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Nakahara Chuuya has felt fear before.
Of course - most people have. Children, especially. The world is a frightening, vicious place, and when people are young and vulnerable - experiencing everything for the first time - it is natural to be afraid.
However, most of these fears are mundane. A monster under the bed, the dark, or heights.
Yokohama City burning to ashes around him is far from mundane.
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Or, a skk seraph of the end au.
(Name change: 9/22/25)
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Once, he’d read a book that spoke of a man named Sisyphus. How he had murdered carelessly, needlessly. How he had tricked the gods with clever plans and a silver-tongue. How he had died, and how those he had tricked and scorned had sought to punish him. Every day, he was forced to roll a large boulder up the side of a steep hill; and every day, just as he reached the top, it would roll back down, and he would have to start all over again.
He wonders now if this is his punishment; his sentence for having a rotten soul and empty space for a heart.
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i love the way that he (fucks me mercilessly) by allayrose
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
21 Jun 2025
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“Good, maybe you’ll start actually listening to me, then.” There’s a heavy layer of sarcasm and disbelief in his voice, which is fair enough. Dazai isn’t exactly known for taking orders.
Grinning, Dazai hasn’t even registered his own words in his head when he says, “oh, does Chuuya want a reversal of roles? That’s fine, I can be a good boy for him if he wants.”
It is only when the silence grows too loud and the faint sounds of traffic begin to grate on his ears without the accompaniment of Chuuya’s voice that he thinks to look over and meet Chuuya’s eyes.
“Oh,” Dazai breathes, eyes wide with something like awe, lips parted in shock. “You liked that.”
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“She’s dead, Scar.” He says gently, even as Scar whips around towards the sound of his voice with an arrow knocked and bow ready to fire at the first sign of movement. He is already dead - it will do nothing save bury into the ground behind him. “You won.”
He hasn’t, not really. He knows Scar is aware of this, too - can see it in the way his shoulders slump, the subtle downturn of his lips and flash of guilt in his eyes.
“Oh.” Scar says simply.
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Scar meets with the other winners. They talk.
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“You love me.” Keith blurts out, the words forming on his tongue and falling from his lips before he can think to stop them, can think to grit his teeth harder and just ignore the crushing weight on his chest. Lance freezes, going rigid beneath Keith’s palm, his own breathing halting in his chest and then picking up speed.
“What?! I - What are you even - “ Lance stutters, eyes wide and face a deep red.
“Real or not real, Lance!” Keith snaps, turning his hand from Lance’s chest to lace their fingers together. Just this touch alone nearly sets him ablaze, longing and desire coursing through his veins and burning him from the inside out. Holding Lance’s hand in a vision is nothing compared to this feeling. “You. Love. Me. Real or not real?” He continues, desperate for an answer, if only because he knows what Lance will say and he just…wants to get it over with.
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Tubbo Lore Appreciation Project by akiossecret, allayrose, bang-the-smoke (708_things), cupofcait, elytrabun, k4yos (orphan_account), lazulex, miserybug, orphan_account, sipuli, soft_cactus, tubboappreciationproject
Fandom Dream SMP, DreamSMP, Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
22 Apr 2021
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A few authors on Twitter came together for this project, where every person wrote one arc in Tubbo's lore!
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- 30,420
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- 15
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“Akutagawa, right? If you don’t mind sharing, what did you do to get solitary?”
“Chuuya–” Tachihara started, picking up a panicked tone.
Akutagawa’s answer was served with a side of cold, dead eye-contact. “I made the mistake of speaking to Dazai.”
“Akutagawa, seriously,” Tachihara snapped. “Stop.”
Chuuya ignored him. “Who’s Dazai?”
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Chuuya is sentenced to a year at Yokohama Reform School and accidentally agrees to rescue an annoying shithead from a life of misery.
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- English
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Bookmarked by allayrose
23 Jan 2026
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Death held the weapon high above his head. “We will never recognize each other again.”
Life looked up through wet lashes, but his eyes reflected sharp, angry determination. “We are both damned,” he hissed. It sounded like a prayer. “You will never escape this.”
Death’s answering grin was sharp as knives. “I suppose you’ll never know.”
Or, Dazai Osamu is the latest Angel of Death sent to the mortal realm. When he awakes, he does not expect to find a strange red-haired boy standing over him. When Nakahara Chuuya is on his way home, he does not expect a strange dark-eyed boy to crash-land in his field.
Neither of them expects to fall in love either.
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- Part 30 of double black
- Part 15 of double black aus
Bookmarked by allayrose
17 Jan 2026
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Seeing the words scrawled in blood, Dazai couldn’t help the smile that spread across his lips.
Once upon a time.
“Once upon a time, there was a boy who died.” The smile turned bittersweet. “And then he came back.”
Twelve-year-old Dazai gains the memories and experiences of his older self. Three years later, he’s an informant in the business of trying to stop the end of the world, but is repeatedly distracted by Chuuya’s own agenda to force Dazai into ‘self-care’ and ‘living’.
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- Part 1 of Bygone Days
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- English
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- 121,193
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- 22/22
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Bookmarked by allayrose
08 Jan 2026
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No Paths Are Bound by Cataclysmic_Calamity
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 Sep 2022
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Xie Lian found something in himself that he thought was gone—worn away with every mistake he had made.
Faith.
His arms opened, and the child was hesitant—but eventually, he fell into them, his body trembling with silent sobs.
"I remember you," he whispered again, voice breaking as Hong-er clung to him.
I remember you.
I remember you.
I will always, for as long as I live, remember you.
(A re-telling of TGCF where Xie Lian has his cursed shackle placed in his eyes, blinding him. And yet, through all of his struggles; there is always someone watching over him.)
(MULTIPLE TRANSLATIONS AVAILABLE)
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- Part 1 of MXTX - Retellings
- Part 1 of No Paths Are Bound + Extras
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- 152/152
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Bookmarked by allayrose
19 Oct 2025
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There was a body in the cot next to him.
A dirty white sheet pulled over an unmoving head, over a still chest—and when he reached out to pull the sheet back—to satisfy that strange curiosity building in his stomach, despite the alarm bells sounding in his head—sharp nails dug into his wrist to keep him from moving.
“Don’t,” the Agency doctor said, pale and sad and tired. “You don’t want to see him like this.”
Four years away from his partner should’ve prepared Chuuya for life alone. Somehow, that time apart makes it all worse though.
or: Dazai saves Chuuya from Corruption. This is the fallout.
check out the beautiful art ihave0problems made for this here.Series
- Part 2 of beyond the end
Bookmarked by allayrose
14 Aug 2025