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bathin’ in the afterglow by aqueerwindinthewillows (coillteoir)
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
15 Feb 2026
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Ronan Lynch doesn't care for Valentine's Day. Thankfully, neither does Adam Parrish. However, there is something both of them do like...
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16 Feb 2026
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Roots & Ribs by adamprrishcycle
Fandom Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater, Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
30 Dec 2025
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05 Feb 2026
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Except Old Man McDentist didn't stand in the doorway when Ronan looked toward it. A very non-geriatric guy did. Youngish, but not young. Maybe early thirties—Ronan's age—or possibly a year older. Two at the most. How long was dental school? Four years? Eight? However long, the guy didn't look like a fresh graduate in his perfectly pressed chinos and light blue collared shirt, a gray quarter-zip fleece layered on top of it with his practice's name and logo embroidered on one side of his chest, his name embroidered on the other.
Adam Parrish, DMD.
It might have been the pain thinking, but Ronan prayed to God that cavities would start rapidly eating away at his teeth, if only so he had more reasons to visit this guy at his office. Gaunt cheeked. Dusty haired. Blue eyed—and shit, they were pretty blue eyes.
Goddamn, he was perfect.
Dr. Parrish.
Dr. Adam Parrish.
And, in a minute or two, Dr. Parrish's hands would be in Ronan's mouth.
It was definitely not the pain talking when Ronan said, "Fuck me."
When Ronan gets three teeth knocked out during a game, he meets the Capitals' new team dentist: Adam Parrish, DMD.
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03 Feb 2026
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30 Jan 2026
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you belong somewhere you feel free by dancingonmoonbeams
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Ilya takes a breath. "Next Wednesday is the anniversary of my mother's death." The words come out rushed, afraid he'll lose his nerve and never say them if he doesn't get them out as fast as possible. "I want to do something."
Shane blinks at him, his face softening into an expression so fond and careful that Ilya feels tears prick at the back of his eyes. "Okay." Carefully, he take's Ilya's hand, their fingers twisting together like second nature. "What do you want to do?"--
Ilya used to spend the anniversary of his mother's death trying desperately to distract himself from his feelings. This year, though, he wonders what it would be like to face them, with Shane at his side.
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- Part 1 of among the wildflowers
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26 Jan 2026
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lost color in my face by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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“Do not worry,” Ilya breathed against his lips.
As if Shane had a choice in the matter. As if worry hadn’t kept Shane awake past midnight for weeks, as if he wasn’t scared to leave the house for too long in case Ilya did something stupid in his absence. He’d promised he wouldn’t. Several times over. Shane wanted to believe him, he did, but the worse Ilya’s depression got the more hollow the promise felt.
“I always worry about you,” Shane said softly, pushing Ilya’s hair back from his forehead.
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20 Jan 2026
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cognitive bias by machentrails
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jan 2026
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He could handle discussions about the NHL and how they were ultimately the ‘big bad’ in his and Shane’s relationship. He struggled but powered through conversations about how his depression is something to be managed, not cured. Ilya is strong. All of his life had revolved around his capacity to endure - and as a result - his threshold had become much higher than most.
But conversations about his mother?
Everyone had a breaking point. Ilya seemed to have reached his.
OR: Shane notices that Ilya uses sex to ignore his feelings, and he tries his best to address it.
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19 Jan 2026
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Washing Away by RavensandFinches
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jan 2026
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Ilya didn’t sleep well in the off season. During the season his body was physically tired enough that he could manage to semi-keep a sleep schedule. Games and practices and travel typically do enough to keep his mind from racing, allowing him to sleep fitfully. But in the off season when there is nothing to do but dry land training and swimming in the lake, sleep eludes him.
AKA I tried to write a soft insomnia fic and it ran away from me and got really sad.
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19 Jan 2026
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before those hands pulled me from the earth by byulelle
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jan 2026
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It was a start, Shane knew that. And no matter what happened, he’d help Ilya. Always, as promised forever.
They were going to win a hundred more Stanleys, retire, have children, and grow old together.
The soil was damp, cold, and suffocating as the other digs into the earth with bare hands, with a single-minded intensity to free each ragged and stifled breath from the clutches of the loam. And with a new dawning of the sun, Ilya would find himself feeling its rays. Tonight wasn’t a good night, but tomorrow was a new day.
