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“Alright, the shirt is going to have to come off,” Shane says, sliding back. “I can cut it off you or you can take it off yourself.”
After a lengthy pause in which Shane is unprofessionally lost in those glittering eyes, the firefighter grabs the hem of his shirt and begins to lift. He stops almost instantly with his elbows crossed over his face and his chiseled abdomen right there for Shane to gawp at, holy shit.
The pained noise the man makes jars Shane back into motion. “Right, okay. My turn,” he mumbles, smoothing the fireman’s hands back onto his lap.
or, emergency medicine au where they fall in love one small disaster at a time
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17 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander—omega, prince, and future ruler of Canada—is about to face the most terrifying day of his life: meeting the alpha his family has chosen for him. Traditions his family doesn't follow demand obedience, silence, and perfection—but it doesn’t account for the Russian general with piercing blue eyes, golden curls, and a way of touching Shane as if he already belongs to him.
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“I’m Shane by the way.”
“Shane.”
“My friends call me Rozy.”
“What kind of a name is Rozy?”
“One you won’t forget.”
“Oh.”
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- Part 1 of Beyond Comparison
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16 Feb 2026
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“Don’t you ever want more with… your soulmate?” With me. Don’t you ever want more with me?
Shane waited patiently for Rozanov’s answer, his heart pounding away in his chest as he stared at the other man.
“No,” Rozanov said decisively. Shane felt his heart shatter as the other man flicked his cigarette dismissively. “I do not have a soulmate.”
Oh. Shane sat in stunned silence for a few moments, his glass of vodka frozen in midair, halfway to his lips.
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Ilya has lived his life knowing he would never find a soulmate, and Shane has lived his life waiting for his soulmate to acknowledge him.
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16 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is in for a good year. He’s vice president of his fraternity, captain of the hockey team, and top of his class. Ilya Rozanov’s unexpected arrival rattles him to his very foundation.
*Frat Hollanov AU- Language:
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13 Feb 2026
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No I'm not in love (Why would you think that?) by chantivera
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 May 2025
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Shane lets out a breathless laugh. “Can you imagine? Me and Ilya?”
Rose doesn’t say anything. There’s just a little smile on her face that makes Shane stop. “It’s really not as weird as you think. The only thing standing between you and him is the rivalry you made up.”
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are elite athletes at their university. Shane can't stand Ilya. Ilya loves Shane.
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- Part 1 of University Shilya ❤
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09 Feb 2026
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Shane hadn't been turned on when he woke up. But Shane's body was hardwired to be receptive when it came to Ilya, and so after a few deep kisses and a warm hand against him, Shane could feel the goosebumps rising on his skin. He could feel the low pops and buzzes in his spine. He could feel that low ache, deep inside him, that he'd only ever found one method to sate.
Shane and Ilya have sleepy middle of the night sex.
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02 Feb 2026
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College AU! where Ilya and Shane are roommates and Shane is oblivious to Ilya’s flirting.
Shane has thoughts about Ilya that he can't control, and he spirals wondering what it means for him, and his relationship with his roommate (nothing more), Ilya Rozanov.
Or 5 times Ilya’s a great roommate + the 1 time he isn’t (+ a short epilogue chapter from Irina Rozanov's POV)
Title from ‘The Spins’ by Mac Miller & Empire Of The Sun
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28 Jan 2026
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at your convenience by cutshot for offsideletters
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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He can barely feel anything while Ilya uses him, carefully tipping over the fine line between pain and pleasure, and his heart stops in his chest when the console tilts just enough for him to catch a faint glance of himself in the screen. Cheeks red, eyes wet and cross-eyed, and somehow looking perfectly at home.
Shane feels his head turn back in a silent question.
Ilya’s gaze feels like a death sentence.
“Toys aren’t supposed to cum, are they?”
It had taken them a while to realise that being useful to each other could happen in many forms.
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28 Jan 2026
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The Ballad of Shane Hollander's Tits
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27 Jan 2026
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“You looked so fucking pretty tonight, Hollander. In that big jersey, with that backwards hat. Wanted to bend you over in front of all your friends and fuck you untill you cried.”
Shane whimpers, hands grasping at the car seat beneath him.
“Please, Ilya. Touch me. Need you.”
Ilya pulls his own shirt up over his head and then pauses. Has an idea.
“Get in the back seat, sweetheart.”
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24 Jan 2026
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With his face contorted into a scowl that Rose warned him would become permanent one day, Shane opened the door to reveal one of the hottest men he had ever seen, shirtless, holding his long-lost cat.
Instead of being suave or even just normal about the combination strippergram/pet deliveryman on his doorstep, Shane opted to blow it immediately.
“Where the fuck have you been?” Shane yelled.
A Neighbors AU in which Ilya is the annoying guy next door and Shane tries to deal with it.
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23 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander can handle a playoff game, a rivalry, and an international tournament without breaking a sweat.
Nevertheless, what he can’t handle is Ilya Rozanov looking at him like that.Bookmarked by YouCannotKnowMyName
23 Jan 2026
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Ilya gets traded onto Shane’s team. The problem was that Shane had one big, shameful secret—and Ilya Rozanov was the only one who knew.
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22 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”
Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.
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03 Jan 2026
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“I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”
“Like what?”
“Like you own me.”
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or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.Series
- Part 1 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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31 Dec 2025
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“So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?”
“Yeah.”
Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.”
Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?”
Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?”
Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?”
Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.”
“Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.”
Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.
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- Part 4 of cjo + hr
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30 Dec 2025
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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29 Dec 2025
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“So, you don’t want to kiss a man anymore?”
“I didn’t say I changed my mind about that,” Till replies. “I’ll just ask someone else.”
“Just try it,” Ivan says. The words are sweet, but the sheer amount of venom in them is nothing if not a warning.
whenever till kisses men, they always mysteriously vanish in the next few days. he knows why that is. but the thrill of the chase is much too fun to give up.
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28 Dec 2025
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If he's not vigilant, Till could be whisked away by a lowly, undeserving alpha pest. Ivan kicks back against his seat, wondering what means would be necessary to make sure no one ever gets any funny ideas about Till ever again.
He must tread carefully. If he messes up somehow and gets caught, Till could be furious.
As he's finishing the rest of his drink, Ivan begins devising his plan.
Or, Ivan and Till skip a couple steps in their relationship by not so subtly trying to baby trap each other.
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26 Dec 2025
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He wants to think it was the devil that instigated him first, since he vaguely remembers asking him how they would get around the life siphoning ability. The devil had blown a stray hair out of his eyes before answering plainly, as if he had done this many times before.
"Just wear clothes and watch, dumbass."
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05 Dec 2025