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    Y/n has spent the last five years avoiding her ex-boyfriend at all costs while she builds her career and works on her mental health. When fate forces an interaction for the sake of their son, Y/n has to learn the difference between the boogeyman she’s created of Jensen based upon their past and the man he’s become in the years she’s been away.
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    "Admit it, you had fun today." Jensen smiles just a bit and I just can't bring myself to lie.

    "Yeah. I did."

    "And you can, obviously, handle bein' around me, right?" Where is he going with this?

    I stop at the porch and look up at him. "So, what?"

    "So...Jared is putting together a reunion for the 20th anniversary of the pilot. As many cast and crew as we can get.” He wants me to go? “Misha said he won't show unless you do. It won't be the same without him, without you."

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    Working title on this was "Reader screws the Marvel men", but that didn't seem poetic enough. This started out as a reason to write some Tony smut then I got confused by my Clint obsession then I decided it was a good avenue for some good angst and a lot of good smut.

    Y/n is a Mutant whose ability makes her irresistible to men. Her Mutation activated when she was 13 (hence Underage warning) and she's been running with the Brotherhood since she was 15. She's sent on a mission that finally proves to her that she's being used by the man she owes everything to, she's not ready to admit she's been playing for the wrong team, but she's definitely done.
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    You walk past the line and straight up to the bouncer, who takes one look at your tiny tight-fitting dress and stripper-high platform heels and lets you in without a word. You don't even have to use your mutant ability on him. Oh, this night is going to be cake. You snake your way through the gyrating bodies on the dance floor, careful to not use your power on anyone in the crowd. The lust rolling off of them as they bump and grind against each other is delicious but you don't have time to stop for a snack. You're on a mission and you're here for a meal.

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    Y/n is the new bartender at Side Step bar. She's polite and proper (and uptight according to Geri). She's definitely an interesting addition to the bar. As Cordell learns more about the woman and her unfortunate past, he finds himself in an all-too-familiar position: caught between what's right and what's expected.
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    "Well, you've gotta be the politest bartender Side Step's ever seen."

    "Polite society is built on proper manners," she responded, automatically, before turning back to the limes. He was sure she was quoting something. He watched as she took to slicing the citrus faster, with less emphasis on precision. "I like your hat." She didn't look up as she dumped limes into a food service bin.

    Walker reached up and adjusted the white Stetson. "Why, thank you. It's part of my uniform."

    "Oh?"

    "I'm with the Rangers."

    She looked up, surprise and a bit of fear on her face. "Really?"

    "Yep. You don't have a problem with law enforcement, do you?"

    "No, not at all!" she said, sweetly, all fear washing away as she looked at him. "Thank you for your service to Texas!"

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    AU where Dean was never cured of being a demon and Crowley took over the world with the help of Vampires, Werewolves, and Shifters. Dean’s spent five years not giving a damn about the state of the world and no one has seen Sam in years.

    Dean doesn’t care about Hell, even now that it’s come to Earth. He doesn’t care about anything, really. So what will he do when a huntress shows up to try to make him care again?
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    Oh, let’s give her another look. She’s got a cute profile, pistol tucked, knives strapped to her ankle and left wrist…anti-possession tat peeking out from the back of her neck. Hunter. What a treat.

    “So…you just happen to recognize my car or were you looking for me?”

    “I was just lucky, I guess, stumbling onto this monstrosity of black metal.”

    I lick my lips and smile at her. “Seems I’m at a disadvantage here. You obviously know me, but I got no clue who you are.”

    “We’ve never met so you wouldn’t know me,” she snaps.

    “But you know me. What, by reputation? Through hunter grapevine?” I ask, stepping closer. She still hasn’t moved. She’s not nervous about a Knight of Hell approaching her?

    “Yeah, I know you, Dean Winchester.”

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    Y/n gets close with her old friend Asa after being sent away by Dean. Of course, that's not something Dean can allow.
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    I walk into the motel room and drop the keys on the table, going for my laptop to dummy up a badge to take to Kinko's.

    "Your new partner's got a badass scar on his face." I freeze. No. It can't be. "You two coulda been twins before Cas fixed your shit."

    It’s like my whole body has been doused in freezing sludge as I turn to him with heaviness in my limbs. Dean is sitting on the dresser, flatscreen TV is on the floor...cracked to shit. He’s got a bottle of tequila next to him, glass in his hand. That ugly bone blade is on the other side of the bottle. His hair is gelled different and that look in his eyes is...weird. This is not Dean.

    “You’re dead. Sam told me Metatron killed you. You’re dead,” I repeat.

    “Correction: Metatron was too much of a bitch to finish the job.” He jumps down off the dresser and sets the glass down where his ass was parked. “Speaking of bitches, you moved on quick.”

