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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    On a mandated off-day in rainy Seattle, Shane Hollander ducks into a coffee shop to escape the drizzle—and ends up meeting Ilya Rozanov, a retired player turned sports psych who sees right through him. One conversation turns into something neither of them expected.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Hayden took a bite, chewed pensively, then asked, “So, where are you going?”

    Shane felt his lips twitch into a small smile. “New York.”
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    OR: Instead of Ilya moving to Ottawa, Shane moves to New York. Now that he's playing with Scott Hunter, Shane finds himself more involved in the queer scene and on the fast-track to another MLH Cup final. Since he stays in Boston, Ilya's still at the top of his game, setting records as he leads his team straight through the playoffs. What happens when being closer together, means their rivalry is stronger than ever?

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    02 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    This is inspired by a Tiktok about two rookies who had a sleepover with an older player after all three of them scored. One hotel room, two secret relationships—Shane and Ilya, Scott and Kip—and a night that changes everything for both relationships.

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    02 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    “Shane Hollander. I've been looking for you for a long time.”

    Shane smiled, hoping the mask would cover the blush on his cheeks. That man, the most beautiful man he had ever seen, was looking for him.

    “And now you've found me.”

    Ilya smiled, his fangs visible and his blue eyes with dilated pupils. “What am I going to do with you now?”

    Shane trembled, the words hitting him in the stomach. “What do you want to do?”

    With a whisper, Ilya replied:

    “I want to bite you.”

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    25 Feb 2026