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i can taste salt (it's become something of a comfort) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
08 Jul 2025
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"Sometimes, I have to find my pulse to believe that this body is still alive."
Or: Ranboo is struggling, but he refuses to turn to his family for help. Selfish, is what he's always been called - but the truth has a way of revealing itself, and eventually it all gets too much to handle. Luckily, there is a city to catch him when he falls, and family to sew him back together when he returns.
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He Tells Me He’s Gentle When He Wants to Be (So I Think He Wants to Be Gentle With Me) by odymcbea
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game)
01 Jan 2023
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“I don’t get this, you know.”
Technoblade arched his brow as he wound the boxing wraps around Tommy’s knuckles. The teenager’s hands were textured strangely under Technoblade’s fingers, stretches of burn scars pockmarking the skin. They trembled involuntarily.
Tommy continued: “I’m not supposed to hit people. Sam’s been getting on my ass about it for years. Now all of a sudden, he wants me to? Wants me to get better at it, even?”
Technoblade suppressed his huff of laughter. He didn’t need this kid thinking he found him at all amusing. “That’s not why you’re here.”
“Right,” Tommy drawled, tilting his head up to fix Technoblade with a squint-eyed look. With his blonde curls and blue eyes, the kid looked positively angelic. That illusion was shattered the moment he opened his mouth. “I’m here to learn discipline. Get some aggression out. Become a decent fucking member of society.”
“Can’t help you with that last one,” Technoblade said honestly.
Or, thanks to an act of persuasion by an old friend, Technoblade finds himself teaching a teenager with a troubled past how to box. Together, they carve out a future, though not without a few bloody noses along the way.
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Bookmarked by itwasnevermeanttobe (anemic_loser)
06 Jun 2024
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There’s a grunt. One, two, three, quick and panicked, and suddenly a large, fluffy mass is leaning into Tommy’s space.
Still curled up in pain, Tommy almost misses it—almost misses the dilation of Techno’s pupils, almost misses the constant chuff, chuff, chuff, and snort, snort, snort, as Techno’s head dips down to look at him. But Tommy’s been looking for it all week, so, as if magnetized, Tommy still lifts his pained head upward.
Instinct-Techno is back. The Instinct-Techno that looks out for him. The Instinct-Techno that actually cares.
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When Tommy was first rescued, he had told his crew that humans couldn't stand touch. Now, touch-starved and lonely, Tommy was willing to hold onto that secret forever.
But when Techno falls into his instincts, Tommy's resolve starts to crumble, and he starts to wonder exactly what he has to do to get this love all the time.
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A Myriad of Miscommunications by TheHappySpider
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
19 Mar 2024
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Technoblade is a human, abducted against his will and kept in a black market.
Phil, Wilbur, Tommy, Tubbo and Ranboo are looking for something to protect them from pirates.Or: Humans are Space Orcs and Wilbur thinks one would make a good guard dog.
Lots of miscommunication and a mix of perspectives.Series
- Part 1 of Miscommunications AU
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Bookmarked by itwasnevermeanttobe (anemic_loser)
05 May 2024
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THIS IS SO GOOD AND (HOPEFULLY) WILL BE UPDATED ‼️‼️‼️‼️ MISCOMMUNICATION ALIENS
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old friend (fuck you i still love you) by Sky_Dust (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
22 May 2022
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Tommyinnit is a dead thing. Tommyinnit is alone. Tommyinnit acquires bad habits like he acquires scars- which is to say frequently and painfully.
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Tommy sits in the tundra and waits for death. Someone else scoops him up instead.
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Tommy starts drinking. It ends up leading to a promise of healing.
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Bookmarked by itwasnevermeanttobe (anemic_loser)
25 Apr 2024
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The writing here is so good oml