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don’t say i’m just one of your girls by vigncttc
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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"I like girls," Rozanov tells him, tuna melt still half-eaten in his hands.
So, what they have isn’t as serious as Shane thought. That's okay. He can get over it. He can. He just… needs to get it together, first.
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09 Feb 2026
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04 Feb 2026
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The Axiom of Equality by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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Ilya hurts Shane.
It’s an accident, of course, but his mind goes to the only place it knows how afterwards: He deserves to hurt too.
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02 Feb 2026
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It’s not enough to say that I miss you by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Ilya huffed. He had a decision to make.
“Shane,” Ilya said. He set his eyes on the shiny shoes poking out beneath Shane’s death grip. “Would you like me or Rose Landry?” He braced himself for the answer, for Shane to narrow his eyes, spit in his face, and leave him in the cold.
Instead, a gentle hand landed on Ilya’s elbow.
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Ilya spots Shane in the club. Shane spots Ilya. *Big feelings ensue.
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- Part 1 of Heated Rivalry with a twist
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,471
- Chapters:
- 5/6
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30 Jan 2026
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kiss me like a final meal by blueberrryink
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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Everybody else on earth was born with a manual on How to Be. A sort of silver spoon already tucked into their mouth.
Shane wishes he had gotten one.
After an exhausting day of masking and overstimulation, Shane has a panic attack. He loses the ability to speak. Thankfully, Ilya is there to help him through.
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- English
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- 8,285
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- 1/1
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24 Jan 2026
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so fast like before by sweetilyas (sweetjeons)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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“You never forget?”
“No,” Shane breathes out. “No, I never forget.”
Except Ilya does.
He forgets his wedding ring.
And Shane notices.
Or: Shane gets stuck inside his own head when Ilya forgets his wedding ring.
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- English
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- 10,296
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- 1/1
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20 Jan 2026
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drift into the arms of the undiscovered by CottageCore26
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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He hit the green button and tucked the phone between his shoulder and his ear, trying to balance the plant. “Did you find your curdled cheese?” he asked by way of a greeting.
“Ilya,” Shane said, and Ilya’s spine stiffened. Shane’s voice was tight and slightly muffled. “Can you guys come to the entrance?”
Ilya set down the plant on the ground with a thunk. Yuna turned to look at him. Her nose flared at the sour scent of worry coming off of him.
“What happened?” Ilya growled. Something was wrong with his omega. He could feel it in his bones.
“What’s wrong?” Yuna snapped, setting down her bags, freeing her hands.
“We’re OK,” Shane said, trying and failing to sound soothing. “There was a fight, but we’re OK.”
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19 Jan 2026
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you are the one mouth i would be a tongue to. by hcneymooners (romqntics)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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Ilya's hand continues its path up and down Shane's back, and Shane thinks again about how love is sometimes just this: a palm on the spine, moving in circles, waiting for you to come back to yourself. There is no promise of saving you—Ilya cannot save him, they both know this and are alright with it in their own ways—but there is a vow of staying, lingering in order to witness. Touching the bruise so that its pain triggers the memory that you are allowed to be touched.
Outside, the snow continues its work of erasure. Inside, Shane's breathing begins to even out, every limb recalling how to be a man at rest rather than an animal fawning and freezing. The trembling subsides, wave by wave, as if Ilya's hand is smoothing it out of him.
"Sleep, зайчик," Ilya says softly, his free hand coming to rest in Shane's hair. "I have you."
This is not true, Shane thinks, and it is also the only true thing.
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recovery, shane learns, is not a straight line. to begin to understand something, you must first name it.
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19 Jan 2026
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Ilya pulled away ever so slightly, still feeling Shane’s breath warm on his lips. “Do you remember what you told me last night?”
Shane furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. “Don’t wake me up before the sun?”
“No, no. The other thing. What you promised me.”
Shane’s eyebrows remained furrowed. “No…?”
“You promised me you’d be my good boy today.”
Shane has issues giving up control. Ilya teaches him that it's ok to let somebody else take care of him.
Non-sexual kink fic, but sex is mentioned a few times, so I went ahead and marked it as explicit.
Beta read by my wonderful partner <3
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Non-Sexual Kink
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18 Jan 2026
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The Hollander Inn by FreeformHardcore
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jan 2026
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Now that he could finally recognize who the man in front of him was, everything flooded back into the forefront of his mind. The nights he spent in Moscow poring over hockey content on YouTube, how watching the teen that was poised to be his rival stirred up newfound ambition to become the greatest instead. He remembered that career-ending hit as well, the way Shane’s body crumpled on the ice, tiny and unconscious, body contorted unnaturally as his teammates crowded around him. He remembered the disappointment he felt at not having anyone else to best, to directly compare himself against. Time had passed, and so too did that disappointment in favor of achieving the greatness that Hollander promised. And with that time, Shane Hollander was just another name of the past. But now he was right in front of him, freckles all in the same spots and gear replaced with ugly knit sweaters.
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In which Shane Hollander never became the hockey legend he was supposed to. Ilya Rozanov did. Somehow, in the midst of a blizzard, their stories intertwined once more.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov AUs
- Part 1 of The Hollander Inn
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16 Jan 2026
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Ilya wakes up from a nightmare feeling different
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13 Jan 2026
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5 times Shane calls Ilya baby + 1 time Ilya calls Shane baby back
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- Part 1 of little
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- English
- Words:
- 12,412
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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13 Jan 2026
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snowprint tracings by boxysmiles
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Long before he ever sees a photo of her, Shane dreams of Irina Rozanova.
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12 Jan 2026
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“What is this ‘ball and chain’?” Ilya frowned.
Ilya's teammate grinned. “Wife. Girlfriend. Nagging you. Controlling. No fun allowed.”
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- Part 1 of cobblestone (hollanov fics)
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- English
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- 6,964
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- 1/1
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- 331
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10 Jan 2026
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Across the Spectrum by ItsSandwichTime
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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Hayden's young son is diagnosed as autistic, and he begins to realize that he's seen a lot of these symptoms before...in his best friend. Now Shane's having to come to terms with being one of those people who slipped through the cracks as a child and is diagnosed as an adult. How can Ilya and the rest of their friends support him through this?
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- English
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- 34,963
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- 14/14
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10 Jan 2026
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With his hunger satiated, Shane looked at the wolf and found them still lying on the ground, snout resting only inches away from him. Their eyes were icy blue and content. Observing. Body curled around Shane’s slightly smaller form in an almost protective manner.
He had somehow let his guard down, and now this strange wolf that showed up out of nowhere was guarding him like an alpha would court, and protect, and care for their mate.
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Shane has his entire future planned out, from his role in the pack to who he will mate. One meeting with a mysterious wolf changes it all.- Language:
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10 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander takes care of an injured wolf in the Sochi forest during the Winter Olympics.
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In unrelated news, newcomer Ilya Rozanov joins the Montreal Metros two weeks after the Winter Olympics.
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- English
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09 Jan 2026
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this is not enough (i am not enough) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.
Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”
“Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.
Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.
He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.
OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.
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- Part 2 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,413
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 277
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- 87,302
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09 Jan 2026
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I Could Be a Lifeline, I Could Be the Anchor by bluejay96343
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jan 2026
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Ilya asked him to stay. Shane wishes he hadn't.
Spiralling is Shane's speciality.Bookmarked by crows_lament
08 Jan 2026
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What if Scott Hunter was waiting for an elevator in Vegas?
What if Shane and Ilya had an emotional support Old Man and his Art History Twink?
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- English
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- 104,725
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- 13/?
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03 Jan 2026