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    Dazai is dropped into one of the failed alternate universes created by the book and forced to deal with the remnants his other-self left behind.

    The first thing Chuuya attempts to do upon seeing his face again, predictably, is kill him.

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    23 Mar 2024

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    Everything I could ever ask for and more. The skk fic that just scratches the itch in my head, and wants me wishing here's more to the world (THERE'S A SEQUEl YAAAAAAAAAAA). Chuuya has me in shambles, I want Dazai to be happy, FUCKING ATSUSHI T-T, and god the questions in my head are so many and it's amazing. This is amazing. I feel on edge and in love with this one.

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    from S2E9:

    “Do you still wear the coat that I gave you?”
    “I burned it.”

    They’re the wrong words to say.

     

    Mori’s abuse runs deep—deeper than anyone, including Dazai, had realized. And he’s doing it all over again.
    [WARNING. *PLEASE* MIND THE TAGS.]

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    23 Mar 2024

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    The lord will have an easier chance of making me drop out of school than not wish upon Mori a death of a hundred times in pain. FUCK YOU MORI. And god, the characterization in this hurts. You can simply feel the pain and suffering and confusion and just, "why did it have to happen this way?" with how well-written the story is. Dazai has a horrendous childhood. He's trying to heal. Mori makes it so much worst in his blind belief that he's doing something that's needed. ADA gets involved. Chuuya gets involved. Yosano basically does what all we ruined Ruiners (hahaha get it?) readers have wanted this whole time and I love her for it.

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    Fyodor’s weak heart thuds violently within its cage of flesh and bone, ba-thump. Dazai’s knife kisses cold on the skin of their throat. They swallow, and the bob of their Adam’s apple against it draws blood.

    “Alright,” Fyodor decides, “let’s find a way to die.”

    // In the Decay’s aftermath, Fyodor and Dazai quietly slip through the cracks, and set on a journey.

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    26 Jun 2023

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    Absolutely mind-changing, in the way it makes me have a life crisis but in a good way. 10/10 would reread so I can get a grip on life.

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    09 Jun 2023

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    Absolutely devastating. One of the best Fyozai series I've ever read. Will not be recovering any time soon but definitely gonna reread :'). Metaphors and descriptions are just ephemeral to read and has my brain turning in a "oh gosh what does this mean? I wanna understand more" way. 100/10 would recommend.