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    Sam swallowed hard. "Dean, what... what happened to him?"

    Dean didn't know how to answer that. He hadn't seen Castiel since he was trapped in the fancy prison cell with the cheeseburgers and gold trim. He had called Castiel soulless and spineless, among other things, and then cut the angel off.

    "We're done."
    "Dean—"
    "We're done."

    Castiel had vanished, and Dean hadn't seen him since. Maybe he still hadn't seen him. Because the broken person cowering in front of him was not Castiel. It couldn't be.

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    21 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    How was he supposed to explain that sometimes, his head belonged to another, two anothers, perhaps even three, and they're all trapped inside is fraying sanity like glowing fireflies in little glass jars; that sometimes he was a marine soldier who liked to hurt himself – purge himself of sin, of insubordination; sometimes he was a chick who sounded like the warmth of his mother; and sometimes he was a kid that wanted building blocks and french lullabies and to eat crayons.

    Or Dean has dissociative identity disorder.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    AU. Sam noticed a few things weren't quite right after they killed the Trickster. After going back to check things out, his life will never be the same.

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    16 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    Sammy is gone. Cas left.
    And Dean...Dean is not very good at being alone. Especially when the voices kick in.

     

    So I had kind of a rough week, and this one came from a pretty dark place, but I promise it'll get better! It kinda took on a life of it's own.

    WARNINGS: Depression, mild suicidal thoughts, non-graphic self-harm in the beginning. Sorry, I know it's a lot darker than I usually go, but it just kinda happened. Dean really hates himself, but not for long if our favorite angel has anything to say about it.

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    16 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    At thirty-two years old, Dean is homeless, lonely and a drunk. He truly believes his life can't get any worse until he's kidnapped by a psychopathic cowboy and offered to his son for his birthday.

    Castiel is nothing like his violent father though, and Dean starts to wonder if life really is worse at his side than it was when he used to be alone in the streets.

    Is losing his freedom the price Dean has to pay to finally be loved and cared for? And if it is...Does he even want to escape this place?

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    15 Feb 2026