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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    Spit dribbles down Ilya's knuckles, pushed out of Hollander's mouth with his croaked beg. Hollander doesn't look like he even knows what he's pleading for, his eyes glistening as he looks up at Ilya through his eyelashes and trembling fingers wrap around Ilya's wrist.

    Ilya swallows, mouth dry and heart racing. Hollander isn't trying to guide his hand anywhere, he's so out of it that he probably couldn't even if he tried, he's just holding on like Ilya is the only thing that's tethering him to the Earth.

    "Fuck," Ilya says again.

     

    or ep2 bathroom scene but ilya puts his fingers in shane’s mouth and this somehow makes things worse.

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    25 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 41

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    The moment Drapeau steps away, Shane pulls out his phone to check the time and–how the fuck has it only been twenty minutes since he got here? God, this is torture. He's about to lock the phone and shove it back into his pocket when it buzzes, a new notification popping up on the screen. A message from Ilya.

    Against his better judgment, he opens it.

    Ilya: My cock is leaking right now.

    OR: While out at a club for J.J.'s birthday, Shane receives increasingly suggestive texts from Ilya. He struggles to hold it together.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    “I can’t—” Shane tries to speak through the hysteria, but he gets caught trying to suck in a sharp breath. “I ca—

    Hayden brings the phone back to his own ear.

    “He can’t hear you, man, he’s freaking out.”

    There’s shuffling on Rozanov’s end, then, very distinctly, he says, “Put me on speakerphone.”

    Or: Shane finds out about the plane malfunction just a tad too late. Featuring: breakdowns in the locker room, Ilya's love put on blast, and Comeau being the canonical dick we all know him to be.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “You're being cruel, Ilya. Please just— stop.”

    Pain blooms across Ilya's expression, a brief lapse in form. He's quick to recover, furrowing his brow and pursing his lips, like Shane’s made more than a simple request, like he's got Rose Laundry here, in his lap, parading her around like Ilya has with all his women since rookie year. Like he has any right to that pain.

    “Oh, so this is what it takes to make you say my name without freaking out.”

    Or: Shane does not go home with Rose after the club.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov does not make it two weeks on Zoloft before the worst side effect hits hard and fast.

    or,

    “Barrett, I fucked up,” he says.

    “Roz?” Barrett sounds dazed.

    “I fucked up,” he repeats, and he realizes how drunk he sounds. He’s in so much trouble he almost hangs up.

    “Roz, what's going on,” Barrett says.

    Bozhe, he’s going to have to say the words.

    Now with part two, featuring buckwheat pancakes, psychiatry for millionaires, important conversations, and Troy and Ilya’s worst “your mom” joke.

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    19 Feb 2026