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    Feng Xin is usually able to focus on his studies during his late night shifts. He can usually catch up on the materials his professors hand out during the theoretical classes, and sometimes he even finishes a project or two while he's at it, if he's especially productive.

    Well, emphasise on usually. Tonight he can't seem to get anything done.

    Tonight is a very strange night.


    or, feng xin always thought he'd fall in love with his job, not at his job.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “I think we should break up.”

    Feng Xin timed it so that Mu Qing wasn’t eating or drinking but Mu Qing didn’t react beyond raising an eyebrow. “Break up?”

    “Uh, yeah, because...” How are you supposed to tell someone that you don’t think they’re happy anymore? That you're in love with them and that they only see you as a casual thing? Mu Qing was stressed and he never let Feng Xin meet his mom and he never moved in. Mu Qing hated when Feng Xin said I love you, actually; he’d get tense and change the subject. The one time Feng Xin had tried to talk about marriage, he’d said Let’s not get ahead of ourselves.

    “Fine.”

    --

    Feng Xin and Mu Qing break up. Turns out they're not very good at staying apart.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    dj play linger by the cranberries

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    Feng Xin can’t pinpoint the moment when everything fell apart.

    Maybe it would be easier if he could - if there was a single big Event to place fault upon, maybe he’d feel less empty now, standing beside his pickup truck with empty hands, his wedding ring unworn and burning a hole in his pocket.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    It had been a decade since Xie Lian passed on.

    Feng Xin should've let the past stay in the past, but when he found out his old best friend's house was going to be demolished after being on the market for so long with no buyers, he made a stupid decision. He actually bought the house. He knew it would come with baggage, but he didn't realize that baggage would come in the form of ghosts.

    Written for Xian Le Trio Week.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Mu Qing regularly fantasizes about strangling Feng Xin with that stupid sales-rack tie of his that manages to look better than anything Mu Qing’s ever owned. He’s pretty sure Feng Xin harbors the same sentiment towards him.

    Unfortunately, there are a few other things Mu Qing fantasizes about that star his most annoying co-worker— and they only seem to get worse when Feng Xin starts being nice to him.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “Now that he had hope, Shen Jiu’s voice became fervent. ‘You absolutely have to remember the things you said! You must come back to save me!’

    Qi-ge seemed to be nodding his head hard. ‘All right,’ he said emphatically. ‘Wait for me. Once I finish my training, I’ll definitely come back—then we'll leave together!’”

    --

    “As if testing the waters, Yue Qingyuan said, ‘Xiao-Jiu...’

    ‘Shixiong,’ said Shen Qinggiu, ‘it’s Qingqiu.’”

    --

    Yue Qi, grieving.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Feng Xin has loved Xie Lian for as long as he can remember, but his friend is getting married to another man next month and is expecting Feng Xin to bring a plus one.

    Mu Qing, the guy he's been sleeping with, is Feng Xin's only option. Too bad he's also the worst one.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    Feng Xin felt Xie Lian move, a simple turn of his head to look at him. ‘Can I ask you a question, Feng Xin?’ he asked in a whisper, as though making too much noise would destroy this little sanctuary.

    Bracing himself, he hummed an assent. Xie Lian would be gentle with his questions, but Feng Xin didn’t know how to be gentle with his answers.

    ‘Do you…think that alphas and omegas have to pair up?’

    He turned to meet Xie Lian’s gaze with a questioning hum.

    ‘I just mean…do you think it’s possible for two omegas to pair up instead? If they like each other, I mean.’

    Feng Xin and Mu Qing are both alphas. They have known this about each other since they were kids. But when their little pack of three suffers a sudden shift in dynamics, this pure and simple fact about each other starts to grow complicated.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    Wrapping a supporting arm around his back, Feng Xin rubbed his shoulder soothingly and sighed. ‘I think someone’s still a bit drunk.’

    ‘Yeah. You.’

    ‘True. But you too.’

    Mu Qing grunted, and even managed to make such a primal, guttural noise sound sarcastic.

    ‘I’m not the one leaning against the person I hate,’ Feng Xin pointed out.

    ‘You’re the one who married the person you hate.’

    That startled a laugh out of him, his heart jumping and fluttering in his chest like an absolute fool at such an absurd notion. ‘Eh? What are you talking about? How drunk are you?’

    Feng Xin and Mu Qing make the seven-hour flight to Las Vegas for Shi Qingxuan and He Xuan's (secret) wedding. Mu Qing copes with a severe, newly-discovered phobia of flying by drinking through it. Feng Xin is left to deal with the fallout.

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    12 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 18

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    Mu Qing gestured with her chin, encouraging Feng Xin to continue what she was doing. Feng Xin eyed her warily. What was Mu Qing planning this time? And why did that dangerous glint in her eyes turn her on so much?

    She picked up the brush again. Mu Qing pressed closer against her back and resumed kneading Feng Xin’s breast.

    Hm. Interesting.

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    Or, Feng Xin tries to finish a report that is long overdue. Mu Qing tries to help. Things get messy, then messier.

