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In the quiet of the night, Alberta and Pete explore desire and connection. Between garden shadows and the guest room, playful words and lingering touches spark a ghostly, passionate intimacy that blurs life and afterlife. Note: English is not my first language, so please forgive any small mistakes
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16 Feb 2026
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Alberta leads Pete into the library for a moment of quiet… and possibly not-so-quiet discoveries. But fate has other plans.
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A lifelong fear of storms rears it's ugly head for Evan "Buck" Buckley one night but with old techniques and new friends he thinks he can make it through.
Whumptober Day Five:
"My Panic's at the Ceiling, But I'm Face Down on the Carpet"
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16 Feb 2026
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“What do you want from me, Eddie?” Buck whispers. It’s too damn soft, too weak.
“Did nothing I say earlier even matter?” Eddie’s grip tightens. “Do you think I want you to stay quiet? That I want you to avoid me?”
Silence again.
Buck’s eyes drift off to the side of the room, distant and avoidant, like he’s leaving the room without ever physically exiting. He’s slipping through Eddie’s fingers even though they are so close to each other.
Eddie can't stand how quiet Buck is being after their fight in the kitchen, knowing Buck is spiraling and won't allow himself to fall apart, so he takes matters into his own hands to get Buck out of his head.
Written for the Wee Woo Kink Meme
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16 Feb 2026
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Three months after losing Bobby, two months after Eddie leaving for Texas, and one month after giving up on repairing what grief has already hollowed out, Buck signs the resignation letter before anyone can stop him.
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Another amnesia fic no one asked for
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06 Feb 2026
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Buck and Eddie got together shortly after the ladder truck bombing, Buck moves in with Eddie during his recovery and no one really questions it. The only people they actually tell they are dating are Chris, Carla, abuela and Tía Pepa. That is until Buck and Chris get stuck in the tsunami, anyways. Because whilst on top of the 136's truck, after saving as many as he could, Buck realises a few things about himself.
1 - he is a male carrier.
2 - he is pregnant.
3 - he is having a miscarriage. Whilst on blood thinners.
With no way of getting help to them any time soon, Buck is struggling to come to grips with those realisations, with trying (and probably failing) not to traumatise Chris too much more, and with his feelings regarding everything that was happening on top of the truck, and how he was going to tell Eddie, and, well, everything. Why didn't his parents get him tested? Why didn't he get himself tested when he left them?
How would they get through this?
With the help of their family, and each other, they might be able to. Just so long as he survives long enough to make it off the fire truck and back home.
And don't you worry, they will be happy, and have a baby eventually.Bookmarked by certified_star
06 Feb 2026
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Eddie can feel the goosebumps puckering across Buck’s skin. He’s torn between chasing that feeling, letting the goosebumps spread all over Buck's pale body—or rubbing his fingers over each individual hump and smoothing them out completely.
Eddie gives Buck a massage to help with the pain in his leg after he’s injured on a call. Things…escalate and they get their happy ending after all.
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04 Feb 2026
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When Eddie had groaned and cursed his black thumb, he hadn’t expected the neighbour’s kid to hear him from beyond the fence and offer his help for some measly change. For a split second, the old ego he thought he’d beaten into submission years ago reared its head but Eddie was well aware of his strengths and weaknesses. There was a reason he had never managed to keep the plants his late Abuela gifted him over the years alive for long.
Now, here they were. Buck going back to hunch over the tomato and pepper plants while Eddie watched him from the kitchen window like some voyeuristic creep lusting over his neighbour’s jailbait kid.
Jesus.
Or, Eddie and his controversially young boyfriend.
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04 Feb 2026
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Where the shape of you, lost and dear (Where your voice, stay silent, silent, silent) by orphan_account
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05 Sep 2025
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The thing is, Buck tries. He tries really hard to keep everyone together, to help where he can, to support everyone while they all go through the loss, but it never feels like enough. Buck tries to give them time. Give them space. Slowly but surely, he becomes just another ghost haunting the house, and somewhere in there he realizes that he cannot live like this anymore.
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02 Feb 2026
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Buck finds a little cat in the street and decides he wants to be a cat dad. Eddie can’t find out why his boyfriend is acting weird.
