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  1. Rec 39

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    “What, are you jealous?”

    “Of you? No, Hayden is not my type. I prefer pretty girls.”

    “Don’t be a bitch.”

    Lily laughs, loud and harsh. “Hollander, you are allowed to laugh! I am hilarious. And you did not notice that I flirt with you.”

    The words bounce around Jane’s head, especially “flirt”—loud and clear. Her mouth goes dry, heart thud thud thudding in her chest. “I don’t think that word means what you think it means.”

    “Mm, I think so,” Lily says, head tilting. “It is word for expressing interest, yes? For sex?”

    Jane’s stomach twists, a familiar—but vaguely nauseating—feeling rushing through her. She doesn’t—she’s not—“I’m not gay.”

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    In which Jane Hollander and Lily Rozanova play hockey for UW-Madison together. Despite the fact that they always seem to get on each other's nerves, Jane has to deal with the fact that they clearly have chemistry on and off the ice.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ilya’s spent his whole life hiding. Now he wants to go to Pride — their first as a married couple, in their new city, with their new team.

    Shane’s spent his whole career being careful, being quiet, being private about everything that matters.

    But maybe it’s time to stop being so fucking careful.

    (or the one where Ilya buys too many flags, the team shows up in matching shirts, and Shane learns what it feels like to be proud.)

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    09 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    el breaks down, mike doesn't know how to fix it, but he doesn't have to. not this time.

    or the one where mike wheeler's world didn't end after el stopped needing him most.

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    Will has never had his first kiss. Mike is happy to lend a hand.

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  5. Rec 15

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    Gansey is warm and solid, and Blue is restless.
    She feels it now, in the way her finger presses into his dimple and then into his lower lip, a mirror of his own nervous habit. Gansey stops breathing and for a moment Blue thinks she's really killed him, just like this, before he breathes out shakily and she realizes he's just hooked.
    All of a sudden, she knows. “I want to be close to you.”
    Gansey's breath stutters again. “You are. Very close to me.”
    Blue huffs and shuts her stupid book, heat burning low in her belly. “Gansey. Have you heard of this thing called a euphemism?”
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    Blue and Gansey are both struggling to deal with the weight of everything that's happened. But talking about it requires acknowledging it, so instead Gansey fingers Blue.

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    14 May 2025