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    10 Nov 2025

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    With one final dip under the shower, she shut the water off and wrung out her hair. She wrapped her towel around herself and gathered up her things, then turned only to find her path blocked.

    Feng Xin was leaning over the wall, chatting with Xie Lian and preventing Mu Qing from slipping away. She cleared her throat once and was ignored. With a sigh, she momentarily resigned herself to waiting for the two of them to finish.

    That was before she found her eyes wandering downwards and holy shit Feng Xin’s tits were huge.

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    18 Oct 2025

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    “She gave you weed?” She asks, and then, scowling, “you’re not suggesting we—”

    Feng Xin makes a face at her. “No, are you kidding? With my baby in the room? You really think a lot of my parenting skills, huh.”

    “Sorry,” Mu Qing mutters, because Feng Xin is a good dad, for the most part, once she stopped being stupid about leaving dangerous shit around her apartment.

    “I thought,” says Feng Xin slowly. “I thought you might want it?”

    “I don’t even drink,” Mu Qing says incredulously, “and you think I might want the shitty weed you got from the potential cannibal you went on a bad date with?”

    “Weed is different from booze,” Feng Xin argues. “Maybe it’ll help you, like. Relax, a little.”

    “Who the fuck says I need to relax,” Mu Qing snaps.

    “Fuck,” says Cuocuo, gummily but unmistakably.

    Mu Qing stares at Feng Xin, who stares right back. “Please tell me that wasn’t his first word.”

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    15 Oct 2025

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    Mu Qing and Feng Xin really really love each other. In secret.

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    18 Sep 2025

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    It ends like this: Xie Lian’s shackles shatter, Jun Wu screams.

    The sound, furious and utterly terrifying, reverberates around them, “How dare you?” He throws a sword to the ground. “How dare you break it?”

    The explosion of spiritual energy leaves deep gouges in the walls of the mountain, evidence of its power, of what it took to break it.

    Xie Lian’s face hardens behind Hua Cheng’s, and Feng Xin thinks he looks more like the confident crown prince he used to know, always ready for a battle, a challenge. He raises his head to speak when Jun Wu turns, locking eyes with Mu Qing.

    “You,” he says, tone sick and disgusting with something akin to an overwhelming fake kindness, “you’ll do.”

    or, Feng Xin dies, comes back to life, and wrecks Mu Qing's life (not necessarily in that order)

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    27 Aug 2025

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    23 Aug 2025

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    “Where is General Nan Yang?” He demanded.

    The deputy had a bit of Feng Xin’s temper. He didn’t tremble while Mu Qing held him by the collar. Whatever fear his expression held was one not born of Mu Qing’s rage in having to be here, looking for this man’s god. It was an expression Mu Qing might even have had reflected in his face had he not perfected himself nearly a millennia ago when godhood was still unobtainable and spending his life serving a palace was inevitable.

    “We don’t know,” the deputy said.


    800 years ago, Mu Qing searched for Xie Lian. Looking for Feng Xin too, was just a consequence of that.

    He didn't have that same excuse now.

    (in which Feng Xin goes missing, and Mu Qing decides he will be the one to find him.)

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    23 Aug 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 78

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    [Written for Ace Danmei Week Day 3: Coming Out]

    Feng Xin's best attempts at really befriending Mu Qing have hit a road block. In fact, the only person who seems to have even gotten close is Xie Lian!

    Unfortunately, it seems like in order to get closer to Mu Qing, Feng Xin will actually have to... Think about his feelings?! What the fuck?!

    And even worse... Then he has to talk to Mu Qing about them!

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    15 Jul 2025

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    He looks exhausted already even though it was less than an hour ago that he’d woken up. He Xuan nearly lets the conversation drop, but Mu Qing looks at him too intently. “Tired of what?”

    “This.”

    Mu Qing sets his chopsticks down. He doesn’t ask He Xuan what he means. He doesn’t look confused.

    He Xuan swallows down the bitterness on his tongue. It says enough that he doesn’t really have to explain. But he tries anyway and Mu Qing nods along almost passively, for all appearances unaffected. It’s reassurance when he finally speaks, when He Xuan can hear how close to desperate it is when Mu Qing replies,

    “So let’s make something change.”

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    14 Jul 2025

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    Feng Xin is the sorta guy who doesn't think more than he needs to. He likes his life, likes his colleagues, likes his routine--so what is there to think about? Nothing. Not a thing. Not his love life. Not his flatmate. Definitely not both of those things together.

    At their work's New Year meal, Feng Xin's colleagues convince him to reconsider. For this coming year, maybe some thinking isn't a bad thing.

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    12 Jul 2025

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    Funny how he expected a brief late-night confrontation and, instead, finds the most obnoxious creature known to man on his doorstep.

    Mu Qing.

    It’s Mu Qing.

    (Mu Qing stumbles into Feng Xin's apartment in the middle of the night. He's drunk as shit. They haven't talked in five years. Feng Xin finds himself bathing one very drunk Mu Qing.)

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    11 Jul 2025

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