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    Sam is carrying on as best he can, when the Dean from the other universe shows up at the Bunker in complete distress. Can Dean carry on without his brother like Sam is trying to? Can they help each other? (FINALE FIX IT!)
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    “Sam?!” an intimately familiar voice called out. “Dean? Are you fellas home?”

    Sam stepped out of the library and stared across the War Room at his brother’s face. Familiar green eyes with the crinkles at the corners, freckled skin across his cheeks and hands...with beaded bracelets and a Rolex watch on his wrists.

    “Dean.” Sam set the pistol on the map table and stepped closer, forcing down his pain. “What are you doing here?”

    “I…” He cleared his throat and stepped closer to Sam. “Where’s your brother?”

    “I...asked you first,” Sam responded, unable to bring himself to say the words. Not to Dean’s face.

    "I just...wanted…needed to…"

    Sam looked into Dean's eyes and noted the pain in the dark green orbs. "Where’s your brother?"

    Dean broke immediately, dropping his body to the bottom step of the staircase and sobbing into his hands. "I couldn't save him! I couldn't--there was so much blood and I couldn't-"

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    Y/n is hunting and working and avoiding Sam, who seems to be stalking her. When John accidentally finds her, she realizes how lonely she's been since she started hunting alone.
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    “How’s Wyoming?” John asked as you pulled your gun apart.

    “Did I say ‘Wyoming’?” you asked. You were pretty sure you’d said ‘Wisconsin’.

    “Well, your Firebird is in the parking lot of the motel I just pulled into,” John responded. “And I’m not in Wisconsin.”

    “Shit,” you whispered. He’d want to talk face-to-face. “Don’t take it personal, John, I just-”

    “Have been dealing with a stalker and didn’t want too many people to know your location?”

    You ran your hand down your face. “Something like that.”

    “Well, I’m here now. Are you going to let me in or should I get my own room?”

    You licked your bottom lip between your teeth and chewed on it for a minute. You hadn’t seen John since Detroit, almost a year ago. You set the pieces of your gun down and stood, opening the door as John climbed down out of his GMC truck and smiled at you. “Well, you’re a sight for sore eyes, kid.”

    You smiled. After a year with nothing but phone calls and emails, he was a welcome sight, too. “You too, old man.”

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    Y/n has been living and hunting with the Winchesters since Dean returned from Purgatory. Their relationship has gone nowhere, but she can't leave. With the Mark of Cain changing him, she might have to go to extremes.
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    Not that he was the warmest guy before Cain marked his arm. I've been with him since he returned from Purgatory and we don't even share a room in the Bunker! God, and why would we, right? He needs his space. He always needs his space but Heaven forbid I try to get some of my own. He shames me and guilts me when I take a job on my own. He makes me feel...powerless.

    He doesn't want me to leave. He's told me a million times. But that's about as far as he goes. He doesn't want me to leave...but he's allowed to leave me. How is that fair?! And now he's got the Mark. Now, he's snapping at me and being an asshole over little things that he used to let go…and I am stuck here in this bunker with my not-boyfriend who has the Mark of Cain on his arm and his brother who wants to act like they aren't brothers anymore. I need a break.

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    When the Winchesters discover that Y/n is alive and thriving in Seattle, they approach that knowledge in two very different ways.
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    He leaned his head back against the back wall and rested his hands on the railing. His hands had taken to shaking in the days approaching his rut, a tremor he’d been fighting for two years.

    “Dean, you need a date,” Sam said, looking from Dean’s fingers curling around the railing to the numbers changing on the elevator panel.

    “I’m fine,” Dean responded.

    “Your tremor is getting worse.”

    “We got more important shit to worry about.”

    Sam continued to look at the numbers. “You’re almost forty, Dean.”

    “And I had an omega, Sam. We lost her. This is...this is something else. This isn’t...Dad was eventually fine after Mom died-”

    “Debatable.”

    “This is just…” Dean lifted his left hand in front of his face and watched it shake. A ding echoed through the car and the doors slid open. He smoothed out his suit jacket and smiled tightly at Sam as he walked out onto the floor they landed on. “Maybe it’s psychosomatic, huh?” he finished bitterly.

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    Y/n is living life without marks and without alpha influence…but the End is nigh…sacrifices must be made.
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    “You should come to Detroit.” Bobby’s words didn’t seem worried. Everything about the tone said it was past time to worry.

    “What happened?”

    “Sam said 'yes’ and-”

    “What?!”

    “It was supposed to be the end of it, Y/n. He was supposed to get control back from Lucifer and jump into the Cage. It was a good plan. Dean and John even approved it, much as they could, ya know, and it-”

    “He really thought he was gonna get control from the Devil? Of course it didn’t work!” You ran your hand down your face and dug your fingers into your collarbone through your shirt. “So Lucifer has his perfect vessel…what about Michael? Dean didn’t…”

    “No, but John’s other son did. Heaven brought Adam back from the dead.”

