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    When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.

    His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?

    There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.

    (Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Ilya was confused and he was hurt. How had things gone so incredibly wrong? They were going so well, he made them food, he bought him ginger ale, he had had plans

    Then he’d left all because he called him by his stupid first name. Ilya shook his head softly, hurt. He stared down at the floor, confused and unsure what to do now. What was he supposed to do now? 

    I should go.

    His stomach was twisted into knots and he felt hollow.

    Empty. 

    Broken. 

    Lonely.

    He sat there for a while, trying to see if he could use his mind to will time travel into existence or something so that he could go back and never say Shane.

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    OR, four times Ilya felt completely alone plus the one time he realized he doesn't have to feel that way ever again.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov. One of the star players of the NHL, nearly a decade into his career. Center for the Boston Bears, a brutal, fast player known for womanizers tendencies and his bragging habits.

    Kip had learned a lot about hockey in the last three years, unable to swipe past anything to do with Scott’s career. Ilya Rozanov was a difficult player to mistake and it was his distinctive build that stood beside him now, glaring down at the buildings as if they’d personally offended him.

    “...Hi.” Kip had to give himself credit. Even with the hesitation, the greeting was clear and strong, pushed past the tightness of his shirt on his shoulders, his collar resting against his throat.

    “Hello,” said Rozanov, shifting to cross his arms and lean them against the railing. His suit was near to the navy blue Kip was wearing– a popular color, and he was doubly glad Scott had insisted on it. “Is nice out here. Cold.”

     

    Three times that Ilya supported Scott's relationship and one time he defended his own.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is in for a good year. He’s vice president of his fraternity, captain of the hockey team, and top of his class. Ilya Rozanov’s unexpected arrival rattles him to his very foundation.
    *Frat Hollanov AU

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Ilya realises that Shane doesn’t just respond to his needs during sex. He's taking orders – and getting off on it. They both are.

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    14 Feb 2026