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    Ilya had never denied himself anything. He liked to feel good, and usually wanting felt good.

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    Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”

    Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    When Shane thought back on his life, he could not identify a serious misstep. Nothing should be wrong with him. He'd done everything exactly how he was supposed to.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane texts him his second day in Sochi, after the Opening Ceremony is over and the sports are beginning.

     

    Are you staying in the Village? he asks. Capitalization, proper grammar. Innocuous.

     

    Nyet, Ilya texts back. Here in his country Shane can learn a little Russian. Latin alphabet, he can be generous.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    In which Shane makes the headlines, Ilya has a history of terrible bedside manners, and the line between murder and manslaughter is the razor thin edge of intent. 

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    18 Feb 2026