; 5 tells and signs Ilya is going through a depressive episode, and the ways Shane tries to help him through it.
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12 Jan 2026
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Sweet Creature by brooklyn99
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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Sometimes, late at night, he catches himself sitting still on the couch. Hours pass without him noticing.
He thinks about his mother then. Not about the way she died, but the way she lived on her worst days. The way she would sit for hours, staring at nothing. The way he would sit in the corner of her room, quiet, and afraid to leave her alone.
He shakes himself out of it. He’s embarrassed by the comparison. He’s not like that. He’s functioning. He’s successful. And most importantly, he’s loved.
He’s fine.
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11 Jan 2026
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oh Im hanging on by Just_nessie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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Bad depression day for Ilya.
"Ilya just stares into the air -he doesn't know when he opened his eyes-, his face looks empty, lifeless like someone stole all the emotions from it."
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10 Jan 2026
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Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected.
or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.
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29 Dec 2025
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Sound of sirens, rush of pain (I almost thought I heard you call my name) by 17darwinism
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Dec 2025
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"He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)or,
Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.
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- Part 1 of Please, God, I'm finally loved
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27 Dec 2025
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a thrill of hope, a weary man rejoices by honeybeebeeeight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Dec 2025
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Christmas had never really been a joyous time of year for Ilya Rozanov.
This year is his first Christmas with the Hollander family and, despite his best efforts, he finds himself struggling. The Hollander's help in their own quiet way.
or, on a frozen pond outside of the Hollander home, Ilya allows himself to be loved.
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21 Dec 2025
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get tired by thesehands
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
20 Dec 2025
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“Fair enough,” Hennessy said, her tone ambivalent and pragmatic. “It probably wouldn’t do you much good, anyway. If God was going to grant you the serenity to accept the things you can’t change, He’d have done it by now.”
Ronan rolled his eyes. His stomach hurt. He draped his wrist over the steering wheel and said in a low voice, “I don’t think God plans to grant me anything.”
Hennessy settled a hand atop his on the gear shift. Softly, she said, “Ronan. That is such bullshit.”or: ronan plans his wedding, breaks a bad habit, and goes to confession.
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- Part 2 of screamland
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20 Dec 2025
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you haven't come this far to fall off the earth by canadianwolfbird
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Nov 2025
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It’s not that Ilya wants the darkness to win; it’s just that sometimes he lets it.
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29 Nov 2025
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I can keep you a moment by ethelcainfest, TheScarletCarson
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
20 Oct 2025
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Adam Parrish leaves the Barns to pursue the only kind of dream he knows how to make, and in doing so untangles the burden of past from the brightness of future.
Or, Adam Parrish has mama trauma and really wants a hug.
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25 Nov 2025
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love hurts by bluepercy_percyblue
Fandoms: Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater, Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
07 Oct 2025
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“I just want to get this right,” she murmured. She pressed her lips just below his jaw. His cologne was intoxicating. “You’re a blank canvas.” She grazed her teeth there, lingering just long enough to bruise. “Virgin.”
Declan huffed out another laugh. Jordan’s heartbeat tripped.
“Well,” he said. “I don’t know about that.”
Jordan gives Declan a stick-and-poke. He likes it.
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11 Oct 2025
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One time, that was Adam's rule. One time, you can have him one time; they would make the most of him. Years dreaming about it, years hating himself for it—the bliss of being used by the two men he loved most.
Ronan, on what it means to be used.
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03 Oct 2025
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soul misses the body by cathedralight
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
15 Jul 2025
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"I like it," Adam said. He threaded his hand through Ronan's hair. Once he had a good grip, he tugged.
Ronan lurched in Adam's lap, eyes closing as his head tipped back. "Fuck."
He watched Ronan's face pinken, nearly as pink as his mouth. Adam could only think of Ronan's clothes coming off, the rest of his body turning that same shade. A grin spread across his face.
"I really like it," he said.
or: After stopping the apocalypse, Ronan and Adam spend the night in Boston. Adam discovers that Ronan's hair grew while he slept. They make up for lost time.
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16 Jul 2025