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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Essek shuts his eyes again since hiding always seems to help, recreant that he is.

    Words pour without order.

    “I want to do something about- whatever this is, because it’s incredibly distracting and it’s not going away, and I feel-”

    His brows feel tight enough to crack opal, his face and ears aflame as with his worst sunburn, and there’s no Yasha nor Jester here to assist him. This is the worst.

    But maybe saying this next part aloud will make things better, or at least set the stage for solution.

    “I feel it might be nice, whatever this could be.”

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    AKA the wizards indulge in some frisky business

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Essek has two thoughts, one after the other.

    The first is that he is very much in love with this man. He has known for a while, but here, now, he lets himself feel it.

    The second is that Caleb might be in love with him as well.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    After they explore Aeor together, Caleb asks Essek to move in. It takes Essek ... A while to figure out exactly what he means.

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    05 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    Phillip has been trying to convince his husband to accompany him to Christmas Mass for years, but Benoit Blanc remains stubbornly uncooperative. When Phillip finds the files to Blanc's latest case, the tide might just be turning for him.

    Father Jud's first Christmas Mass in Chimney Rock is coming up. As his congregation is celebrating the festivities with their family and friends, he starts to feel a little lonely again and finds himself thinking more and more of a certain detective.

    Luckily – as we know – at Christmas, love is all around!

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    27 Dec 2025

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    His first mistake is not picking up the phone. 

    In Jud’s defense, it’s been a long fucking day. And not one that he’s keen to recount. 

    He’s kept the damn thing turned off for most of the day. As a rule, he stays fairly available on Sundays, but—well, extenuating circumstances call for extreme reactions. Thankfully, he had kept enough of his head after Mass to force a shutdown instead of what he wanted to do, which was to hurl it against the wall and watch it shatter into a million tiny pieces. 

    Night is young, though. 

     

    Or: A Wicks truther comes after Jud in the middle of Mass. He's fine. Benoit disagrees.

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    23 Dec 2025