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    Naruto continued forward until he felt his knees give out. He stumbled to the ground and tried to keep himself upright but it was no use. Footsteps rushed toward him and he rolled over to see Hidan approaching.

    His furious expression promised nothing short of murder. He looked like he’d walked straight out of a nightmare. Naruto scooted back pathetically but froze instantly when Hidan pointed the silver revolver at him.

    This was it. It was finally over.

    “I’ll make it quick,” Hidan said gently as he panted above him. “And I’ll be right behind you.”

    Naruto gazed up at the slate blue early morning sky. Everything was silent. His eyes slipped closed and when Hidan cocked the hammer back and the sharp metal clink reached Naruto’s ears, he didn’t even flinch.

    Or…

    Naruto struggles to break free of his his toxic, abusive relationship and tries his hardest to put his life back together. He meets a tall, handsome, dark-haired stranger and as he slowly tries to move on from his past, Naruto’s demons reappear with a deadly vengeance.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Sasuke wanted to escape his home and have a simple life in college. Naruto is afraid of being alone and doesn't know how to take a hint. They’re just roommates in college who constantly clash. There is no way that will ever change. Right?

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    Read the tags guys! There are some heavy topics.

    (the physical abuse is mentioned a couple of times, mostly the first chapter, but it's never actually happening at the time.)
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    also, they might switch once in like the far end of the story but not necessarily, idk yet.
    but if they will and you’re against it you can just skip it dw

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    19 Feb 2026

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    When Naruto first met Sasuke he thought that he had imagined him. He wasn’t anything like the other illusions, but that didn’t mean he was real.

    He was so sure he wasn’t..

    Naruto had learned not to trust his reality a long time ago- schizophrenia will do that to a guy. But nothing quite shook it to its core the way that Sasuke had.

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    Sasuke roughly grabbed the blonde and tore his hand away from his face, his grip firm and unyielding. “What makes you think you can touch me?” he snarled.

    “Feels so real..” Naruto muttered to himself, his gaze shifting to the hand bruising his wrist. He looked up. “I wish it was.”

    Sasuke blinked. “Are you fucking insane?!”

    “Yes.”

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    ** Chapter 18 includes a recap in beginning notes because it’s been a while since I updated.**

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    Winter, 1946. Haunted by his war experiences, Naruto is trying to rebuild his life on a remote farm in Wyoming. Supported by Sasuke, the man he loves, and guided by a veteran psychologist, he embarks on a slow journey towards healing. Surrounded by silence, wounds and love, he realises that merely surviving isn't enough — he must learn to live again.

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    11 Nov 2025