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wanna make up my mind by crushcandles
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
22 Jul 2025
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"It doesn't feel like me," Mu Qing says. "It's all so far away, and you...you...the way you are with him..."
The way he is with Fu Yao? A hundred images come to Feng Xin at once. Them pleasuring each other, hands and mouths and bodies, the raw, filthy things they say to each other. The moments before that, brushing fingers over clothes, suggestive wordplay, a kiss that deepens slowly or suddenly. The time spent together even before those moments. Exploring the land side by side, sharing ideas to solve a problem, fighting together, depending on each other.
Fu Yao is easier than Mu Qing.
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27 Dec 2025
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the pictures that hang in your mouth by herkisser
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
23 Nov 2025
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Feng Xin and his starkiller grin barrel into his periphery. “And what about me?”
Mu Qing hums, senselessly giddy. “What about you?” he says, and means, I will know you for as long as this earth spins. I will know you until the sun sleeps. I will know you even if you choose to forget me. I will know you as the soul knows life and the flower knows death and the heart knows emptiness. I will know you as love knows you.
(Or, coming home.)
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10 Dec 2025
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Wager Where This Perfect Sun Sets by delurianne
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
30 Jun 2022
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A wager is struck at the last ‘Ju Yang’ temple: if, in a day, Feng Xin can convince his own priests to rededicate the temple to ‘Nan Yang’, then Mu Qing will serve as his deputy for ten nights.
Mu Qing is certain he will not lose.And now here he is, spending his evenings as Fu Yao, taking on the tremendous task of being Feng Xin’s personal attendant. Little does he know that Feng Xin has dreams of serving his rival the very thing Mu Qing seems to be most invested in: Ju Yang, as much of it as he can take.
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- 15/15
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09 Dec 2025
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during sex i sometimes wonder if my opponent secretly likes me by skadii
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
14 Nov 2023
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Mu Qing is hit with sex pollen. Feng Xin helps him out.
One of these things is true.
“Gorgeous,” Feng Xin’s repeating, over and over. “You’re perfect. Never known someone to take my cock so well.”
Mu Qing drags himself from his stupor. “What,” he gasps, “like it’s hard?”
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07 Dec 2025
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Post-series. An accident has unexpected ramifications, and Ichigo suddenly faces a new life and a new threat in Soul Society. Living is never as simple as it seems. IchiRuki, complete. Archived from original posting on fanfiction.net from August - October of 2010.
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03 Feb 2025
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Things I Cannot Accept by SprigsofViolets
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
21 Jul 2022
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In 2016, Ellen Claremont lost the presidential election.
In 2019, Alex Claremont-Diaz is not the first son of the United States, so he’s shocked when his path crosses with Prince Henry for the first time in almost four years.
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- English
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- 69,703
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- 18/18
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- 550
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02 Feb 2024
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A Heart Even More Your Own. by chaa_kiao
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
16 Nov 2022
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“Guess you’ll be writing those poems after all.” He swallows. "I should go."
Henry’s mind— every part of him, really— his heart, his body, his fucking soul— is screaming at him to take it all back. To hell with the monarchy, the American presidency, damn it all. This is the man he’s spent his entire life loving and he’s throwing it away for a legacy he doesn’t give a single fuck about. He forces out a rough “I think so,” but he can’t hear it over the ringing in his ears.
“I love you.”
“Alex—”
“I know,” Alex says. “I just had to say it.”
_______Or: Alex and Henry getting back together takes a little bit longer this time.
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- English
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- 8/8
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29 Jan 2024
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Be Worthy Love, and Love Will Come by sparklepocalypse
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
25 Dec 2023
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"For Christmas this year, all I would like is a best friend who doesn’t mind too much that I’m a prince. Most of my classmates poke fun because of who I am, or treat me like I’m too special to be their friend. I want a best friend who knows me as much as my family does and still likes me. I know that you can’t wrap a best friend up in a box and put it under the tree, but you’re magic so you know the best way to bring one."
(Movieverse canon divergence; Prince Henry, age 8, writes to Father Christmas wishing for a best friend. A few weeks later, he finds one.)
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10 Jan 2024
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They’re in the air twenty minutes before the next report comes in, this time over their headsets. “Patient is located on the eastern side of Sgòr Gaoith. He reports a sudden snow squall came up, and he lost his footing and took a fall. He’s conscious and reports no major injuries, but he’s stuck on a ledge and can’t make it back to the trail. Patient is wearing a red jacket and a black knit cap and states his name is – ” there’s a burst of static over the radio.
“Please repeat the patient’s name,” Henry says into the headset mic as Schlosser programs the mountain’s location into the GPS.
There’s a bit more static, and then the dispatcher states, “Alexander Claremont-Diaz.”
(Or, a movieverse canon divergent AU wherein Henry is in the RAF and Cakegate still takes place, but the PR campaign doesn't happen – and two months after Cakegate, Alex does something dumb on a mountain in Scotland.)
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08 Jan 2024
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The money he'd stolen from Hydra has almost run out when he finds a black piece of card stock with blocky capital letters stapled to a telephone pole:
FUNNEL NO. 9
DO YOU HAVE KNIFE SKILLS?
WE NEED YOU
And then below, there's a phone number.
Knife skills? I have knife skills, he thinks. That part is pretty self-explanatory, though he has no idea what Funnel No. 9 could mean. He doesn't really want to get back into the hitman business, but needs must, and Bucky Barnes is a practical man.
