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  1. Rec 31

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    “He’s not throwing himself off rooftops anymore. He’s not— He’s not asking for it.” His voice cracked at the edges before he forced it flat again. “He’s trying. He’s living. And you’re telling me that’s wrong?"
    Stuart’s shoulders shifted, almost a sigh.
    "This is his path, Nathaniel," he said. "And he must follow it to its end. You cannot shield him forever."

    Or: Neil is dead. Andrew isn’t. And some things are not meant to be.

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    01 Jul 2025

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    Neil is a math nerd who, by a stroke of dumb luck, falls into a group of friends that are the closest thing to family he’s ever had. So, when he tells them about his new mysterious crush, he shouldn’t be surprised how immediately they come up with a plan to help win them over. One they insist that if Neil follows it, he’ll have them falling for him in no time. But things don’t always go to plan – or do they?

    Nicky wants to set him up with someone else. Matt and Jeremy are confused but supportive. Allison and Seth offer lewd suggestions, while Dan does her best to keep everyone in line. Jean and Renee know something, Aaron doesn’t really care, and Kevin just wants Neil to join the lacrosse team.

    But one thing’s for certain – whether Neil’s successful or not, everyone’s got money riding on this.

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    29 Jun 2025

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    Neil woke up as himself for the first time somewhere in San Francisco with hastily done stitches in his wrists and the knowledge it was now his job to keep them alive and moving. He was little more than one alter in a system of twenty-five shadowed by lies, dead-ends, and a bloody end that they all knew was drawing closer by the day, and in one single evening, all their mom’s hard work of keeping them alive was ruined. But Neil had to keep going. It was his job to keep them moving.

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    Another All for the Game rewrite but in which everything is the same except Neil has DID, so really nothing is quite the same.

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    Updates every Sunday!
    The Foxhole Court and The Raven King chapters all posted!

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    29 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    Wei Wuxian’s world is shattered when he finds out he is an omega. He vows not to let anyone find out his secret, wanting to continue his cultivation and not become some concubine to an alpha.

    However, when he goes into heat alone with Lan Wangji, he can’t help his omega instincts from taking the wheel, revealing his secret.

    Now with his secret revealed, Wei Wuxian doesn’t know what the world- and more notably Lan Wangji holds for him.

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    27 Jun 2025

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    Neil turned to look out the window, letting the smoke burn through his lungs longer than he should’ve. It hurt; it made him feel real again. He let it out slowly, afraid time might slip away with the exhale, and he’d become this smoke dissipating into the wind once more.

    If it were a year ago, he would write this off as his memory being odd. It always had been. Conversations he was present for slipped away, and more than just possessions got lost between the cities they stayed in. If this were a year ago, he’d write the missing hours away because he’d been jumbled and upset, and his mind didn’t always hit the record button for the bad stuff. But he wasn’t just surviving for himself anymore.

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    No longer on the run, some inconsistencies Neil had long written off start to effect his daily life. Or, another DID!Neil fic.

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    16 Jun 2025