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25 Jan 2026
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Five or so minutes in, he’s so focused that he doesn’t even register the strong hands grabbing his hips—but quickly, all at once, he’s painfully aware of them as they tug his sweatpants and underwear down together. Buck’s mouth is stuffed full of dick, muffling the panicked whimper that escapes him, but it’s the only sound in the room.
He knows there are multiple men behind him, multiple men now staring at Buck’s ass in the air, his thighs parted, and between them, his soaked, pink pussy—his secret, out in the open, exposed and dripping for them all to see.
The chill air makes him even more aware of how wet he is. A hand splays over his tailbone, holding him in place.
“Shit, Buckley,” someone chuckles. “You’ve been holding out on us.”
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25 Jan 2026
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Eddie’s ready to retract his previous statement. He now fully understands the hype of blowjobs, even more so as Buck verbalised intangible words, sending vibrations through him, arms encasing him enough that even thrusting was an effort to do. Buck seemed to appreciate the help though.
He swore he only closed his eyes for a moment, looking up at the light above them, but when he opened them again, it was dark. No longer was he looking at the loft’s far up ceiling, but instead his own bedroom’s one.
He didn’t shoot awake with a gasp, in fact he was silent, lying in his own disgust while his sheets were tangled around his hips, sticky and damp. The phantom sensation of Buck’s hands pressing into his lower back lingered even though it technically wasn’t even there in the first place. He groaned, scrubbing a hand over his face.
— (where eddie diaz keeps having wet dreams of his best friend)
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- Part 10 of my answer is you (buddie fics)
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16 Jan 2026
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The link had popped up in Eddie’s feed as a sponsored ad, a grainy thumbnail that was somehow, unmistakably, Buck.
He clicked.
And there he was. Buck, smiling that familiar, disarming smile directly into the camera, sitting cross-legged on a rumpled bed. “Hey there,” Buck said, his voice a little lower, a little rougher than usual. “So, it’s my birthday. The big three-oh.” He grinned, a flash of white teeth and crinkling eyes. “And for my birthday special… I’m gonna take thirty creampies in me.”
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Eddie stumbled upon one of Buck's old OnlyFans video.
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16 Jan 2026
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“Chris you need to keep still okay? It’s- it’s going to hurt but I have to straighten your bone. Just take a deep breath buddy. I-I’m sorry”
Pregnant Buck and Christopher are at the pier when the Tsunami hits. Chris is badly hurt and Buck just wants to get his son to hospital before his daughter makes her appearance in the world.
Eddies at work and hasn’t checked his phone. All he knows is Buck is at the hospital for a check up and Christopher is in school. They’re safe.
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Buck has to carry Chris to a hospital after his leg and arm are broken in the tsunami. Did I mention he’s in labour with not Eddies daughter and hasn’t seen another person in the last 6 hours?
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14 Jan 2026
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Eddie shouldn't feel so pleased over that fact. He shouldn't want for Buck's eyes to stay on him all night long. Eddie shouldn't like how Buck had to lean in close to Eddie's ear and shout over the music just so Eddie could hear him. And he definitely shouldn't have enjoyed the heat of Buck's body every time Buck did lean in, or the way the heat of Buck's breath brushed against Eddie's ears, sending a tingling sensation down his spine.
But he did—he does.
Eddie has been unpacking his sexuality.
9x07 coda
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- Part 3 of flickers in my head - buddie codas
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12 Jan 2026
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Eddie lies in his bed, sleep flowing through his mind like molasses, when he feels the warmth of a hand splayed on his stomach. A hand that’s not his. His eyes fly open, and he looks around frantically, reaching towards his nightstand to find something, anything, he could fight the intruder with, when his gaze lands on– on himself.
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11 Jan 2026
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After trying to drown his pain away, Eddie reluctantly lets an even drunker Ravi force him into a confession he's not ready for.
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- Part 1 of Season 9b Codas
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11 Jan 2026
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He shouldn’t be thinking about this at all. He’s not — they’re not Buck’s keeper. He’s a grown man who can make his own choices and clearly, he did. He chose to not enter into a nontraditional relationship and that’s fine. It didn’t surprise Eddie at all. Eddie’s pretty sure Buck’s a one and done at heart, even if he hasn’t found his one yet.
And Eddie’s not…he doesn’t know what he is. He doesn’t think about what he is or is not, because if he starts walking down that switch-backing path he may never find his way home.
or: Eddie thinks about the whole...affair later.
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11 Jan 2026