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Tobio never fit in.
He didn't fit in at five, when everyone seemed to just work together in a way he didn't understand, and he started scribbling in blue crayon.
He didn't fit in at twelve, when Oikawa Tooru, Oikawa-san, his soulmate scorned and rejected him, and his greyscale paintings matched the once-vibrant mark on his finger.
He didn't fit in at fifteen, when his team left him standing alone on the court, abandoned, and everything he drew was the color of the grief he was drowning in- because his grandfather was gone.It was the reason he clung so desperately to volleyball, to the wonderful sport his grandfather had given him, and perhaps the reason it seemed to slip through his fingers. It was the reason his soulmate seemed to hate him.
And then Tobio met Kyoutani, and Hinata, and even that complete asshole Tsukkishima. Maybe he fit in, finally.
Despite all of this, even though he has people he can call friends now, even though it hurts, Kageyama Tobio is still a little bit in love with Oikawa Tooru.
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08 May 2021
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yoongi hyung
how could my time ever be wasted on you?
the time that i spend with you could never be a waste
jeongguk-ah answer me
if you were dying, would you tell me not to visit you in the hospital because i can’t make your wounds heal?jeongguk
of course notyoongi hyung
then why is this any different?
why is your mental pain any smaller when you’re hurting so much?
is it a waste of time for me to hold your hand while you’re struggling to breathe?(Or: Jeongguk knows a few things. One: He loves his hyungs. Two: Helping them relax helps him relax. Three: He likes the give of - dick, apparently, between his fingers. He likes squeezing it, sort of like a stress ball. It's comforting.
Jeongguk knows it's weird. He just realizes it a little too late.)
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Bookmarked by cherrykisess
18 Dec 2020
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“Are you okay?” Tsukishima asks, looking at Tobio through his eyelashes. They are light colored and straight, and if Tobio were a more poetically inclined person, he might think that they look like threads of spun gold.
No, Tobio wants to say. Put your glasses back on. I can’t breathe.
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18 Dec 2020
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Kageyama wears a pair of thigh-high kneepads.
Bookmarked by cherrykisess
18 Dec 2020