 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The second announcer switched in. “That’s right, and with the score at 5-3, it seems unlikely the Centaurs are going home disappointed tonight. A superb performance from the team and from their captain.

    Well you know what they say?

    What do they say?

    No one can take a hit like Ilya Rozanov.

    Or

    5 times Ilya Rozanov takes a hit, and 1 time he doesnt have to.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,344
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    86
    Kudos:
    1,910
    Bookmarks:
    396
    Hits:
    19,708

    23 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Vlada sees unexpected news about her uncle Ilya, whom she hasn't seen in years. This awakens some long lost memories, and she decides to check on him.

    She hit Send. Her hands were shaking. So stupid. He won't see it anyway. God knows how many dms from fans he gets daily. 
    But she felt a weird sense of accomplishment. 
    Did she miss him? Can you miss a person you barely remember? Or did she do it solely out of spite?
    Well, at least it made her feel a little better.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,822
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    393
    Kudos:
    3,494
    Bookmarks:
    521
    Hits:
    22,446

    21 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    a different take on the plane situation, in which it lands a little more roughly, ilya gets injured, and shane drives 13 hours to get to his man.

    -

    “Shane? Sweetie, are you okay? We saw the news,” his mother says immediately upon answering the phone. She sounds like she’s been crying.

    “No,” he answers, too raw to even think about lying. “I’m—I’m on my way to Tampa.” There’s no point in lying about that, either—they’ll find out one way or another.

    “You what?” He can hear the panic in his mother’s voice.

    “Hayden helped me get a rental car,” he grits out, taking a steadying breath. “I-I have to get to him.”

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    16,059
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    212
    Kudos:
    7,536
    Bookmarks:
    1,737
    Hits:
    63,810

    19 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “It is the worst day of my life,” Ilya declares, throwing himself dramatically onto one of the kitchen stools. “I went to go get lunch at Russian place I like, the one with lamb pelmeni? They had sign on the door. They are closing. Forever.”

    -

    Or: Ilya’s favorite Russian restaurant in Ottawa is going out of business. There is only one thing Shane “Mr. Real Estate” Hollander can do.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,728
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    206
    Kudos:
    7,751
    Bookmarks:
    1,487
    Hits:
    33,708

    18 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya loves his husband. Very dearly. More than he’s ever loved anyone, more than his own existence. Even if said husband wakes him up at 2am to ask ridiculous questions that have undoubtedly circled around in his brain for hours at this point.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,363
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    26
    Kudos:
    1,715
    Bookmarks:
    234
    Hits:
    9,892

    18 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Cliff Marleau gets assigned to keep the new Russian rookie out of trouble. Fifteen years later, he gives a speech at Ilya's wedding.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,275
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    872
    Kudos:
    10,423
    Bookmarks:
    2,379
    Hits:
    62,599

    16 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane: I’ve never wanted to share it since our timeline is so…complicated
    Hayden: Is it? You were fucking, then you dated, then you got married. Normal progression!
    Shane: I don’t think the “fucking” part of that equation is usually 7 years

    In which the Voyageurs’ secret homophobic group chat leaks, Shane decides it might be time to tell the world how long he’s been seeing Ilya, and said world loses their shit.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,151
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,483
    Kudos:
    31,038
    Bookmarks:
    4,960
    Hits:
    253,371

    14 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Four times Ilya Rozanov reminded everyone exactly who the fuck they were dealing with (spoiler: still an asshole, still elite, still not going anywhere), and one time he didn’t have to be anything except soft.

    Or being out didn’t make him nicer. Being married didn’t make him softer. Being older didn’t make him weaker. And being a father? Well. That’t when things get complicated.

    (He’s really good at that last part. Don’t tell anyone.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,287
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    1,114
    Kudos:
    27,173
    Bookmarks:
    6,065
    Hits:
    273,068

    12 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander learns Russian in secret, eventually it’s not a secret anymore.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,347
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    4,447
    Bookmarks:
    698
    Hits:
    26,044

    05 Jan 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation