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    Sylus is an incredibly patient lover: he never pushes, even when red and huffing with need. He never asks, even when his eyes are desperate with trying to find a resting place, anywhere else but where you most want to be seen. He is so understanding, soft kisses placed against your hairline, that you are safe in ways you’ve never known existed.
    Sometimes, though, you want to see him snap. You want to be wanted in ways that obliterates all reason, much how he makes you feel on the daily. In front of his immeasurable patience and kindness and restraint, you feel like a dog, constantly panting, regularly awed at his beauty, forever overwhelmed by his being.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    You turn the little chip over in your hand, warm from sitting close to the battery for who knows how long it’s been there. How long has it been there? Is this what gives Caleb a sense of security? Watching you? Knowing where you are?

    You watch its red eye as you tuck yourself into bed, and imagine it a heartbeat. A little sun that flickers with each breath; a red giant whose warmth may have faded, but whose light refuses to go out.

    As always, you dream of your brother.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “Why don’t you run me through tonight’s plans?” Sylus says as he helps you into the car. “Since you’re my assistant now.”

    “Arrival in fifteen, shake hands, and get an invite to cocktail party at eight,” you go down the list on your fingers after you buckle yourself in. “Mingle until we’re either invited to a backroom or someone can give us a name. And then we kick their asses.”

    Sylus chuckles. He keeps his eyes on the road as he drives, shifting gear with one hand, the other lazily on the steering wheel. It’s effortlessly hot, and it annoys you a great deal. “There might be a few steps in between intelligence gathering and ass-kicking, but you got the gist of it. You are?”

    “Your overworked assistant,” you say.

    “Overworked?” Sylus asks, amused. “I don’t remember this being part of the script.”

    “I’m simply trying to portray my role as realistically as possible.”

    You moonlight as Sylus’ assistant. Things go a little differently than planned.

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    01 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    You think you’re doing the right thing, breaking up with Caleb. He sees things differently.

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    01 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 79

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    Caleb asks you to punish him. You know just the thing.

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    28 Feb 2026