    “That was nice of 'em. The dumbass said 'yes’ because of course he did. So…the fight is…is happening.”

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    Famine teaches Y/n a lesson about starvation.
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    You sat on the basement stairs and stared at the panic room door. Sam was screaming, begging, trying to get everyone to let him out because he did what he had to do.

    What he had to do.

    What he had to do to save the world from Famine. What he had to do to save Dean. What he couldn’t stop himself from doing because he was a damn addict. Just like John. John and his liquor. Sam and his blood. Same damn hat.

    And you…what were you addicted to? Affection. A little bit of attention…from the empty Winchester…the one who couldn’t give it to you. Not consistently…and not how you deserved. Your mind kept going back to Gabriel. Gabriel wanted you to get out, away from the Winchesters. There was only one way to do that.

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    Y/n is a witcher from the Cat School (a nomadic school that is one of the few that actually makes female witchers) who keeps running into Geralt of Rivia...to her great pleasure.
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    "Since when do you call them 'humans'? When last we met, you were still calling them by the slur."

    "That was a single slip. Another thing I've seen the error on. I've developed, I've grown. You have to admit that some things are hard to shake, like a word you shouldn't say or a prejudice you were taught as a small child. I wasn't really given a choice on who to sympathize with in the conflict. Cats and Elves, we go together. Call it a commiseration of outcasts."

    He let out a long sigh before dropping his hand to yours. "You talk too much, Cat."

    "Well, someone has to fill the silence around you." You licked your lips and hummed as his fingertips slowly caressed the back of your hand. "I could help you fulfill your contract. Two witchers are better than one. What are you after?"

    He turned his head just enough to catch your eyes. "You want to help me?"

    "I want to fuck you, but I feel you're going to be distracted until you've got your coin so I might as well hasten that instance."

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    Y/n is enjoying the bit of power she's exercising over the Winchester alphas, but she's in for a rude awakening when the trickster shows up again.
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    “Okay. Night Gallery. Kinda low-key Hitchcock. I gotcha. What’s the play here? What part am I in?”

    “The part you’re playing is ‘Damsel in distress’. A portrait of fear, an omega in anguish, her alphas forced to watch as she’s left in peril.”

    “We’re not just gonna watch shit!” Dean growled and the wire tightened again.

    “Whatever you’re doing, stop it, Dean!” you demanded.

    “You’ll be watching, boys, because every move you make puts her in more danger. She has noticed the wire garrote that gets tighter every time you touch the bars of your cage, but I don’t think she’s noticed the needle in her neck that will be depressed when John touches his or the pendulous axe above her that’s gonna drop if Sam does.

    You’ll watch because if you try to get out of it, you’re gonna see her die.” He smiled. "And if her heart flatlines...this entire room fills with sarin gas and you all die as well. She dies, you die. You try to get out, she dies...you die. Understand?"

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    Sequel to Psych 101. Sam, Dean, and Y/n have gotten into a groove together, living their unique happy ever after. Things are good, sharing is caring, and domestic tranquility has been reached. A visit from a silver fox con man might just mess that up.
    ~~~~~~~

    "Right. Well, I thought I should come see your new digs and-” John started and Sam rolled his eyes.

    “Who’re you on the run from, Dad?” he asked.

    “Sam!” you hissed as Dean pulled his hand away from yours and both brothers crossed their arms over their chests.

    “No, Sam’s right, Y/n. If Dad’s here, he’s got guns on his heels. Now, do the guns come with badges or not?” Dean asked, green eyes narrowing at his father.

    John laughed and turned toward you. “My sons know me so well.” His eyes sparkled as he looked over you. “I did have to leave Nashville because this nice old lady I did a remodel for thought I was being a little dishonest and thought it was a good idea to call the FBI Fraud Squad on me. Seemed easiest to just...take my leave.”

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    Y/n takes a chance to see her ex-boyfriend Jensen at a Supernatural convention in Dallas. Things take a turn for the worse. PART THREE OF MEANT TO BE/NOT MEANT TO BE!
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    A microphone was passed around to people as Jared and Jensen picked from those raising their hands. You didn't raise yours. The woman in front of you did.

    Jensen's eyes focused on her, then moved to you...and his eyebrows went up. He recognized you! His smile went wide and he turned to Jared, whispering away from the mic with his coffee in front of his mouth so people couldn't see what he was saying. "Oh shit, really?" Jared said, away from the mic but loud enough to hear from the third row. Jared leaned back in toward his microphone. "Sorry, we got distracted. An old friend of Ackles' is in the audience and he wasn't expecting her here. What was the question?"