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- English
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- 16/16
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21 Mar 2022
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Rhapsody in Pink by the1918
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
10 Oct 2020
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After being chemically castrated for the entirety of his time as Hydra’s Winter Soldier, Bucky is attempting to recover his life—with the help of his oldest and best friend—when seventy years of a denied libido suddenly comes raging back in a series of graphic hallucinations. Steve is there to help.
(Or: Bucky Barnes’s dick wakes up after a seven-decade nap. It is very interested in Steve Rogers.)
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Post-CA:TWS / AOU canon divergence, set at the Avengers up-state facility.- Language:
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- 6/6
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- 841
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24 Feb 2022
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** VERY IMPORTANT ** odetteandodile did some amazing artwork for this, but AO3 says she can't be a co-creator, but be VERY assured that she is, and is awesome
In 1930s Hollywood, the world is run on the studio system. Stars are told who to date, what to wear, what to say, and how to look pretty doing it. The only way you can really do what you want is if you don't get caught.
Steve's dating Peggy, which works out because she's married to Sam, even though it's not legal. But it's the perfect cover for the fact that Steve's gay. He's managing just find skirting the system to find companionship, but then he meets James Barnes and life gets a lot more complicated.
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- English
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- 69,658
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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10 Jun 2021
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Steve is perfectly happy in his life as a teacher, until Bucky Barnes, SHIELD agent, comes into his life during a parent-teacher conference. And then, like everything with SHIELD that Steve's ever dealt with, it all goes wrong and his life is in danger.
All Bucky is trying to do is get this case over with. But then a certain blond, stubborn-as-hell teacher is suddenly in his life, and he's got a lot more than HYDRA on his mind.
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08 Jun 2021
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Bucky blinks at him. "You’re sure your brain wasn’t damaged?"
"Yes," Steve sputters. "Why do you keep asking that?"
"I almost killed you," Bucky says, still with almost no emotion in his voice. It’s unclear if he’s questioning Steve because he can’t seem to string a sentence together, or because it’s crazy to tell Bucky he’s still a hero after almost being murdered by him, but it doesn’t matter.
"You didn’t, though," Steve says firmly. "And you’re… here."
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Steve has never forgotten Bucky Barnes. Not their childhood together, not the horror of the moment Bucky fell too far for him to reach, and not the way he's loved him all the while.
Bucky has forgotten everything about Steve, at least at first. But there's still a feeling there, warm in his chest—and maybe now that he's found his way back to Steve Rogers and his sunny apartment, there's a chance it might turn into something more.
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- English
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- 40,516
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- 6/6
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29 May 2021
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tezeta (nostalgia) by vowelinthug
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
04 Jun 2018
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Steve Rogers is a terrible tourist, and a lousy house guest.
Bucky Barnes waters his plants and tries his best.
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set in that sweet spot between Black Panther and Infinity War, in a little valley in Wakanda
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- 20,140
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- 1/1
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06 May 2021
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"Going somewhere?" Bucky asks, like he feels like he's obligated to.
"Going on a trip," Steve says.
"Where?"
"Dunno. Wanna come?"Steve and Bucky go on a road trip. Breakthroughs are made.
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04 May 2021
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So I Took a Faithful Leap by odetteandodile
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
08 Oct 2018
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Bucky doesn’t fall and Steve doesn’t crash. The Howling Commados take out the remaining Hydra bases…and then they go home, just like all the other allied soldiers. Throughout the war, they discuss what each of them would do if they make it back again. The only person Steve doesn’t ask is Bucky. He’s afraid of the answer.
Steve himself isn’t sure if he knows how to do anything but be a soldier and a weapon anymore, but remembering the promise he made he vows to try to be just a good man again.
He buys a farm in Washington state, and tries to relearn how to be at peace.
(Featuring: Steve as a bearded farmer, two rescued puppies, badass Peggy Carter speaking truth, the Howling Commandos doing the same, an apple orchard, soldier homecoming angst, and two dumb boys waiting way too long to talk it out–but don’t worry, they do.)
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- Part 1 of This Soldier Knows
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- 19,595
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- 1/1
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- 182
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- 1,710
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- 400
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21 Apr 2021
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darling heart, i loved you from the start (but that's no excuse for the state i'm in) by voxofthevoid
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
22 May 2019
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“I thought you’d make a terrible Nazi but turns out you’d make a terrifying one instead.”
The year is 2012. Loki has vanished with the Tesseract, and Manhattan is a blazing wreck. A very tired Steve Rogers goes home and meets another very tired Steve Rogers.
Or, the one where Steve saves the mind stone for last and decides to fuck the timeline beyond all recognition, which regrettably involves crawling delicately up Hydra's asshole and less regrettably involves showering a very confused Bucky Barnes with affection.
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- 19,727
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- 1/1
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- 5
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- 453
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- 4,101
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11 Apr 2021
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let me be buried under your name by tempestaurora
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
17 Oct 2019
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Bucky's dog tags were folded in the crease of the paper he'd torn from his journal, reading: "Steve, here. You have them, if you want them. You have me, if you want me. I’ve never tried loving a man before but for you I’ve run headfirst into wars and Death’s wide, gaping jaws, so this is easy in comparison. This is like breathing."
It was so dark when Bucky handed him the note, the fire just burning out, and he glanced back only once to see Steve watching him as he walked away.
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01 Apr 2021
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Act of Sage by brenayla
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Aug 2020
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After the Battle of New York, Steve finds a strange note in his apartment. It’s his handwriting, but he sure as hell would’ve remembered writing this.
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- Part 1 of 2012 'verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 64,315
- Chapters:
- 20/20
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- 2
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- 597
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29 Mar 2021