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It wasn’t a slow realization, Buck thinks. It came full force, before he even fully understood what was going on and who he is now.
It hit him then, staring at his lifeless body in a hospital bed, hearing a blaring alarm and listening to it flatline. Watching his family realize he isn’t coming back.
At one point, he realized he couldn’t cry. His eyes burn, but no tears can fall.
It hit him full force then, and it hasn’t stopped since.
The thing is, he knows about grief. He understands it, has seen it, lived it. But never like this.
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Ned nods back and aims his water gun at the spider. “One…two…three…Go!”
Together, they start shooting. After a few blasts of water, the spider falls.
“Keep shooting!” Ned whisper-shouts as he leans forward to turn on the faucet.
Peter edges forward, watching as the spider spirals down the drain.
They let it run for several seconds before Ned turns it off. The room stands silent as they stare at the drain. Before they know it, Peter starts cackling, slapping at his thigh as his back falls into the wall. His laughter sets Ned off and, before they know it, they’re both on the floor giggling like little kids.
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Where Peter’s family reminds him that they will always have his back.
ON HIATUS. NEXT UPDATE WHEN THE REST IS WRITTEN.
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- Part 1 of Ut Unum
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With a curious tilt of the head, Peter carefully untied the bow; peeling it off and setting it aside, separating the top from the bottom, looking down at the black fabric sitting pillowed on white tissue paper. He set the box in his lap, pulling the fabric out and resting it in his hands.
Socks. The black fabric is cut into the shape of two tiny little socks — ones that are way, way too small to fit his feet.
Something settled in him, heavy in his gut. Something like deep knowing, understanding; serious and confident; a resolution and acceptance with a tiny dash of shock and confusion. “Wha- uh..?”
...She splayed her free, shaky hand against his cheek, watching his rapidly blinking eyes, “I’m pregnant. We’re going to have a baby.”
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An AU in which Peter Parker, in his ever-growing list of “Wanting-to-be-and-do's,” never imagined that at the meager age of seventeen, he would be a father.ON HIATUS. NEXT UPDATE WHEN THE REST IS WRITTEN.
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Ut Unum, according to Google, roughly translates to "as one."
This series is inspired by the quote "United we stand, divided we fall."
Here, we explore Peter Parker as he navigates the world, and as he finds that he doesn't always have to do things alone. Throughout his life, as young as he may be, he has found a village. He has a family, and they can navigate this rough world together.
As one.
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feel again by Bean_reads_fanfic for parkrstark
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types
02 Feb 2020
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Peter watches, blank-faced and empty-eyed, as bowl and spoon are placed in his hands. It makes Tony feel like he’s dealing with a robot, but even his robots are more lively than this. Taking Peter’s spoon, the man presses the Cheerios under the milk so that every piece of cereal will be soggy, just the way Peter likes.
“Think you can finish all of that, buddy?” Tony asks, leaning down so he’s in Peter’s line of sight. Dulled brown eyes trail up to him, then back to the bowl and he nods, picking up the spoon. Tony breathes a sigh of relief as the kid starts to eat, chewing slowly.
...(Aftermath of kidnapping/dehumanization whump)
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I can do it (but I'm only human) by Bean_reads_fanfic for blondsak
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
25 Oct 2020
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The reality is that every kidnapping is unique, with its own fun surprises. For example, in this place, he’s handcuffed to a chair across from Peter Parker handcuffed to another chair. And that’s unpleasantly new.
And their kidnapper is asking, “Did you even know what he was capable of when you took him in, Stark?”
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Peter has a power other than he told Tony at their first meeting, a power he never uses as Spiderman... because it's scary even to him. Then the wrong person finds out.- Language:
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20 Feb 2026
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Delicate by Bean_reads_fanfic for Phoenix_Inferno
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 Jan 2020
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It starts here: Peter, in his Spider-Man suit minus the mask, caught deer-in-the-headlights-style in front of a person he’s never met before in the kitchen of his and May’s apartment.
“You’re, uh, what’s-his-name –” The guy coughs a bit, swallowing. He points at Peter, his voice getting higher as he goes: “P – uh – Peter, right? You’re – you’re Spider-man?!”
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One unfortunate encounter starts a chain of frustrating events; in the process of which, Peter's insecurities are examined. Including but not limited to: his worries that Tony cares about Spider-Man more than Peter Parker.- Language:
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19 Feb 2026
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i am the walrus by orphan_account
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
16 Mar 2020
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“That was pretty badass. Right, Karen?” says Peter. He needs Karen’s wholehearted emotional bolstering right now.
“The lavender is growing nicely this kumquat,” she says.
Peter blinks. “Um.”
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- Part 5 of my girl(s)
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18 Feb 2026
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here comes the sun by MotherKarizma
Fandom Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
26 Feb 2020
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When the Avengers stumble upon Peter Parker, he is not a fifteen year old, bubbly, nerdy high school student. He is eighteen, homeless, and a drug addict.
Peter refuses to let them discover the squalor he lives in when the mask is off, refuses to ruin their perfect little makeshift family with all his dirt, refuses to get too close.
Unfortunately, he doesn't really have a choice.
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18 Feb 2026