    The woman repeated and Jared answered as Jensen pulled the cardboard sleeve off of his coffee, writing on the cardboard and folding it in half to hide the writing. "Exactly what Jared said," Jensen agreed as he twisted the cap back on the Sharpie. He pointed at you. "Come'ere," he said, walking to stage right where the stairs were.

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    Y/n starts missing herself...and choses pain over being forced into something she doesn't want.
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    Sam was waiting for you in the doorway of room 108 as you approached the motel. The Impala was not in the parking lot. “Where-” you started to ask but Sam’s averted gaze answered for you. “Left so that you could help with my heat, didn’t he?”

    “Said he didn’t wanna see it,” Sam answered.

    “Whatever. I’m not in heat yet. He could have stuck around for a few hours.” You pushed past Sam into the room and picked up your duffel from the floor, shoving the plastic bag into the duffel and zipping it up.

    “I think you’re closer than you think you are,” Sam said, closing the door behind him. “He said he’s gonna get a room of his own.”

    “Sure.”

    “What’s going on with you two?” He sprawled across the end of the bed and looked up at you. “You two were getting close again. What happened?”

    “Nothing happened.” You shrugged. “Nothing changed. Nothing will.”

    Sam’s eyebrow went up. “What does that mean, Y/n?”

    “I told him how I feel, how I’ve always felt...and I thought things would change, but they haven’t. They’re not going to. So, it’s...it’s fine. I’ll deal.”

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    Reader is a Wiccan from the 'French Mistake' Universe (ie our universe) who does a spell and ends up in the SPN universe. She isn't a fan, but eventually recognizes the world for what it is: a world with REAL magic. But real magic comes with real consequences.

    Disclaimer: Not even close to my best work, but it's fun to read and fun to write and I absolutely needed a distraction from the novel-length fics I have been writing.

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    A text message from an ex sends Y/n into a spiral of sadness. What can her friend, Sam, do to help?
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    In a bunker of people with literal Hell hiding in their memories, it just didn’t seem like you deserved to feel so bad about the fact that you were lonely. When compared to what the Winchesters had been through, what was a little touch-starvation and involuntary celibacy? What was a little loneliness compared to all the loss and death in their pasts? You should count your blessings and move on, and most of the time you could, but…not today.

    You were almost done with that second glass of whiskey when the soft knock came to your door. You beckoned in whoever happened to be knocking and looked up to give Sam another tight smile. “Pack a bag.” His words made you shake your head in confusion. “Comfy clothes, don’t worry about weapons.” That’s all he said before leaving the room again.

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    Dean gets taken to 2014 by Zachariah.
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    “Who did this to you? Is it Zachariah?”

    “Yes.”

    “Interesting.”

    “Oh, yeah, it’s fuckin’ fascinating. Now. Why don’t you strap on your angel wings and fly me back to my page on the calendar?” Dean demanded.

    Castiel started chuckling and turned away. “I wish I could just, uh, strap on my wings, but I’m sorry...no dice.”

    Dean appraised him a bit more carefully and shook his head. “What, are you stoned?”

    “Uh, generally, yeah,” Cas responded, sobering a bit.

    “What happened to you?”

    “Life,” Castiel responded.

    Dean swallowed thickly and looked around. “And what happened to Y/n? Where is she?”

    Castiel looked away again. “When your father died, she didn’t have a chance.”

    “Why wasn’t she here? Why was she with-”

    “Two marks, Dean,” Cas pressed. “She only ever got two marks.”

    Dean shook his head. He knew he was apprehensive about tethering Y/n to him for the rest of his life. He knew he was scared that he’d just end up being a third disappointing alpha for her. But he didn’t think he’d keep from marking her for so long. He always assumed he’d do it...later.

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    Y/n is pretty much screwed when she's left in Detroit with a swarm of Croats trying to get her.
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    “I’ve seen Castiel many times. He’s a shell of what he used to be. He fills his system with chemicals, trying to feel something.” You sneered at the assessment. “You tried to, what, get him sober?”

    “No,” you denied, shaking your head. “I just…” You took a deep breath and stepped back. “I haven’t let myself become a degenerate and that made him realize...how far he’s fallen, I guess.”

    “And, what, he tried to make himself better...fer you?” Crowley asked.

    “I guess.”

    “And Dean set you up to die fer that?”

    “Punishment doesn’t quite fit the crime, does it?” Lucifer asked, smirking again. “Then again, Dean’s always had a bit of a temper, you know. And you inspiring Castiel to rediscover himself must have really pissed him off.”

    “Obviously,” you spit.

    “Trying to be a good person in a world of monsters got you set up-”

    “I am a good person,” you snapped, a chill of anxiety gripping you as you realized you just interrupted the Devil.

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