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"Will you tell me more about your mother?"
Shane has been quiet for so long that Ilya thought maybe he was asleep. He should have known he was in his own head instead, thinking of something to say to startle Ilya so bad that he jerks in his seat. "Why?"
"I just. You said that she would love me, and I just wish I could have met her. I wish I could have a chance to say the things you said to my parents, to make sure she knows that I love you and you're not alone here. I want to know her, as much as I can. I want to be able to see the parts of her in you and appreciate them too."
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these shaking hands, soaked in red by asphodellic
Fandoms: The Mars House - Natasha Pulley
24 Aug 2025
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Time moved oddly when you were watching something horrible happen. Especially when you were powerless to stop it.
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"The trials and tribulations of being the accessories of Senator Gale." River inclined their head at the couch adjacent to their chair. "You can hide with me, if you like. Although I'm not going to be more entertaining."
"I don't need to be entertained," Max assured them. "Sitting here in silence with you will be so much better than being in there with Aubrey and their…friends. It's not even a contest."
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you have this way of knowing it'll be okay by asphodellic
Fandoms: The Mars House - Natasha Pulley
23 Aug 2025
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Mornings with River looked like this.
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They'd done so well at holding to their resolve and keeping January out of this, for both of their sakes, but reading their messages made them feel weak. It would be cruel, to open this wound up again, but River was already intimately familiar with the worst pain they could stand.
What was a little more?
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love, we're jumping in the deep end by asphodellic
Fandom The Mars House - Natasha Pulley
17 Aug 2025
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a crooked touch (Astarion x m!Tav) by eyes_of_the_lamb
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
16 Nov 2024
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“Make it hurt, then. Kiss me like you want to kill me.”
“I can do that.”
Two broken stars in a decaying orbit, passing closer and closer together until the inevitable, devastating collision.
Or, Tav is fucked up and down bad for Astarion, who doesn't quite see the appeal (but he's getting there). Sexual frustration, sloppy handjobs, a heavy dose of masochism, and way too many failed Insight checks ahead. Tav falls first, Astarion falls harder (eventually).
Or, a tragic-but-hopeful romance told through a series of incredibly ill-advised sexual encounters.
If you want to read a story where Astarion is sweet from the start and Tav is here to fix him, this isn't the one. If you want to read about two terribly broken men spending a good long while making each other worse before they make each other better, this might be for you. If you thought the in-game romance was a little too easy and it should have been ten times more painful and difficult to convince Astarion he's worthy of love, this is definitely for you.
Set during the canonical events of Baldur's Gate 3.
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Bookmarked by asphodellic
31 Jul 2024
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Charlie wanted Harry, but he’d never planned on having him. He’d never planned on Draco Malfoy, either. He hadn’t planned on anything but living out his days in Romania, with his friends and his dragons and his safe, peaceful distance.
Apparently, it wasn’t a very popular plan.
This is a story about crumbs and flickers and roots, running away and coming home; about falling in love without meaning to (twice), and having truly good friends, and the mutually revealing recognition between two people in love with the same man.
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So when Jamie got the call from Roy’s sister, and an astoundingly clever and important little girl invited him to a sweet and silly little celebration, just them four — that was that, really. He didn’t think too hard about it. Two hours of travel to get here in the middle of a whirlwind training with the fucking National team and he follows the draw, the pull, the immeasurable force guiding him here. Not a single thought of protest, of resistance, even occurred to him. He just made it happen.
He’s really fucking gone, ain’t he?
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Bookmarked by asphodellic
04 May 2024
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Peak yearning and A+ Jamie brain
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A Page with No Space by dodgerkedavra for st0rminthecassl
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
19 Jul 2023
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In a desperate bid to get Malfoy to talk to him, Harry Potter slips him an enchanted notebook during sixth year.
Five years later, he finally gets an answer.
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01 Dec 2023
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Wouldn't Say No by Letterblade for brooklynapple
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
23 Aug 2020
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Marianne gulps an even deeper breath, and Hilda can see the tips of her ears pink. “Is…is this about that time you…”
“Coaxed you into admitting your deepest darkest fantasies because you’re so good for me?”
Hilda arranges a surprise for her dearest baby girl.
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11 Sep 2021