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Coming back to you like I used to do by lonelywhale (pink_fluff)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
27 Dec 2024
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But ‘forever’ is a sandcastle. The words practically sing in their simplicity. That’s the way to a person’s heart, Namjoon thinks. Poetry, words stripped down to their barest essence. Honest and unafraid, nothing standing in the way of raw emotion. Not Namjoon’s own writing, dense, crowded, incomprehensible, a book the size of a brick. What on earth has he been doing?
or: Celebrity author Kim Namjoon just turned 30, and he feels like a stranger in his own life. His fiancée left him, he hardly has any real friends, and he can’t seem to write anything meaningful anymore. It’s like he has nothing left to say — until he happens across a film by the mysterious artist Gloss, who reignites a passion he feared he’d lost forever — and maybe starts to reawaken Namjoon’s heart, too.
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10 Aug 2025
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Yoongi is more than ready to go to the afterlife. Death doesn’t scare him. But with every grim reaper telling him that he’s not meant to step into the next life yet, Yoongi finds himself going back to the boyfriend he left behind. Said boyfriend is still holding on to the memory of him. They said grief is love without direction and Yoongi doesn't know whether to feel fond or to cry with Namjoon because as much as he wants to stay and help Namjoon, Yoongi only has 15 days left on Earth before his soul gets erased entirely.
[Alternatively, a fic about secrets, grief, love, and if Dear Friend and Snooze had a child named Namgi.]
Sequel on Chapter 2: Together in our next life
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05 Aug 2025
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If dreams are what hold people together, perhaps it’s why Yoongi finds himself falling apart. Unable to leave his home with panic surging through his veins with passing each breath, yet perhaps all he needs is a gentle hand tugging him from beneath the surface, guiding him to salt-lined shores. Little hope is strung against the horizon, barely the faintest flicker within, and as Yoongi finds comfort in what loneliness shrouds him, he knows it’s a far cry from what he yearns for.
Perhaps the man who moves in below changes his course— Namjoon— that anchor he so desperately needs as he’s thrown overboard by unwavering anxiety, and whilst doubts may find their settle, they’re ones that find their falter through tender words and a kindness Yoongi has never quite felt from another.
Yoongi isn't quite certain he could ever let someone in, so why does baring all to Namjoon seem that little too easy?
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05 Aug 2025
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“How is it possible that I’m falling for Yoongi-hyung again after more than five years?” Namjoon buries his head in his hands, distressed.
Taehyung hums from next to him as he takes a sip of his soda.
“Maybe you were never over him,” Taehyung says, in a tone that sounds way too casual for what just left his mouth.
(or: Namjoon and Yoongi have known each other for ten years.)
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05 Aug 2025
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There is silence between them while Yoongi stares, while he scans every contour and detail of Namjoon’s face. And he searches his mind, trying to match this Namjoon to any scrap or recollection. Trying to find what everyone tells him should be there, over a decade of memories. Familiarity, comfort, love. But there is only a blank space.
“I don’t remember you,” Yoongi whispers.
Namjoon nods and bows his head, folding over the hands clasped in his lap. “I know I can’t convince you that we’re together, that we have been. But we are, Yoongi.” He peeks up at Yoongi, eyes pleading. “We have a life together, we love each other.”
And Yoongi still stares, something in his chest aching at the desperate, hopeful expression on Namjoon’s face. But there is nothing there.
“I’m sorry.”
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An accident takes thirteen years of memories from Yoongi. Including all the memories of his boyfriend, Namjoon.
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13 Jun 2025