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Set after the Idol Awards, Rumi is trying—failing—to keep it together. The Honmoon is stronger than ever, Mira and Zoey have finally found happiness in each other, and her girls have accepted her completely. So why does she feel so broken? Why does she feel so utterly alone?
She tells herself she’s happy for them, but every laugh, every touch, makes the ache sharper. Rumi wants what they have, but she’s convinced she’ll never fit, never belong the way they do. So she looks for love in the wrong places—and finds it.
But when it isn’t what she dreamed, when it leaves her bleeding instead of whole, will Mira and Zoey be able to show her that she deserves more? Or will Rumi spiral so far down there’s nothing left to save?
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09 Feb 2026
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The first time Rumi meets Mira and Zoey, a hungry, wanting thing inside her yawns to life.
As she gets to know the girls, it begins to demand more of her attention, aching for their touch.
But she can never give in to it, not when she is what she is. Even if she really wants to.
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04 Feb 2026
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Relief was short-lived.
The bass continued to pulse from the cheap speakers until Rumi recognized why it was so familiar.
Oni’s voice, her voice, filled the kitchen. A song that was both completely hers and not at all.
Across the table, Zoey was already humming, Mira’s lips moving just behind the melody. For the first time since they had sat down, Mira softened, and Zoey beamed. The music pulled them together with an ease Rumi couldn’t hope to touch.
Rumi gripped her chopsticks until the wood groaned.
Of course. Even here I’m forced to be her.
She tried to smile, tried to pretend each word didn’t make her want to both fall into the opening moves of the choreo and tear at her ears.
A thought pressed in suddenly.
Hiding everything—her tattoos, her voice, her life—wasn’t going to be easy. Not with Oni only a speaker away.
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Solo idol Rumi disappears from the spotlight… only to end up living with her biggest fans. Also a different take on the College AU trope.
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28 Jan 2026
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so we’re not heroes (we’re still survivors) by Everythingcovered
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
29 Dec 2025
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"Every time Rumi's heart beat, it sent more fire through her veins, more light to her soul.
She had been chosen.
She, the half-demon who had been training her whole life to guard and protect and die for the new hunters so what happened last time would never happen again.
Rumi, the half-demon child of a failed generation, would be the third flickering strand amidst the rows of color and song that had settled in her soul.
She'd never been more terrified in her life."
What do you get when you combine an eldritch being of hope and song, three traumatized girls desperate for connection, and an eternal cyclic war that generations of chosen warriors have failed to stop?
A damn good K-pop band, at the very least.
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28 Jan 2026
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“What’s gotten you acting all weird?”
“Wait for it.” Rumi’s hands press against the glass while her eyes scan the skyline excitingly. Suddenly, her hand shoots to the right. “There! Over there!”
Mira’s gaze follows to where Rumi is pointing and sees it just in time. A glimmer of gold waving through the Honmoon.
“Holy shit,” Mira mutters.
Zoey’s eyes widen. “Was that…?”
“A glimpse of the golden Honmoon,” Rumi fills in the question, her eyes shining brightly. “I think our fans like for us to be an item.”
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It's no longer Rumi losing her voice that pushes the plot. It's gay panic instead.
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