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A Study on the Revival of Kremnoan Roses: Botany, Symbolism, and Best Practices by lumeenary
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
15 Feb 2026
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“You’re distracted, Deliverer,” Mydei mutters. Despite saying this, he isn’t pulling any punches today.
The silence between them becomes stiff, and Phainon needs to occupy his hands with something, anything. “I’m in the middle of… researching something,” he says.
Mydei hums. “With the Grove?”
Phainon feels sort-of-bad-sort-of-not for obfuscating the truth: one because it’s Mydei, and the other because the matter is about him confessing to Mydei, you see. He pulls a face. “You could say that.”
Kremnoan Roses aren't real. Probably. Phainon is about ninety-nine percent sure. But after coming across an antique Kremnoan vase, Phainon swears that if he, by some miracle, manages to recreates them, he will confess to Mydei with a bouquet of mythical roses.
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16 Feb 2026
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Phainon is a bored Visual Arts student at Okhema University, having lost his spark of interest after enrolling in the course. His desire to paint is fading until he is introduced to a shockingly beautiful nude model during one of Ms. Aglaea’s practice classes.
The man, Polemos, ignites a fire within him that soon becomes labeled as inspiration, and Phainon suddenly grows intent on persuading him to model for his next project.
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12 Feb 2026
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through the viewfinder by immorality for astrafeur
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
18 Jan 2026
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Mydei regards him thoughtfully, "…I saw Dawn. It was the film that drew me to this university."
His heart races as he croaks out, "Really?"
"Yes," he pauses as if trying to find the right words to say, "People get hung up on the technical marvel of it, but I think at its core it's about someone who is a victim of their circumstances, weighed down by everyone's expectations and his own, but you've already heard enough of other peoples' thoughts on your film, haven't you?"
"I haven't heard enough of yours," he says softly.
As a teaching assistant for one of the least sought after electives, Phainon ends up having to partner up with one of his students, Mydei—a quiet yet warm-hearted man who seems far divorced from the image of a film major—while also having to juggle his film thesis and creative burnout in order to graduate.
Together they find out there’s more than meets the eye as they direct each other’s films.
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12 Feb 2026
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mydei is a manager behind the scenes for the v-tuber khaslana who he hopefully does not have a parasocial crush on at the same time.
all while phainon is praying he can stop fumbling the guy named mydei at his gym.
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10 Feb 2026
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Mydei is about to close the video when Phainon speaks up after being silent for a while:
"I can guarantee that you're all going to enjoy Amphorean Chronicles as much as I do! I can't believe so many of you guys don't know the game, but I'll make sure you get the full grasp of it. Nobody beats me when it comes to it, after all," he says, winking to the camera.
His viewers just leave appreciative comments saying how cute it is for him to be so passionate about the game and encouraging him as a pro, but Mydei's eye has the urge to twitch.
Ah. He can't let this slide now, can he?
Alternatively: Phainon is a popular streamer. Mydei enjoys video games. Castorice accidentally plays wingwoman by introducing them.
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