fairygrrl45
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Patrick thinks he remembers feeling something similar when he first met Art. Not nearly as violent, but just as disorienting.
A sense of inevitability, of falling helplessly into whatever they were — no control, no foresight, no time to change a damn thing.
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- Part 1 of Fundamental Forces
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Patrick might want nothing more than to lie like this forever, just looking at him. If he didn’t know how great he looks killing it on the court.
Oh, and the sex is pretty good, too.
Conversations in a hotel room on August 5, 2019.
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01 May 2024
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THIS is how they are meant to be. Romance at it’s PEAK 😭😭😭
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With Crowley apparently dead and Sam's soul back in place, even though Eve is a worry and Castiel's fighting a heavenly war, Sam and Dean at last have some space to get back to what passes (for them) as a normal life. They've just finished up a pretty standard job and are killing time in snowy Wisconsin when Dean wakes up no longer looking like Dean. That's just the start of their problems.
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24 Oct 2022
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Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh they’re perfect. They’re PERFECT, I -
“ and then when Dean turns over, and sees him, and his face does—this thing. Sam doesn't know how to describe it, even if he's seen it over and over. It's the expression Dean gets when he didn't expect to see Sam and then does. Something alchemical in it, since when Sam clocks that expression there's this answer, in his chest. Chest, hell. His whole body. Like a bell's been struck and the resonance goes through every bone.
"You made coffee," Dean croaks.
"Sure did," Sam says.
"What did I do to deserve this," Dean says, and not in a flattering way. Sam rolls his eyes and Dean drops flat on his back and groans, and Sam just—that struck bell keeps ringing, long past when it should have felt like old news.”
THAT PART. 😭😭😭😭 no words for this masterpiece
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What he wants from Sam isn’t wrong, not exactly, but it rests at the precipice of wrongness, one gentle nudge might send him over and beyond. He only wants to live their lives ensnared by each other, half-feral as they’ve always been, in want of nothing and no one else and owing nothing to the world. He’s ready to risk letting it all burn if it means he can hold onto Sam a little longer. He’s never bothered asking why.
(except now time and circumstance forces Dean to recognize he's in love with his brother)
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Bookmarked by fairygrrl45
09 Jun 2021
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This story is not for the faint of heart, but my God, is it worth every moment spent reading it. It tore my soul in two. It’s gorgeously written, but the heart of it all is the twisting, codependent love between Sam and Dean, and the lengths they’ll go to to stay together. It’s an exploration of Dean’s denial and descent into conscious awareness of how he’s in love with Sam and Sam’s choice to be with Dean. If you never read another fan fiction again, this is the one to read. It is, by far, the best story I have read in this fandom, bar none.
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Dean thought he had a handle on the Mark of Cain’s murderous impulses. He thought he had his wrong feelings for Sam safely suppressed.
Then Sam got hexed.
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Bookmarked by fairygrrl45
24 Jan 2021
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Unf, the ways deans violence and sexuality along and overlapping in this is delicious.
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Where the grass is greener.
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- Part 16 of Smallville works
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20 Jun 2020
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Oof , this was fantastic character study. and all of the technical/science fiction stuff is part of what makes it so interesting. It’s like fake theoretical physics without being so hand-wavey that we don’t get fully immersed in just how much of a genius Lex is. I’m obsessed. And TWO Lex. My heart.